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A Tale of Two Rulers - Part 238
🕑 Added 2022-11-13 17:31:17 +0000 UTCThank you all so much for your patience. Things have gotten really chaotic for me because my doctor found a tumor in my body and it's messing up the works. It's probably not the "murder-type" of tumor, so I'm not gonna die or anything, but so far it looks like it probably DID did destroy a significant portion of my reproductive system, which has been really devastating to me emotionally because I've always wanted kids and now that might simply be impossible (biologically at least, and that's still extremely heartbreaking for me to accept). Hopefully I'll be able to get more imaging done soon and get some surgery to get this fixed or at least made better. (As someone who often faints when getting flu shots, this has NOT been a fun time for me.) Thank you all so much for your continued support and patience. It really means the world to me. I'm so sorry I'm still so behind on sending out the patreon rewards. I do plan to get to that soon. I'm not sure if my next update will be able to be on the 1st because I have no idea when I will be able to get my medical stuff done yet. I'll do my best though. Thank you all again <3
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Mithara
I’m so sorry, hon. When I was told I couldn’t have kids it was devastating. It’s still hard sometimes, but it’s been years now, and I’ve come to peace with it. My husband and I are looking at adopting now. Focus on your health, okay? We’ll still be here when you’re feeling better.
Must be all the more painful since you are currently making a story about a pregnant woman. Don't let it take you down though ! Try to channel your feelings into your work, give them a direction and a purpose, rather than let them boil chaotically inside you. Giving love to a child is a beautiful thing, but even if it were to become completely inaccessible to you, your love could still be used to create something beautiful in a different way. Sorry for running my mouth- er, fingers. I just wished to give you a different perspective on your situation. We would all be really sad if you were eaten by the cruelty of Life. FIGHT-OH !
