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❤️ Hi. My name is Charlotte and I Don’t Endorse Blackmail ❤️
🕑 Added 2023-10-15 15:31:45 +0000 UTCTime to respond to a not so anonymous threat of “I’ll expose you”:
Hi, guys. My real name is Charlotte. I live in Yorkshire and I voice porn. Thank you. Side note: don’t allow toddlers in adult bodies to blackmail you.
Just to clarify, the person who threatened me is someone I know in real life. I’ve been surrounded by abusive men all my life. I’ve been born to one, I’ve had female family members be partnered with them, and all the while I entered into a contract with them to “keep the peace”. Well, I am keeping my peace now, and my peace says do not allow vindictive, abusive men to shame you, scare you or control what you think is right.
I also need to apologise to you guys. I pretended to be in a relationship from day one of being a VA in order to protect my identity. I am sorry. I could give you all kinds of excuses, but the top of bottom of it was I trying to protect myself. I lied. I said I was in a relationship and then I said I was married because I wanted to separate myself from the work.
I’m sorry that I did that. I should’ve just had the balls to say “yeah, this is me. I’m doing this and I’m okay with”. But I didn’t. I was cowardly, and scared, still under the thumb of people, and I honestly didn’t want to leave myself open to sexual attention from people because they believed I was available. It‘s stupid. And I’m not proud of lying. I never thought this would turn into a job. And so, the snowball just got bigger.
I should’ve been honest and brave. I was neither. But I’m now I’m tired of lying, perpetuating this cycle of half-truths and pretending and faking. And I should’ve done this from day one:
My name is Charlotte. I voice porn because I’m okay at it and I can make money from it. I lied about being in a relationship because doing NSFW work often leaves you open to sexual harassment. And in my limited experience with men, they’re more likely to leave you alone if you say you’re taken. Again, not excuse for lying. I‘m not an angel or a pure, virginal victim. I’m flawed and secretive and definitely layered with sexism.
I just don’t want to spend my life scared of the men in my family or who used to be my family.
You guys do whatever you need to with this info. I appreciate your time, money and support. If I’ve lost any of the above, I understand.
Thank you.
P.S. I understand that people are concerned I’ve shared my real name. But the truth is people could’ve have always tracked me down.
So, I’ll just say this to whoever might need to hear it: do not come looking for me, do not come to my house. You are a stranger and you are not welcome.
If you come, I will call the police and defend myself if necessary. Do not contact my family or anyone close to me. I am saying this firmly because I am serious. I am not the woman in the audios. I am not your comfortable blanket or your sex doll. I am nothing to you but a provider of content. Don’t not come looking for me. I don’t want to fuck anyone. I don’t wanna be anyone’s girlfriend or friend. Do not come. Thank you.
Comments
Joseph Mama
I made a Patreon account just to become a member here, and I'm so glad I did. I'm really sorry you've had so many abusive men in your life. As far as trust from your audience goes, you should be more proud of yourself for coming clean with so much to lose, and especially for doing it on your own terms instead of giving in to blackmail, than ashamed for lying at the beginning of your ASMR journey. You should be proud of yourself, and I am of you :)
Aaron P
Good for you. One of my best friends is a porn actress in mainstream. She had a similar threat and did the same. Have courage when you can and don't feel cowardly when you can't. You're you, and anyone worthwhile in your life appreciates that. Also, don't mind us, you didn't lie. You played a role. You have that right, there's no shame.
GraySaber
I understand the abusive bit fully, my sperm donor was horrible child molesting waste of the atoms that make up his existence. Sometimes people are just shite and there is no okay about it. But overall, good on you on being brave.
Paschar Araton
I think it is fine if you lie about your relationship. It is none of our business. And whoever has threatened to "expose" you should suffer from karma.
In solidarity with you and the right to privacy, let me introduce myself. My name is George and I'm from Pueblo, Colorado. Over the years, I've found comfort and solace in a very difficult part of my life in your audios, especially one your audios years ago that addressed nightmares induced by PTSD due to male abuse. From that moment on, I was hooked on the compassionate and kind VA that came up with these amazing audios. Hearing your story is heartbreaking, mostly because it wasn't our business to know anything about you other than the fact you're our favorite VA who creates great content, and also because it's intensely relatable. You'll always have my eternal support, sympathy, and gratitude for all that you've done, even indirectly, for me. Keep at it, for you and for the ones in your life you love dearly, for this too shall pass.
Mattygee
Jesus being blackmailed isn't ever fun, terribly sorry to hear you've been going through this lass and I hope the very best for you
Chris
Safety is number one.
You'll always be Tea to me, someone who helped me through cancer reoccurence scares and therapy visits, you helped me decompress during training pipelines and trips overseas. Whatever you had to do to protect yourself is what you had to do. You still have my support and you always will, the bad guys aren't taking a day off, so we have to back the good ones who add positivity to the world. IGY6.
Derg
You have nothing to apologise for. I'm sorry that you're having to deal with stuff like this.
Cooper Little
Fogettaboutit homie
leumaS
Wow…this…this was mentally hard to read, hope you’re ok…Damn now I’m even ashamed to be a man
Koriand'r
I like to think most people have enough brain cells to rub together to figure out that you are not the character(s) you voice. You as the VA are not in a weird RP relationship with thousands of anons on the internet. But there will always be some weirdos around that just don't get or understand that for some reason.
