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Emotional Abuse
🕑 Added 2023-06-16 21:06:55 +0000 UTCUnfortunately, I haven't had any updates in the last week, and most likely it won't be until the end of the month.
I'm really sorry about that.
I really tried to draw, but emotionally I don't have any strength.
The fact is that this month is very difficult for me. First of all, I will emigrate to another country again and will look for a new home, in the hope that I will be accepted.
Now I'm doing the preparation.
But out of my stupidity, I agreed to bring my mom to visit before leaving. It was my mistake.
We have a difficult relationship with her, but I hoped that by giving her a vacation in another country, I could improve the situation.
I've been getting real emotional abuse for a week now.
I don't want to describe everything in detail.
But the fact is that every day I get Manipulations, passive aggression and gaslighting in my direction.
I'm not talking about the fact that I'm experiencing great difficulties in emigrating and just waiting for a word of support from a parent.
When I told her about it directly, she couldn't give it. And honestly, I don't need it from this person anymore.
I'm just waiting for when I can finally get away from everything and everyone. So I can just do what I love.
P.s. I'm sorry again that I can't give you content right now. I just need time to get out of this. I hope that by the end of the month I will be able to do it.
Comments
Aconkirt
Hope you're doing well, nothing to apologise for βΊοΈ
Dayelyte
Family can sometimes be . . . . frustrating.
RetroRay
Hope things get better for you soon. Take the time you need. Hang in there <3
Jenian Katarn
If I can keep supporting you this way and that makes it possible for you to be the one in control of your life and your decisions, then I'm doing the right thing. Keep your goals in mind and do what you truly value yourself - your values are the path to true happiness. However at the same time change to better requires exactly that - change - if letting go of your mother is the change that needs to be made, then it needs to be done, it could be sad and painful at times, however in the end you are more happy. Otherwise you wouldn't have decided that change is needed. It is similar to moving into a new home. You have memories and things that make you sad for leaving your old but you wouldn't be doing it unless you deemed the new place to be in some way better. Relating to family ties: "Blood of the covenant is thicker than the water of the womb." means: Friends and acquintances you make during your life are more important than family ties.
Arkorat
Don't sweat: Take the time you need, we will be here.
Reylin
Hey hey, no need to apologize. We understand you're going through a rough patch. I hope the situation with your mom will be over soon so you can start recovering
Sans Souci
Boni, your situation is very hard and you don't really need to feel sorry for not "producing". Hope your mother will someday realize she's abusing you and change. But in the meantime, I'm crossing my fingers for you and your happiness.
Kozilae
Take all the time you need, we're here for you if you need us
Anthony Huey
Please take your time to process things and take care of yourself properly. You have a very dedicated and loving community who clearly want the best for you. You won't do your best or be totally happy with your work if other things are bothering you like that. :)
Gerald Sears
Take your time.
jonny
Take your time. I've had to deal with similar things in my family, it's horribly draining
RisqueRaptor
I'm very sorry to hear. Every child wants to love their parents, but some parents just don't want to improve themselves for their children. I really hope you can find peace with other people you can call your close friends as your family soon if not now.
Lemonade Rat
Thats unfortunate to hear. Iβm sorry for whats been happening to you, no one should have to go through that. This is only my opinion but cutting any person like that out of your life would be the best solution and their is no need to apologize. Take as long as you need, you have our support.
Hellapoc
I don't know what Is happening, But i understand how you feel I love you Boni You are a wondelful human being
BodBloat
I'm so sorry you're having to go through that Boni. Dealing with family that can cause that sort of mental strain really sucks. Hopefully the up and coming move and immigration can go smoothly though. Sending all the best vibes I can your way!!
John Fox
Very sad to hear it. I know how difficult it is to move to another country and how important the support is. I hope everything will get back to normal. Take care of yourself first and don't think about Patreon rewards. Wish you good luck. Stay strong.
The Captain
*hugs very tightly*
Sebastian Foxblood
So sorry to hear you have to move again and that your mom is so abusive. Please don't apologize for content, just please take care of yourself. Your health is the most important
IzzytReally
I'm so sorry to hear this is happening to you. I can't imagine what you're feeling rn. I pray your transition to a new place is safe and that you find more happiness in a different setting.π
