🕑 Added 2024-06-09 11:41:47 +0000 UTC
Disease after disease, Idk why this happens to me every years I'm done with this... I hate it.
2-3 weeks ago a huge allergic attack after an even bigger allergic attack, and now stomach issues + anxiety attacks. I can't work. I can't live.
I'm desperated people... my bedroom is like a pharmacy. I tried to eat well, to rest well, to do exercise... nothing works.
My nerves are crazy, focused in my neck, chest and stomach even if I'm chilling because my heart beats like 70bpm bro! I'm living in the wc, puking and pooping even if I don't eat too much, yesterday I just ate twice, it was chicken, just that, light food. I'm also eating fruits, nothing more. I feel with no energy at all.
And that anxiety I also don't know why it happens to me... I don't feel stressed, I wanna draw, I wanna make music, I wanna go outside to enjoy a walk. God... why me???
I'm really sorry I just can't work in my artistic passions... thanks everyone for all this support you give me. I hope this situation changes as soon as possible... for you and for my own health.
