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Tik Tok Video and health talk
🕑 Added 2020-06-21 17:38:04 +0000 UTCHello my dear Patrons, I hope you are doing okay!
Bienvenue to the new comers :)
I don' t know how many of you followed my Instagram stories lately so for those who may have missed them, here is a summary :
A couple days ago I did a tik tok video , the one you can watch above in HD.^^
I forced myself to record it because I wasn't well at all, I had been feeling a strong pain in my lower abdomen for a few days and I thought it would be good for me to try to think about something else than the pain. So I recorded the video and took some photos (I'll show you later :))
That night the pain was hella strong.
The next day I was in so much pain than I decided to take a pill of paracetamol, and 30 min later, I turned crimson red and my skin started to burn and swell. I ended up to the ER.
Looks like I had an allergic reaction to paracetamol ( first time of my life it happens and they had never seen the case here ) Then when the reaction soothed ( after I asked for an antihistamine pill, because yes , in my town's ER , I have to do everything by myself...) I asked for a gynecologic consultation because I was sure something was wrong in there ( I know my body) They didn't let me see a doctor but as I insisted , the intern gave me a note for an appointment with a gynecologist the next day.
And So I went.
During the ultrasound she saw I had an hemorrhagic lutheal cyst in my left ovary and also noticed than I was going trough an interstitial cystitis flair. Hence the pain ;;;
She was a very very nice person and I'm sure life put her on my path for a good reason, because she offered me new leads to work on( which I have already been talked about) and which could be one of the multiple reasons to some of my chronic symptoms and pains. I've never talked about it publicly and I'm not ready to yet. But I want to ,someday, because I think it could help people like me.
Today the pain hasn't faded and I'm running a low grade fever so I guess I'll have to go back to the gynecologist soon. But my mental health is good, I know I'll get better and that I have new tools now to get EVEN better :)
When you trust life, life trusts you :)
See you soon,
Life is a journey
+++ Clef
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Yes I remember your message with your wife going trough a lot of that stuff too. I wish you courage to both of you ! Like you said , it looks like a never ending chain but I'm confident i'll get to the end someday ^^. I just got my first appointment with a physiotherapist for my interstitial cystitis and endometriosis problems, I can't wait to see the results! :)
Thank you so much !
c'est ça, insister insister et ça fini par payer ^^
Thank you Angel !
Clef, do hope you feel a bit better though I know that none of this really goes away easily or quickly. As I've shared before the things your going through are all too familiar as my wife has so many of the same things. I had never heard of IC until she had her partial hysterectomy, still having problems that ended up being the reason. Many times it feels like a never ending chain and it is really heartbreaking. As her husband, a man, I always want to do more than I have the power to do. Us men, we tend to be driven to fix things. It's been a struggle for me as I've had to learn and accept that the best things I can do are to comfort and encourage her. For us things have gotten a bit more stabilized over the last year or so, of course as you know that can change fast. I realize I'm rambling on here a bit much. I really was moved reading this, as I am with much you share. I suppose for obvious reàsons I really feel for you, it feels personal to me. Please take care and do what you need to do! If ever I can offer some suggestions from our experience I'd be more than happy to share anything I can!❤️
It is as well that you know your body and that you had the scan before it became worse. It hurts to think of you suffering so badly. You say our continuing support helps give you courage to fight on so I will assure you that, even in the current difficult economic time, you will always have that support. Hopefully, the new directions suggested will ease your suffering and allow you to show us more of your cosplay and artistic talent. Take care and stay safe, little leaf, Richard
Heureusement que tu insistes, c'est ce qui t'a permis de progresser depuis le début. Et de nouvelles pistes pour le long terme, c'est une bonne nouvelle dans ton épopée quotidienne. Soignes toi bien et reprends des forces ^^
(Don't) Call Me Angel
Sorry to hear how bad you felt after making the video, but good to hear you’re doing better now. Hope you continue doing better, Clef!
Coucou ! Content d'apprendre ces nouvelles, tant qu'elles vont dans le bon sens (encore une piste que j'espère bonne pour que tu ailles mieux !)! Désolé mais le "vieux" n'a pas Insta (mais toujours sur Facebook depuis le début !), heureusement du coup qu'il y a Patreon !! Passe une excellente soirée, Biz et j'espère à bientôt pour de "concluantes" bonnes nouvelles !! ;)
