🕑 Added 2024-07-28 03:08:04 +0000 UTC
I think it goes to say that i never felt good doing commissions for acquaintances cos i feel like it's gonna be such a huge favor to return for some reason... (Even if they are technically paying for a service..yeah it's like that small-town brain thing) Cos I treat every commission/request as a huge huge favor in the first place, my pride wont let me take comms from ppl i know are condescending and manipulative...
There are comms im glad didnt push through or i didn't take or didnt charge when it's from ppl i know. Some ppl just give the vibe.
And most times im right about it ww. To my past self, it's ok. Your guts to reject them are justified✋ kinda
That's why id rather have commissions sent in anonymously or formally when they're ppl that i personally know... It gives me assurance that this is not a personal request and that I can ignore the asshole-ishness of the person requesting it 🤷♀️
Anyways... I'd like to share to everyone that I've started drafting an original story. I might start it next year, hopefully I'm fully armed and ready to face life again by then to actually finish it :))
