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Taking a break
🕑 Added 2024-07-28 07:27:09 +0000 UTCHi everyone, I know this might be sudden but as the title suggests, I'm going to take a break.
I'm going through a really bad burnout. One that I never experienced before. I hope you'll let me speak my mind for a bit.
Throughout my entire 2+ years of making content, I would always recover from a burnout within a minimum of 2 days. This time I thought it will be similar but the days of burnout turned into weeks and eventually turned into a month and more. Everyday, I'm just sort of freaking out because it felt like I was able to run and now I can barely even crawl. Every artwork I've been making that I have not shown yet, looks like shit to me and I don't want to put subpar quality out there.
Drawing feels very painful and difficult for me right now. There's not a lot of things out there that gives me the same drive anymore. It used be to Genshin because I was really obsessed with the game and that gave me a lot of inspiration to pump out so many drawings of the characters. But as time passes, I lost that interest and It's really not the same anymore.
What I do know is, is that I want to explore my original character Colette when I return to posting. There's a lot about her that I haven't fleshed out as a character, and I feel like it might be time to focus on that. I still will be making fanart and h-scenes so rest assure that won't change.
I also would like to change the way I've been painting. During the days I was over analyzing my work, I realized my taste in art style is shifting and It's something I'm currently still experimenting. I hope you'll come to support my new art style when it's ready in the coming future.
I hope to return in September but I'll always update you guys here if that changes.
I apologize sincerely for the disappointing news and if my art lately have not been up to par. I feel horrible knowing I could do better when I'm unable to at the moment.
I want to thank everyone for supporting me for so long. I would not have gotten this far if not for your support. I don't get much comments here but I really appreciate every single one of them and you have no idea how much they encourage me in ways you are only able to.
I'm going to rest more and draw at my own pace for now. I hope to be back soon.
Please enjoy this final art from me for awhile.
A doodle of my oc, Colette.
Thanks and I love you guys ♥
Comments
Lydra
take your time and enjoy your break!
Pantheon Eve
Thanks bro!
Pantheon Eve
Hey hydron, thank you for being so understanding. Sorry bout all this because I know you were pumped for August 😔Thank you for liking the doodle too, it's honestly one of my favourite art I've done recently. Knowing you like my style that much to call it your top favs is really an honour, seriously thank you from the bottom of my heart. I'll be back soon so please wait for me :) And yes billing will be paused till I come back, so no worries 👍
Pantheon Eve
Thank you Mel, It's comforting to know you understand how I feel. I'll be back soon, please wait for me ♥
Pantheon Eve
Thank you for taking the time to write me a nice heartfelt message. I appreciate the support and advice, you're right I'm gonna take a good rest and chill out before coming back. Thank you for being here and still supporting me after everything :) Knowing I've got support from you I can't wait to be back, take care ♥
Pantheon Eve
Aww thank you so much for being so understanding and supportive. It gives me reassurance that it's gonna be alright. Thank you and I'll be back soon ♥
Pantheon Eve
Thanks Kenji! I'm glad to know that you started digital art. Take it slow and enjoy every bit of the process, have fun! Take care :)
Pantheon Eve
Oh wow, you are one of the OG subscribers, thank you so much for still being here. You are the reason why i keep going. thank you for understanding and i'll be back soon! ＜（＾－＾）＞
nashidrop
take care!
Hydron
There's no shame in taking a break. Everyone has to, and once that big inspiration hits again, you can get back to it more refreshed than ever! ;) As for the recent content, overal,it still looks great and love it. Even the Colette doodle looks nice here! I can't wait to see the new art style you'll try. Though your current one looks fantastic and probably one of my top favs that I seen so far. ❤️ Anyway, take care and relax! (｡> ‿ ◕｡) P.S. will billing be pause for the time being?
Mel Thebluefish
You do what you need to, I will be here to welcome you back. Burnout is something everybody can suffer from, and as a writer I know how it has affected me. When you are ready, we'll be here to welcome you back, and we'll look forward to you feeling better
SurelyWelch
Excuse the mini rant, I kinda get “pumped” up about stuff like this.
SurelyWelch
Every person in the entire world experiences a burnout with what they do for a living, so don’t feel like you’re alone in that boat. There is no shame in taking a break whatsoever, especially if it lets you take a deep breath, recuperate, and come back stronger than ever. Take as long as you need, as you’ll definitely still have me as a follower when you come back. It takes a lot of personal strength imo to follow through on a decision like this, instead of hurting yourself by trying to push through, to which I applaud you for. Can’t wait to see what you’ve got in the future, and take care!
TasteyCookie
Don't feel bad! Everyone needs a break every once in a while. I hope you'll be able to find inspiration again! Whether that be from Natlan, another game, or even doing more of your OC. I'm honestly excited to see you explore different art styles! We'll be here to enjoy your art when you get back, so rest well <3
Kenji Vue
With the work you give out, it’s understandable that you feel burnt out. Enjoy your break and hope to see more of your art in the future as you have motivated me to get started at digital art. Rest well my friend 🫡
Marco Garcia
Eve, I followed you since I seen your first Ganyu art. Been a follower since. Your art style has always captivated me. I love your style now and I will support you when you get back. Breaks are a necessity. Take as long as you need. Enjoy yourself and do some self care, you deserve it.
Pantheon Eve
Thank you Rein :)
Rein_TB
Rest well Eve. Enjoy your break.
