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NOVEMBER SETS BREAKDOWN! gorgeous soft ethereal forests baths AND booty n abs AND NOODZ OH MY
🕑 Added 2019-11-26 15:00:00 +0000 UTCOH BOY WHAT MONTH
I mean I was in a migraine coma for most of it, but unlike past months I'm actually feeling a lil better and getting a lil more steady work done than the start of the month so THAT"S STILL PROGRESS!!!
Also I know our numbers are technically below noodz goal right now but don't worry I'm still going to release the set. It's def sucked seeing our fam slowly drop without my being able to bring in new peeps (bcs of illness or from platform bans) and it was honestly pretty scary. It did have the silver lining everyone still left here I know are my fucking RIDE OR DIE fam and you're so wonderful and supporting I don't even know I'd be where I'm at in my personal growth and mental health coping skills if I didn't have you guys making me feel worthwhile and safe!
And I'm also soso fucking grateful to onlyfans for being able to pick up some of the huge chunk I lost from patreon and now it's getting e back to a space where I can balance smut for majority income and still feed my soul by creating art and content that helps people but esp as exclusives fucking thank yous to you all <3
and speaking of content, I feel like esp since I have an easy smut & easy lingerie cosplay outlet for my urges with onlyfans it's been letting me shifting my creative drive lately... it's been informed by looking at what really nurtured me as an artist and realistically what my capabilities are considering my increasingly ridiculous physical limitations. It's shifting towards a smaller number of images in a set focusing more on technical execution & details w a specific vision for each one, so I think the order will be less important to me going forwards it'll be less of my curates tell a story journey and more detail and neat execution... but don't hate me if there's some easier smut thrown in too hehehe
It was a tough call, I attacked this from every angle I could think of, trying to solve the Dilemma of wanting to create detailed artistic visions (cosplay or creative, I think it's what a lot of you appreciate!), and a body that just simply can't do it anymore. The more I tried to figure it out, the more I realized that I couldn't give up my style and attention to details, it feels too integral to what makes me art mine.
But doing a full project at that level, and shooting a large set that then needs sorting, and editing... its simply Beyond me right now. So lowering the total number of images was the only way I could figure out to give myself a path to create art that still felt genuine, but was also hopefully more within my physical limitations. It's nuts how many mounds of spoons go into these things.... costume making, hair & makeup up tests, set building, long shoot days, set curation, and editing plus most of those involve 3 steps (first I research, then I sketch or create/craft/sew, then I test on my face/body & make final tweaks & part I don't have to repeat steps 2&3 a tonne haha....cutting way down on like half of those with this new shift, and I'm excited to really focus on upping my skills & thus quality!
There's a much bigger post with more piccies on my Misbehave blog here BTW
🍃 Forest Dipped 🍃 Tier 2 & up 
💋 Sanguine Reflects 💋 Tier 3 & up 
🍂 Autumn Tink Noodz 🍂 Tier 5.5, & 7 & up
The cool blur effects were all with prisms and such whilst shooting!
eeeeee these noodz were def out of my comfort zone (not look wise, but photographer and posing wise bcs I got to push some of my limits with a new photographer!)
Julia Macerola a friend of Rachel's & she was there to help as well, it was a short rough day for am of us as on top of everything somehow the time you worked out that each of us had something rough going on in our personal lives as well.
But we kept the lines of communication open, we were super sure to do lots of check ins with each other, and pulled off some really cool stuff in a short amount of time. I don't even remember the last time I worked on a project with two other ladies, and I don't think I've worked on a smoothie project involving more than one other person before this so it was a really cool experience for me. I definitely noticed the stark contrast in ways feminine Creative Energy influences me. Not better just different, but I haven't had it in a really long time and I didn't realize how out of balance I had been before now so it's definitely going to be a priority going forward, and I don't think anybody here is going to complain about me working with more fabulous beautiful talented ladez 🥰
If you want to see more full size pics, including more noodz & some derps from the Sanguine set, check out my Misbehave blog here, and now that is finally the last set postednfrom a massive monster number of shoots I plowed through a year or two ago, so I have been WAITING THAT WHOLE TIME do to this like 5 shoots, 1studio blog now that all the sets released! They were: Teal chains, Teal wolf, Golden chains, Forest Dipped, & Sanguine Reflects... Don't where if you don't remember all of those I'll have lots of example pictures in the blog post (which is gonna be at Tier 1)!
Don't forget if you want more casual smut & lewdity my onlyfans has a SPECIAL $10 promo on till the end of Nov, and if we hit 200 fans I'll keep that 40% off price perm!
I'm gonna be sending out some noodz pics and clips from our Nov noodz look like this one below over there tonight, and the Wednesday Addams noodz, so make sure you're subbed before then or you'll miss them!
Oh and also they don't overlap - patreon content is going to stay my same creative & smexy cosplay based looks, and then onlyfans is more gud gud smut, but more amateur quality like selfie snapchat style content! It's a lil bumpy right now but the mix of both gives me varying levels of accessible work to cover my medical bills, fills all my creative AND need to be slutty holes (haha filling holes), plus it really makes me happy still being to offer a variety so I know there's something for most of my fans (vs if I only did smut or only cosplay) and don't forget BOTH HAVE NOODZ, but patreon is like fine art noodz, onlyfans is like gf seexting selfies hehe, mona lisa vs moaning lisa looool 
So all in all the last couple months have been incredibly rough around here so I don't even know how to express my gratitude that you've not only stuck with me but are still encouraging me through my personal & work tough patches whilst having miles of patience and understanding for my disability & limitations. Hearing I've made a positive difference for people via my art or words or silliness is my main driving force I don't care if it's a big influence or a lil one, a happy heart or a happy boner, I just wanna help make things better for people and you all help me do that <3
Again just a reminder for anyone that may not know me or my ethics well - I keep impeccable records & it may take awhile due to a few extenuating circumstances, but I always deliver!
You just wait till I'm slightly less broken, imma spoil the fuk out of you 🥰
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I feel like this week is the first week all month I've had an actual few hours of computer time to work holy I haven't been able to get my migraines severity down to a point I can look at my computer screen for like 3 weeks (also why PMs are sporadic there no dark mode here last time I wrote a blogpost I ended up puking for 5 hours from the screen I guess. So I can get to reply to some private messages on my phone, I obviously don't have more than a few seconds to do so, and even then I found out this app is buggy and we'll just randomly decide to not show me a few messages so the only way I can see them is on a PC that I can't look at grrr 🤬 so I appreciate everyone being kind with my delays, it means so much 🖤
Esp bcs on top of that I got some hard news last week that the neuro id been waiting years to see went on leave no one to cover her patients & no return date SO THAT'S GREAT bcs my doctors refuse to do anything for migraines except send referrals to a neurologist. Sigh, bless Tim has been helping me chase down a new one but it's still almost a years wait 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃 SO IT'S BEEN A WEEK but you can't keep me down that easy universe *brandishes nipples aggressively* lololol
Anyway I've been writing this post for like a fucking week so if it's a bit disjointed thats why haha it's like it was written by 28 different people, but I hope it's not too confusing, and that you're not catching quite the amount of shit I have been getting (maybe I'vee been distracting the universe hehe)
I HAVE CUTE CONTENT WITH ROSE COMING FOR DEC YOU GUYSSSS I CANT WAIT!!
Love & spoons to you allllll
Comments
STRVA822
If it make you feel any better, you make migraines look sexy as hell
Chuck potier
Doing what you do is hard enough when youre healthy,but when youre sick its almost herculean. I'm glad i joined here and will continue to be a member. You are worth the wait my friend. I truly hope life gets easier for you soon.
