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🕑 Added 2025-06-19 19:07:17 +0000 UTCI’m gonna be honest and say that the last few months haven’t been great. My step-dad is recovering from his treatment, the child with high support needs in our family hasn’t been sleeping, we’ve all been stressed and all in all I just feel really flat.
I’m also feel really disconnected from the content at the moment. I don’t feel excited to record, I’m doubting my abilities and honestly being online for long periods of time is making me uncomfortable and generally more pessimistic.
I don’t know if I need a break or if this is just because I’m autistic and life is just generally overwhelming.
I know how lucky I am. It’s ridiculous. I know people would kill to have my day to day life, but right now I just feel sad and divorced from work and family.
I just want to communicate that I know I go through a lot of highs and lows. I know that I’m emotional and sensitive and burnout quickly. I wish I didn’t. But I do. I can manage that, but I can’t change it.
Whether you guys hang around or move on, I just want you to know I don’t take my job for granted. It’s not owed to me and I’m not entitled to anything. I just struggle with day-to-day tasks, including making content.
I honestly don’t know if I’m going on a short break or if I’ll be back making content tomorrow. I’m a very day to day person and I can’t plan too far in advance.
I just want to be honest and admit that, yes, I swing from highs to lows quickly, and I can’t change that. Sometimes I rush to record and other days I’m crying because I can’t face going into the booth. I can only be transparent and work hard not to be too reactive, even when I’m feeling big feelings.
Thank you for listening.
Hope to bring you the stuff you enjoy soon.
Comments
David Critchley
If you need to take a break, take a break. No job is worth burning yourself out for. The majority of us will still be here when you get back :)
Grabnaur
Get some rest it's fine
volt
No need to worry, take your time, and once you are back on your feet, we'll be waiting for your return.
Anthony Martinez
It sucks, but the best of the most created people suffer the most comfortable burnout and depression. You’ve given so much content that is astounding. Honestly, the volume that you put out content is astounding in itself. Take whatever time you need, you have a community here who loves your content and presence
Sakutian
For whatever it is worth I love your content, and will hang around forever. Take a break if you need to. You're fantastic Tea.
Atrocityspike
All good tea, your well being is more important to us
Elijah batty
"Take it or leave it." You have nothing to lose from taking the break. But you do potentially a lot to lose from pushing yourself.
