Ozzy_and_Mariam
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Updates, WIPs, (Muslim to Christian Testimony).
🕑 Added 2022-09-10 20:46:49 +0000 UTCSO ...in the next 24 to 48 hours four new mod plugins will drop, about 10 animations and 15 to 20 OBJECTS have already been made. You need to know what I have been through mentally, I am your sugar mama, I share everything with you guys, I mean you even know my butts are not equal one is weird....
SPIRITUAL JOURNEY
ummh, so I accidentally opened myself to the spiritual realm since last month right after my aunt gave birth, I basically meditated for like five minutes saying omh out loud and thinned the vail between the physical and the spiritual, the new age call this third eye opening....DO NOT DO IT! I stayed up till 3 am with Ozzy scared, could not turn off lights and I would see entities during the day and night, I saw bunnybaby my dead cat, I thought i was going crazy until my cats actually started chasing my dead cat's ghost. I am begging you Once you meditate you will not be seeing angels.....I could only sleep for 3 to 4 hours a given night.
I would go to bed and started seeing cockroaches and spiders crawl on my pillow, these were not normal insects, they were made out of thick black smock that was when i was like fuck this...I am not going crazy! not today satan!
LOGIC
Listen, I'm a pretty logical person, ok, Ozzy and I fell in love because we were debating about changing gravitational pull of earth and a car ECU arduino based called Speeduino, Well I may be a hippy but I still had to figure out if I was actually going crazy, The statistics just did not add up, my food intake was normal, no asbestos, no previous family record of any mental diseases, also why did my cats play with my dead cat ghost, I took both the cats in my room and lo and behold they would go look up at the same spot where I saw shadow people and entities. DO NOT DO ANY MEDITATION OR NEW AGE SHIT.
RELIGION
I was born a Muslim, for 23 years of my life , I became Agnostic for 3 years now I'm 26 years, I always never fit in the religion I was in....as a woman. Also the fact that the one in charge of my village mosque is a dude that likes touching kids, even though i was indifferent I still prayed, I tried but nothing worked then I remembered i had a dream..... A Thick book ....the front page read CORINTHIANS opened it and a blinding light came out , searched it up and found out Its in a bible, literally, explaining division in gospel or worship or somethin. Duuudeee!!! WHAT!!! I believed in Karma, LOA,crystals, Allah, God, Universe, etc......dude! I had to pick one, . Still could not sleep without the lights on so I went to youtube, Listen! I could Go to a mosque or church but no, not everyone who is in charge is a good person, my mind was already broken, One guy who was an "exorcist" about 40 married a girl who was 15 who was "posesed'" in my town.. I'm smart nuf to know that people in power can also abuse that power if they so choose, So this was my journey, no Priest, no Imam, no church no Mosque.
THE HOLLY SPIRIT GUIDANCE
I sat in my bed while making a tea cup in blender and I just decided to search YouTube, earlier this lady that helps with chores told me about how people who pray in tongues can never be touched by demons, anything to get rid of entities was welcomed, somehow I found a video, first, I HAD to get baptized with the holy spirit, when I tell you my life spun in five seconds, the guy said repeat after me...when I was done with the prayer I fell down to my pillow, Fire...Holy fire.... I was in so much Internal fire that I thought I was a Dragon, Ozzy saw how much my pillow soaked up with tears, no they were not tears of sorrow, or sadness, I cannot explain... I FOUND THE CODE THAT MANKIND NEEDS. Listen! Man destroys everything they Touch, they change religion and add branches to what they think is Holy, It does not matter who you are, what your sexual orientation is, what your pronoun IS, What you ate yesterday that made you flatulate, The holly spirit is code, every one of us needs this code to unlock your soul and brain, I would wake up at least three times during the night and my heart would sing and my mouth at the same time "Our father who art in heaven, Hallowed be thy name" Listen, I am not telling you what to be or what to do, I do not roll that way, I was a Muslim for 23 years of my life, became Agnostic and in five seconds Became a Christian, no church.
BTW I CAN STILL SEE THOSE DIPSHITS with no butts (entities), NOW Its a whole ass variety with different colors, my cats can too, although one thing is different...no fear, Its like I have this calmness and sometimes so much joy, the grass ...Its prettier.
Also I will be going for a checkup/scan in Poland with Ozzy. Ozzy is Agnostic BTW. NO!!! I DO NOT HAVE A BRAIN TUMOUR!!
THE VIDEO I WATCHED https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5VIER3QRc2s
I've also been listening to Michael TODD, David Diga Hernandez and Crys speaks, while I work in blender or animate. I feel the holy spirit. never knew this was possible for any human. Thank you LORD!
Comments
SIMmariam
yeah I am just happy that i found out the truth before it was too late. I t was abrupt though in seconds, this overwhelming feeling of love and forgiveness.
The Sarah O.
Such an incredible journey!! My mom had a similar story, she was raised Muslim and converted to Christianity in her teens! I don't identify with any particular religion but I do believe in a higher power. I'm glad you were able to come to this realization on your own!! Also super excited about this ironing mod! 😍😍😍
SIMmariam
Ooooohhhhh im so excited for you to start creating for the sims4 or work in blender.
Wendy Hubble
Being an agnostic myself for most of my adult life after having been raised a Catholic, the first time you realize something of truth, be it about yourself or things that impact your life, it's a shock, and we all tend to experience it differently. I hope your journey is a good one! As for the mods, I can't wait to see your new animations. I took a small class in Blender recently and found it quite intriguing!
