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I'm being stalked
🕑 Added 2019-11-08 18:50:30 +0000 UTCSorry I haven't been able to post the Halloween shoot we did together with my friend Sam's Factory
One week ago, the stalker, a crazy fan, I've been dealing with for 4 years reached the point of no return in his behavior and actions. I've been feeling threatened for 4 years now ( I already talked about this on Facebook and Instagram, this guy went as far as moving home from the other side of the country to live 200m close to my home. Knowing my address and datas which he stole from his job (internet provider, I already reported him to them but hey didn't intent anything against him for stealing the data for his personal use (at least, they didn't do anything yet!) .
Not only is he living almost in my street , but also harasses me with wicked and unhealthy messages where he lies permanently , invents scenarios about my life and his, acting like a victim and doing emotional blackmail ( he has been blocked everywhere for years but still manages to get infos about me), He knows about my health issues and uses these infos to send even more disturbed messages where he wants to be my savior, he sends unsolicited gifts even to my mom( whom he got the address by spying all internet datas) and then accuses me to be coldhearted and paranoid ( Have you seen that "criminal minds" tv show? well we are not far from it with this subject ) he also tried to intrude my home as an internet technician , goes under my window and cries.
When he can't reach me with a message he harasses my friends online to get to me with disturbed messages. In his delirium he is persuaded I love him and that by denying my love for him, I was punished with an illness.
I have been forced to quit playing pokemon Go ( which at a time was important to me because it helped me walking and having real life interactions after being forced to stay in bed for nearly one year and a half because of the illness Now, I only play alone but can't interact with the others because he spies on me and my pokemon go fiends and goes everywhere I go and follows on internet all the people who know me or with who I have been working ( as long as you have a public page he will follow you to learn more about me or because he is jealous of you) Policemen have already warned him not to contact me or get close to me several times in the past but he doesn't get it and his delirium is aggravating . I'm even refraining myself to announce when I'm going to be a guest at a convention because last one in Rennes, he stayed for hours just a couple meters away from my booth just looking at me and pretending to have conversation with some people and tried to be friend with my coworker on the booth when I wasn't there.
Then when my friend Sam was with me past week he sent her an absolutely disturbed message and then after that, 3 days ago he tried something new . Something that will, I hope ,marks the end of this stalking period and the start of a life without having to worry about my safety when I go out. I already have my health to worry about!
Now things are getting really serious . As you can probably understand, I have been having a lot of anxiety lately. But as you "know me" you know I'm also a fighter.
I won't let this mad man reign over my life any longer.
Comments
This is madness!
Mon dieu c'est d'une violence o_o aller jusqu'a déménager pour le stalkage ultime.... franchement tu es vraiment forte de tenir face à tout ca, Se sentir menacée quasiment en permanence c'est pas viable... J'espère que c'est vraiment la fin que tu puisses au moins enlever ce poids de ta vie :( vraiment gros gros courage à toi!
La Vache !!! Décidément, il y a des fous partout !! Un peu de notoriété et t'es plus tranquille ! Et ça ne doit pas aider pour vaincre ta maladie, le stress n'arrangeant pas les choses ...! Je n'ose pas imaginer ce que peuvent subir les Stars comme pression (En même temps, t'es un peu notre "petite Star" à nous ! XD ). Enfin, courage Lolo, j'espère que la justice va faire son travail et que tu seras enfin tranquille ! Biz
Oh bon sang, j'espérais que c'était un sujet clos. J'espère que là, ça va s'arrêter - en tout cas, bonne chance !
Dear Clef, as if you do not have enough to deal with in your life! I have always thought it odd that you are so reticent to post any personal details about yourself, birthday, star sign etc - now it is clear and the reason is the worst. How difficult it must be to meet ordinary people at conventions and not panic if they offer you some kindness, I can only imagine. I hope there is an end to your torment soon. Stay strong, Clef, everyone else who says they care about you, actually do. Best wishes Richard
Merci !Le retour à la réalité il va l'avoir j'espère en se faisant soigner. En tout cas il devrait y avoir des suites cette fois ( au bout de 6-7 fois chez les gendarmes et le nombre de fois où jy suis pas allée par peur de pas être prise au sérieux.) Mais sans violence car la violence ne mène à rien. ou enfin si mais pas à de bonnes choses
Bon sang c'est affreux, vraiment. Je suis pas violent mais il y en a qui mériterait un petit retour à la réalité... Je sais que c'est ridicule, mais si on peut faire quelque chose pour toi, tiens nous au courant ! Bon courage..
(Don't) Call Me Angel
That’s awful! I’m so sorry you have to deal with people like that. I hope the police are able to deal with him sooner rather than later.
