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Lil Personal Update
🕑 Added 2021-03-09 21:38:22 +0000 UTCHey everyone, sorry for the lack of content in the past couple of week, I have not been feeling so hot, physically and mentally. But it's only fair that I explain and give 2 updates, 1 more art related for the next couple of months, and 1 more personal that, I'll put the art one first just so you don't have to read through the other stuff if you don't want to (for your own mental health, so don't feel bad if you don't want to read it, I understand :) )
ART UPDATE:
I was planning to do a little animation for the Anniversary of Zootopia, I was planning on doing the Nick and Judy's Retro Dancing but got delayed because IRL stuff, I will do it, probably start working on it this month, so expect the animatic soon, just need to find the perfect song for it. At first, I wanted a DRM free song so I can share it everywhere without any hiccups, but know I think I will start looking at normal songs, because I'm not monetizing any videos, I think it should be fine.
About the "Judy's Day off" Comic, I really am struggling to finish it, I don't know why, coloring the backgrounds is very taxing to me, even though I can work on it for an entire day, the next couple of days, I'm drained and can't do anything art related. But I'm planning on finishing it this month, it has been too long since I started that comic, and it is making all the other projects be on hold. And I really want to show you all my ideas for future drawings and comics. I really want to finish "Not Again" a couple of months before the year ends.
And depending on how much stuff I can't finish or do much this month, I will pause next month's Patreon support. If i feel like I can make all the little end lines i put myself this month, I will do a lil gift for y'all that have supported me for so long. Thank you I really appreciate it a lot. <3
PERSONAL STUFF
A couple of weeks ago I had a really bad infection in my kidneys (i still think i got a lil bit even after the treatment), also I was diagnosed with a severe case of IBS (irritable bowel syndrome), something that I didnt notice because it was piling up over time, it was a combination of stress, not working out and bad diet (mostly stress).
The first couple of days I took the medicine for IBS helped a lot but overtime the effects are wearing out, hopefully when the treatment is over I can get a new one. But for now, sometimes I start the day pretty normal and energetic but by the afternoon or night I feel down and sad, not gonna lie, been feeling lonely for the past couple of months, downloading dating apps certainly didn't help, because of the pandemic, I can't risk it, but also because I lose the little self-esteem I've gained in the past year looking at the people I'm interested in and then looking at me. This is something i have to get over myself but certainly it is not easy.
For now, I will continue to use VRChat to get some social skills, I used to be a pretty chatty and joyful kid, now I'm a grumpy quiet old man XD. Hopefully it helps me get better, even if most of the time I just sit quietly next to the people talking and hearing them. And Sorry for sharing such personal stuff, but I need to get it out and I don't have someone to vent with, and I will not talk to my friends because I don't want to inconvenience them and I know they have stuff going on in their lives that is way more important or need their attention than a simple guy rambling.
