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5/01 what's up!!
🕑 Added 2025-05-01 23:26:52 +0000 UTCpeek poke uuuuu...pengoons!! haaii!!
i'm doing a text post cuz I'm still trying not to speak too much!
Actually, I do feel like I'm getting better, but unfortunately the pain feeling seems to come back if I try talking for extended periods...as much as I'd like to do stuff, I'm trying to save my voice for some critical recordings I have to do today!
Speaking of, the doctor I saw earlier this week was supposed to call me back today, we even made an appointment that I woke up early for, buuut they never called...so I guess I can only assume it was really no issue? If there's nothing wrong like that, it must mean I just need to rest it from overuse or something I guess. I feel like my throat got damaged all those weeks ago, when I was out in the cold, like a bruise or something, which should just take time to go away right? Still, it sucks to deal with a chronic issue like this and not be sure of how to proceed...
Anyways...it's already May huh! Crazy...I have lots planned for the coming weeks πI hope you can be patient with me still! I said this in an earlier voice post, but opening up here has really been such an amazing thing for me and it makes me so happy πI hope you will stick around...I hope you really do like me eheh...
Did you see the announcement on twitter about the maid relay? Are you proud of me for getting involved? I'm really happy to be recognized, to have been asked to participate...makes me feel much more legit! Although I am a bit nervous for it >.<
Sometimes I feel I should tweet more but idk I think my life is kinda boring and I don't really have witty stuff to say often haha, I just try to avoid that site most of the time tbh cuz I can feel myself getting sucked in, but it's just useless stuff you know? Very little of value to find...I definitely don't like commenting or getting involved in drama too. I like posting memes in the morning sometimes tho sooo I do have to scour for inspiration once in a while π©But yeah, that's why here is nice, cuz I can just say whatever I want and you actually like it! :3
Alsooo...dunno if you saw but, I am slightly tweaking things here! It's for the good though! Gonna be increasing the spicy skeb output to twice per month and cosplay to once per month! So maybe 2x for each! Hopefully it should be sustainable for me to keep going like that in the future! >.< And to my T2+ pengoons, I have been working on the initial voice greetings and the cheki for last month :3 you'll see those within the next 1-2 days!
Lastly, πmmm I wanted to ask yeah, what do you like? What are you into? I need ideas for spicy artworks, the streams...stuff like positions, scenarios, roleplays, etc etc!! If you're too shy to answer here you can send me a maro about it~
Hope you're doing well, and having a good day, I miss you lots, but I'm doing my best to get things done and relax as I can...Today there was new update in GFL2, a gacha game I play, and I got the new character with her weapon! :D so that made me happy, played with her a bit today heh...Love you lots! xoxo ;P
here i did a quick drawing of us asfagjag
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Dotman
Really hope that you can finally escape this relapse cycle and fully recover from the throat issue Zen!! I really hope that your doctor takes this situation seriously since it has become a chronic issue now!! And if you decide to go to the hospital to have more tests done then I fully support this too!! Already May what da heck... Crazy how fast it feels like time is going!! So excited to experience all of the things you have cooked for us and to spend so much more precious time together with you!! πThere is nowhere else I'd rather be, staying by your side always my love!! And I'm so proud of you for being a brave imouto and going outside of your comfort zone to take part in this ASMR maid relay!! All of your hard work is paying off, and I'm so glad so many new people are finding you and feeling all of the love, happiness, comfort and kindness that you bring to us π Hehe such a good girl so curious to know more of these pervy thoughts so she can prepare even better~ Will have to think about specific scenarios some more and send them to you in a maro, but would love to bring out the paddle to leave my mark on this bratty little tease, and would love to train my little pet puppy and have a scenario around that (can't forget the collar with the bell too hehe~) Thinking of you and missing you lots always too darling!! Really glad that the gacha rng gods have been blessing you recently and that you have had time to nurture your hobby since I know how much happiness it brings to you!! I love you lots too mi amor!! πReally cuute drawing!! Taking my little princess on her walkies hehe~ (not when its cold outside though!!!!)
Mr Mydnight
Hey, I'm new here! I'm glad that some things are improving. I'm sad that some things aren't. I hope my little bit of support helps.
