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Miki Hoshii photoshoot part 1
🕑 Added 2020-08-18 20:28:17 +0000 UTCHello my dear Patrons !
Sorry for the lack of news but my health has been once again taking a toll on me. I've been receiving antibiotics injections for the past 8 days and the infection is apparently still there. It's the same recurrent bladder infection and the antibiotics are having more difficulties to beat it each time the infection gets back... I'm trying every alternative remedies and plants I can find but nothing has been working so far ... so for now I'm waiting for the second round of test results to see if it's the same bacteria it was 8 days ago.
Oh! Remember when I told you about having new leads to improve my health ? Well I was talking about a therapy several doctors suggested to me throughout the last 4 years. I stayed very unspecific when bringing this subject to you because at that time I didn't know where I could find such therapist. I finally found one and I will start the therapy on the 25 of august.
It's is called EMDR and it's a psychotherapy that enables people to heal from the symptoms and emotional distress that are the result of disturbing life experiences . I came up to the realization that my pains and symptoms may not be the only result of bacteria and viruses trowing a party in my tired body but also probably the result of high chronic stress and especially one coming from a small trauma I went trough when I was young.
(long story short: Me and a handful of my comrades were sexually abused by one of my schoolteacher when I was 9)
Until now it had never occurred to me that it could be one of the multiple reasons my health (and also mental health) was so fragile and that it could be one of the triggering event to my chronic pains and my previous chronic issues ( anorexia, bulimia, chronic panic attacks etc...)
Doctors have been asking me several times during the past years if I had gone trough something of the sort but until now I had never connected the dots. Now i'm ready to work on this part of my life and see what good it brings !
I'll do anything to get my health back to 100%, you know it :)
Well now some of you understand better why I have been so eager to denounce pedophilia over the past few months on my social accounts. :)
I had planned to do my next photoshoot week ago but as usual it didn't go that way. As soon as I'm better we will go find a place to take my next cosplay pictures other than the city park since masks are now mandatory .
See you soon with better news ! Have faith, things will get better :)
And thank you for being here !
here have a sloth on a tree:
Comments
Hoping that your new treatments and therapist will help you find the relief you seeking. I will continue to pray for your health and peace.
Charles Martin
I hope that your new treatment will help. It is good to see that you were healthy enough to climb a tree for this shoot.
Probably better as Priscilla Tripletoe, but not so obvious.
I have no idea how much strength it takes to cope with all that has beset you in your life, but I do know that you have that strength, and more, plus you have the courage to talk about your experiences and that is always considered the most important step towards recovery. So fingers firmly crossed that you are on the road to good health. I do think your cosplaying Flash Slothmore needs a little more work, though. Ha....................Ha.................!
j'espère que cela te permettra de surmonter une partie de ton passé et du stress que cela peut provoquer. Je te souhaite que tout ce passe au mieux pour toi et que ton état ne fasse que s'améliorer de plus en plus. Courage et plein de force pour toi. <3
Bien content que toute cette longue aventure avance bien ! Continue de prendre soin de toi, c’est déjà incroyable le chemin que tu as parcouru. Stay strong!
Hope you are at least a little better soon :(
