Manilla
fanbox
Rkgk.7 WIP
🕑 Added 2022-11-18 08:29:23 +0000 UTC [English below, thank you] 長くなってしまってすみません。 今回は細かく色付けに挑戦しています。 タイマーをかけてみて、自分のワークフローに多くの問題があることに気がつきました。改善方法さがしています。 最近、気分的にあまりよくないです。。。Twitterがシャドーバニングされている。pixivがショタ内容に厳しくなりそうで作品を削除しなければならない、好きなコンテンツができなくなるかも。作品を早く出せないので購読者が減った。1年間引きこもっていてウェブ上でフィードバックをくれる人があまりいないので交流がほぼない。アートスタイルがクソと感じてプロジェクトを飛び回りすぎた自分に嫌気がさす。エロ絵師としてアートを真剣に考えすぎると思います。 そんな努力も、アニメーションのAIが登場したら無駄になってしまう。 昔は「5年後の自分はどうなっているか」なんて簡単に答えるけど、今はどうだろう。。。 自分の絵の腕に自信が持てるようになったら、これらの問題はすべて解決するのかもしれない、そう願いたい。 長文失礼しました、ちょっと吐き出したかっただけです、気にしないで下さいね。 ——— Sorry for taking so long. I’m trying to do detail coloring for this one. When I put the timer on, I realized that I have a lot of problems with my workflow and I'm trying to solve them to speed up the process. I’m kinda stressed out lately. My Twitter is still being shadowbanned. Pixiv gonna be strict with shotaish content soon and I may have to delete some works and cant do the content I like anymore. Losing subscriber because I cant push out works fast enough. Lack of social interactions because I pretty much have been a shut-in for a year and not many people give me feedback on the web. Sick at myself for jumping around between projects too much just because I feel like the artstyle is outdated, I feel like I take art too seriously for a porn artist,…. And yeah all those efforts will be in vain when animated AI comes along. “Where do you see yourself five years from now?” used to be an easy question, but now, I don’t know…. Maybe all these problems will be solved when I can have confidence in my drawing skill, I hope so. Sorry for the long post, I just wanted to vent out a bit, hope you don't mind.
Comments
Manilla
Thanks for your kind words. It mean a lot.
DepressedCarrot
Bro your work is incredible! The only one I'm subbed to out of literal thousands. Sometimes things can get pretty bleak, but you've got a dedicated few who'll stick to supporting you. But if things get too heavy, feel free to focus on yourself entirely. We would understand. I wish you the best, Manilla.
ganterfan
For your first game, don’t go for a 10/10 mindset where everything is perfect and 100%. This should be a passion project made with your heart and the things you and your fans love. I think you’re on the right track. Ok I didn’t know about the subscribe star, I’ll definitely continue to support her as long as the sh*t* stuff continues.
Manilla
Thanks for suggestion. I think I'm not good at chopping down stuff so often bite off more than I can chew with comic and game prototype, combine with my artstyle complex and slow drawing speed, it end up with a lot of half assed project. Thats why I want to improve my speed. I already have a subscriberstar page from the start. But I prefer you guys using fanbox cuz the site layout there is horrendous and unresponsive.
Manilla
I already have a subscriberstar page from the start. But I prefer you guys using fanbox cuz the site layout there is horrendous and unresponsive.
Manilla
I already have a subscriberstar page from the start. But I prefer you guys using fanbox cuz the site layout there is horrendous and unresponsive.
Moving to subscribestar is another option you can take
ganterfan
I think everything you shown so far for a first time game has been exceptional. Have you thought about using subscribe star? I’d follow you there.
lukesaadi
If I may give you a suggestion, I think your art level is pretty consistent, I think you already have pretty much a defined style, and I don't see any problems in continuity, I think you are overcharging yourself, one thing I always say to all artists, something that engages a lot is to make comics or a short game, I was excited when you said you were going to do that game, but you said your art is not at the level you want, your art is at an excellent level, I think you should focus more on creating stories with the characters... And about the support site, if Pixiv/Fanbox has problems with your content, you can migrate the Sh0ta content to SubscribeStar, so far, it is the safest platform for those who make this kind of content.
