Fsoda
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My life as of now
🕑 Added 2020-09-14 16:29:42 +0000 UTCHey everyone!
Hope you've been faring well. This update is more of a personal one, so it's a bit different than usual. As patrons on one of my very few spaces of support, I honestly think I owe you at least a few of more intimate thoughts, specially if some of those may affect my productivity over here.
I don't know if you've seen it, but I started physiotherapy last week. I developed chronic back pains and my right arm is not in the best shape. It has come to the point that if I work hard on a more elaborate piece, I need to rest my body for the following days.
I'm also dry of passion to do art. Most of my production is made to satiate the endless hunger of social media, I feel pressured all the time and whenever I'm able to make as much as spark - such as the persona 5 BR project - I'm as quick to turn it into a chore. Art is just a source of frustration to me as of now.
While I'm at the physio sessions I've started seriously thinking - "is this price that I'm paying worth it?". I don't want to think things like that. I want to believe I have a chance to be happy with art. But things as they are, I'm just tired... So I'll take a break on obsessing over art for a while, maybe for the duration of my physio I'll focus on healing.
Of course I'll still update here and do the monthly pin up. It's just that my updates will be less frequent. I've been doing prep work for my webcomic project, so expect some experiment sheets with designs for characters. Also as I'll try to give a time out to drawing, I'll try writing to work out a possible early script and maybe start learning basic 3D so I can create layouts for backgrounds. All I do everyday is drawing, and for lots of my days that's all I do. So I want to keep myself busy with new things, I do accept suggestions (:
As everything I do - this healing process is no exception - I'll do my best!
Comments
Fsoda
Kiba that's so nice!!💕 I'll keep that in mind and give my best!!
Kiba Acuura
Sending lots of well wishes!! Be sure to rest and focus on yourself, that's the most important thing ^^
Fsoda
Thank you for the best wishes, sweetheart!!!
Robert Smith
Take care of yourself hun- your health is the priority :)
