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🕑 Added 2018-01-20 00:19:13 +0000 UTC Hello my dear Patrons. it's been a while !I'm sorry I couldn't' find the strength to post anything here for the past 2 weeks.
Indeed, after christmas , besides my classic body pain I went to tremendous pain in my liver area with fever and 24/24 nausea ; I have been feeling this pain since june 2017 but I guess new year's eve dinner was the final straw for my gallbladder.
If you follow my instagram (www.instagram.com/clefchan), then you probably know everything already. I have been feeling slightly better for the past 2 days now after following several recommendations I have been given and although it doesn't solve the issue, at least it makes it bearable .
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It's january, and in France it's "la galette des rois" month. It's a custom which consist in eating a delicious almond based cake . Unfortunately for me...
Inside the cake is a little figurine and if you find it, you are proclaimed king of the cake ^^;;;
(they have pokemon figurines inside them in my shops XD)
It's so hard not being able to eat these.
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While stuck in bed , I had very low spirit, wondering if cosplaying was still an option for me and to say the truth, I'm still asking myself about it. I desperately want to keep cosplaying because I love cosplay so much,but my body seems to disagree. So I'm wondering if I'm right to keep up with that idea or if I should let go and accept the fact that it is not possible anymore. If I accepted the idea, would I heal quicker ? Or at the contrary, is it not what keeps me fighting? I don't know what is the right solution, what is the right answer or if there is an existing one.
I also miss traveling so much . Not having the ability to travel around the world, discovering new things, making new friends, hiking, is for me like missing a limb. I've been traveling since I'm a baby and visiting countries every year for my whole life was my life goal. I hope I'll be able to catch up with this goal someday!
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So back in the end of november and early december, when I was feeling better, I decided to redo my tinkerbell's wings ( picture above) . They are still not finished yet but the rest of the costume is ( It's been 2 years since I started working on it ! bloody disease...), so fortunately i'll be able to offer you a photoshoot during 2018... ( yeay 2 years+ to wear a costume, better late than never).
I also recorded the making process and I'll upload a video here when the wings are completed.
I've also been given a beautiful gift from a US cosplay group (www.instagram.com/cosmiccoterie). They gifted me with a Super Sailor Moon fuku I haven't been able to wear yet because... well,first because I'm not fine enough and secondly, because I lost weight since the time they asked me for my measurements so I had to modify some parts of the costume .
Here is a pic when I was making some adjustments:
It is the best sailor fuku I have ever seen in cosplay commissions so far. The quality of it is incontestable. And believe me, I'm very picky on the subject. I still have to style the wig ( making a new one) and finish the modification.
And then maybe I will find an okay day to take cool pictures and thank these beautiful minded people who offered me the costume of my dreams.
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I also felt like trying my Black Widow suit to see how much I've changed since the last time I wore it. Pics speak for themselves .
(The straps were settled on my last measurements , 2 years ago)
Despite not being skinny I find myself too thin now for a perfect black widow, I prefere cosplaying her with plumper bum and boobs ( and muscles). Scarlet is curvy. But not as much as the pic on the right XD .
When I wore it first in 2014, I was feeling so good, so strong in this costume ! ahhh sweet memories !
Well maybe I'll be able to eat king's cake again someday and get my bum back.^^
Anyway, I hope I'll post more stuff in the months coming.
I wish you a lovely day or night and thank you for staying with me and helping me buying my monthly many treatments ! I don't know how I would do without all the help I'm getting .
XXX
Clef
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Dear Clef, don't give up on cosplay, don't let this beat you. You are a beautiful person and your smile still shines bright. Best wishes, Richard
