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🕑 Added 2025-01-19 13:32:12 +0000 UTC速報の時にまだ話しきれなかった撮影の裏話とか当日あったこと、今日はシェアしたいな～！
実は私、めっちゃ緊張しやすい性格で、つい自分にプレッシャーかけちゃうんだよね💦 撮影日が決まった時からずっとソワソワしてて、前日もほとんど寝れなかったくらい！しかも当日は高速道路の渋滞で車が止まったり動いたり…そのせいで気持ち悪くなって、車内でまさかのリバース...（自分でも「こんなに緊張してたの!?」ってびっくりした🤣）
でも現場着いて外の空気吸ったら、だいぶ楽になってきて、さらに撮影のワクワク感でテンションも上がってきた！✨
ただ、この日はめっちゃ天気が良くて太陽もガンガン。
暑さと朝からの体調不良が積み重なって、1時間もしないうちにめっちゃ疲れちゃって…お腹もちょっと痛くなってきたの🥲 カメラマンさんから「ここで休憩にしない？」って何度も聞かれたけど、撮りたいシーンや動画がまだいっぱい残ってたから、無理しちゃって「もう少しだけ続けたい！」ってお願いしちゃった…！
だって、ずっと楽しみにしてたし、冬は雨が多くて晴れるのも珍しいし、撮影場所の予約も前もって取らないといけないし…こんなチャンスを逃したくなかったんだよね😭
結果的に自分なりには頑張れたけど、体調が万全じゃなかったから100%の力を出せなかったのはちょっと悔しいな…でも、すごくお気に入りの写真がいっぱい撮れて良かった！（これはもう本当にカメラマンさんのおかげ🙏私が体調悪い中でも、あんなに素敵に撮ってくれて本当に感謝！）
それに私、天才タイプの人じゃないから、何やっても完璧にこなせるわけじゃないんだ。
だからこそ、たまに「失敗したらどうしよう」ってプレッシャー感じちゃうし、自分に自信がなくなることもあるけど…！
でもこうやって少しずつ頑張っていきたいし、応援してくれるみんなの言葉が本当に励みになってる！✨ いつも作品に感想やコメントくれてありがとう、毎回それを読むのが楽しみなんだ。これからもよろしくね！💖
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Today, I wanted to share some behind-the-scenes stories and what happened on the day of the shoot that I didn’t get to talk about before!
To be honest, I’m the kind of person who gets super nervous easily and tends to put too much pressure on myself 💦. Ever since the shoot date was set, I’ve been so restless, and even the night before, I couldn’t really sleep at all. Then on the morning of the shoot, we hit traffic on the highway, with the car stopping and going… I felt so unwell that I actually ended up throwing up in the car ... (Even I was like, “Wow, I was that nervous!?”🤣).
But once we arrived and I got to breathe in some fresh air, I started feeling a bit better. Plus, the excitement of starting the shoot really helped lift my mood! ✨
The weather was absolutely amazing that day, with lots of sunshine. But because of all the discomfort earlier, I started feeling super tired less than an hour into the shoot… and even got a slight stomachache 🥲. The photographer kept asking if I wanted to stop for the day, but there were still so many shots and videos I really wanted to get, so I pushed through and told them, “Let’s keep going a bit more!”
I mean, I’d been looking forward to this for so long, and getting such great weather in winter is so rare. Plus, we had to book the location well in advance… I just couldn’t let the opportunity go to waste 😭. In the end, I did my best, but I still feel a little disappointed that I couldn’t give 100% because of my condition. Thankfully, though, we got so many photos that I absolutely love! (Huge thanks to the photographer for capturing such amazing shots even while I wasn’t feeling my best 🙏).
Honestly, I’m always afraid of disappointing people. I’m not someone who can do everything perfectly, no matter what, and I hate feeling disappointed in myself. I think that’s why I tend to stress myself out so much. But this is something I’ll keep working on! And I’m truly so grateful to everyone who takes the time to comment and share their thoughts on my work—it really means a lot to me and keeps me motivated. Thank you for being here with me! 💖
Comments
Eldarath Minhiriath
这里居然有深空之眼玩家😎
wen zhou
很像小恶魔的样子！巧合的是我也有点像小恶魔，我是别人口中催促别人更新的小恶魔，并且欲求不满，想看更多好看的照片！
菫
I’m so touched… Thank you, Dax, for saying this to me…! It means so much to me that you could feel these things through my work. Thank you😭
菫
Yes… I completely agree with what you said, so learning to coexist with this kind of pressure is probably one of the challenges of my life…!🥹 Thank you so much for your encouragement all this time. I hope my future works can bring you even more surprises!🫶🏻
DaxJaden
I can never be disappointed in someone that is passionate and I can tell in the pictures! Thank you for giving it your best and sharing your amazing pictures and love for latex with us. I'm always amazed by your outfits and images! So cute and alluring 😳
Dam Dam
Being afraid to disappoint is both a gift and a curse that drives you to be your best. The photos came out really good and amazing because of you pouring your heart and sweat and... puke for all these photoshoots. Loved and love everything you do, Sumire! Excited for the next time to chat with you again!✨🌹
