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Past few weeks!
🕑 Added 2025-12-12 05:07:30 +0000 UTCJust wanted to give a little summary of what my past few weeks have been like!
Today, I went for a haircut (pictured in the photo with the turquoise blazer and pins). I braved the cold and oddly worsening road rage of strangers and found myself in a colorful little hair studio getting my hair done by a really friendly and skilled queer stylist.
I think I felt some of my spark return today after making the trek and feeling the culture shock of someone else knowing the niche queer style and weird internet references I was making in conversation with them. I felt warm and happy finally seeing someone who looked more like me in the mirror after the trim and shaping.
The past few weeks have been filled with life. I sometimes think that both ups and downs fuse together to create "felt life" (perceived amount of life lived and experiences had) that is greater than the sum of its parts.
My best friends have helped to keep me grounded as I start to tease the idea of releasing new music online, which is stressful sometimes. Unconditional love from friends when I've known them for over a decade feels amazing. I've reached out to some others to reconnect after spending a lot of time resting, recharging, and experiencing.
I need to go to sleep and have had a busy day but at least wanted to post something for today!! See you again on Tuesday!!
