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Alternative Therapies - Chapter 17
🕑 Added 2023-09-28 17:40:59 +0000 UTCThe adaptability of the human mind is truly remarkable. It took only a few days for me to accept my new, more restrictive daily routine as an irreversible reality. Whether I did it as a form of atonement or simply out of resignation didn't matter in the end. Just three weeks later, it was hard for me to even imagine that I had once not spent the entire day in a thick nighttime diaper and that there had been a time when I went to bed after 6 PM. I had even finally adjusted to my new kindergarten group. I played with the other girls there as if I had been doing it all my life, and I took it for granted that a bib during meals and a nap in the afternoon were now part of my daily routine. My new life now just felt normal to me, as strange as that may sound to other people.
Yet the illusion of normality that I had felt suffered a harsh setback when a new girl was integrated into our group. However, it was not the one-year-old Viola who turned my world upside down, but her mother. She was exactly my age, and her mere presence during her daughter's orientation period served as an unwanted mirror, painfully highlighting the discrepancy between my current existence and what was considered 'normal' for my stage of life. While she, defying the outcome of a fleeting one-night stand, was raising a child all by herself and already had an education as well as a steady job, I couldn't even manage to reach my potty on time.
I took a seat at the small kindergarten table where two-and-a-half-year-old Nora and I settled in for a round of shape matching. Nora began the game with childlike enthusiasm, pushing the square wooden block she had chosen into its designated hole. My gaze, meanwhile, wandered idly around the room—I still missed the more exciting games in the older group—and eventually settled on Viola's mother. In previous days, she had been preoccupied with calming her crying daughter. But today, today seemed different. With glowing eyes, she watched her daughter, who for the first time since arriving at the kindergarten had ventured away from her to tentatively roll a small ball on the floor with Mrs. Müller. A smile of touching tenderness played across Viola's mother's lips as she observed the scene and brushed one of her dark locks away from her face. It was as if this moment meant the world to her—and strangely enough, it moved me deeply to see her feel that way.
From the very first day they had appeared, it became clear to me that I felt strangely attracted to Viola's mother. At first, I had resisted the feeling, even inwardly fought against it, but it had been in vain. Her entire being, her caring nature towards her daughter, had only captivated me more with each passing moment. I found her enchanting and now wished for nothing more than to get closer to her, although I was aware that she probably only saw a small child in me.
It's your turn,' Nora snapped me out of my thoughts, handing me a triangular wooden block. With a mischievous smile, I pushed the piece of wood through the oval hole in the box instead of the intended triangular one; it fit if you angled it just right. Nora's eyes widened in a mix of astonishment and indignation. 'That's not right!' she exclaimed, clearly upset. I couldn't help but chuckle. When the world around you is boring, you have to make it more exciting yourself, and nothing is more entertaining than an outraged toddler.
However, my good mood was short-lived. By now, not only a slight cough but even the slightest laughter was enough to make my bladder muscles give in. I eagerly tried to fight against the stream that, without any warning, suddenly began to fill my diaper, but it was useless. Almost reflexively, my gaze darted to Mrs. Müller, who was still busy playing with Viola, as if my subconscious wanted to alert her to what was happening. However, as soon as I realized what I was doing, I panicked and immediately returned my focus to the game in front of me
Until now, I had managed to avoid having my diaper changed during the brief time that Viola's mother had been with her daughter at the kindergarten, and I had little desire to change that. I wasn't sure how much Viola's mother knew about the reason for my presence in the kindergarten. What was clear was that she must also be aware that I was definitely too old for kindergarten. Deep down, I hoped she might think I was doing some sort of internship here. More likely, given my appearance, she probably saw me as an overgrown elementary school student being looked after in kindergarten during the holidays because her parents had to work.
To my horror, however, I realized that Mrs. Müller had evidently not missed the subtle signals I had sent out. 'Viola, I'm afraid we'll have to pause our game for a moment. I need to change a diaper,' she told Viola in a regretful tone, and it was clear that she could only be referring to my diaper. Damn, why did I always act so obvious?
Viola's mother, who had been watching her daughter play with unabated joy, wore a look of disappointment. "Oh, that's too bad. Viola was just starting to trust you," she said. Mrs. Müller also seemed reluctant to halt their burgeoning rapport. "I'm truly sorry; I didn't want to pause the game either, especially now that she's gaining some confidence. But I'm certain that Emily urgently needs a fresh diaper. She already has a diaper rash, and it would be counterproductive to let her sit in a wet diaper for too long."
My cheeks flushed a deep shade of red. But it was true. By always trying to hide my wet diaper from Mrs. Müller or my mom, I had done my skin a disservice. By now, my entire diaper area was covered in a red, agonizingly itchy rash. But at that moment, I didn't care. I would have endured all the pain in the world just to avoid having my diaper changed in front of Viola's mother.
And then the unthinkable happened. "How about I just quickly change the diaper so you can continue playing with Viola? I think after a year of being a mother, I've gathered enough experience for that. Which one of the girls is Emily?" I heard the voice of Viola's mother echo in my ears, leaving me stunned. At that moment, I wished I could bury myself deep underground so that no one could see or find me. "Emily is the girl with the mermaid print," Mrs. Müller explained, and even without looking, I knew her finger was pointing at me. "It's really not necessary; I can handle it," Mrs. Müller quickly added, likely aware that Viola's mother might not have expected to change my diaper. But Viola's mother was unyielding. "No, really, it's fine. I'm happy to do it," she emphasized, and the next moment I heard her footsteps, coming inexorably towards me.
I didn't even dare to lift my gaze when Viola's mother finally stood beside me. "Come on, Emily, let's get you into a fresh diaper quickly, and then you can continue playing," she said in a motherly, gentle tone. She extended her hand to me, but I was unable to make even a single move. This was not how I had imagined our first real encounter. Hoping to avoid the inevitable, I kept my hands tightly buried in my lap, but she was undeterred. "You don't need to be shy, Emily," she assured me, before tenderly taking my hand and leading me to the changing table.
The rustle of the diaper, a sound that had become so commonplace for me over the past few weeks that I usually didn't even notice it, seemed to drown out everything else in the room at that moment. It was as if someone had turned up the volume on this small, shameful detail of my existence to an unbearable level as I walked to the changing table with Viola's mother, who was nearly two heads taller than me. Drops of sweat formed on my forehead as I finally lay down on the changing table. Viola's mother sensed my tension and leaned down so close that her sweet perfume was literally pressed into my nose. Damn, how could anyone look so adorable and smell so good at the same time? "Don't worry, Emily," she said softly in my ear, "I'll be just as careful and loving with your diaper change as Mrs. Muller always is." Her words were accompanied by a gentle touch to my forehead, as if to calm my nervousness, before she stood up again and lifted my skirt, exposing the crotch of my onesie.
Since Mrs. Müller had criticized the impracticality of my clothes for diaper changes, my wardrobe had changed again. Now I wore onesies combined with skirts or dresses, as well as shorts and pants with buttons at the bottom. Even the motifs that adorned my new garments seemed to have further adapted to my new more childlike environment. The little mermaid that adorned the front of my onesie was even one of the less babyish designs in this regard, although it seemed unmistakably childlike.
Even after several weeks, I still couldn't get used to the sound that the buttons on the clothes in my crotch made when they were unbuttoned. The fact that I was wearing extra clothes designed for diaper changes was almost more uncomfortable than the diaper itself. It felt as if every snap of the buttons accentuated the uncomfortable reality of my situation, as if it were a fanfare loudly proclaiming my lack of independence.
"Oh, how cute, your diaper matches your outfit perfectly," Viola's mom gushed as she undid the buttons on my onesie to reveal my colorful mermaid-decorated diaper. The constant need for diapers in my life had sent my mother on a shopping spree. New diapers and clothes with new designs and patterns seemed to arrive at our house almost daily. c
I watched in disbelief as Viola's mother, a woman my age, finally, as if it were the most normal thing in the world, loosened the adhesive strips of my diaper, exposing my naked crotch. Embarrassed, I stared at the remnants of diaper cream and urine stuck to my still very irritated and reddened vulva. The last few nights I had fantasized wildly about Viola's mother pleasuring my most intimate parts. But I certainly had not imagined that she would peel me out of a wet diaper in the process. But she didn't seem to mind what she saw. Quite the opposite. She even smiled lovingly at me when she threw my wet diaper into the diaper pail.
She cleaned my crotch after laying out a fresh mermaid diaper under me. And while she carefully freed my labia from the last remnants of diaper cream and urine, I could not suppress the thought that in my innermost being I ardently wished that at this moment she would penetrate me deeply with her fingers. Never before in my life had I felt trapped in such an ambivalent feeling of arousal and shame as she carefully smeared my crotch with the soothing, thick diaper cream. I found myself in the paradoxical state of wishing on the one hand that this moment would last forever, while on the other hand, out of deepest embarrassment, I wished that the whole thing would stop immediately.
And then, just as Viola's mother had almost finished rubbing the cream into me, the unbelievable happened - something I could not have imagined even in my worst nightmares. I suddenly began to pee. A startled yelp escaped Viola's mother as she realized what was going on. Hastily, she pulled up the diaper that lay beneath me to catch the sudden stream of urine.
Mrs. Müller, who had only heard her panicked scream, immediately looked over in concern. "Is everything allright? What happened?" she asked with a hint of concern in her voice. A half-amused, half-embarrassed giggle escaped Viola's mother as she continued to press the diaper against my crotch. "It seems like Emily's diaper change didn't go fast enough. I was able to pull my hand away just in time before she peed on me."
Now Mrs. Müller laughed, too. "Well, you always have to be prepared for surprises when changing diapers," she replied with amusement, adding with a smile, "You're lucky to be changing a girl. Once when I was diapering a little boy in another kindergarten, he literally pissed all over me before I even had a chance to react!". They both squealed with laughter, only to stop the next moment and exchange a brief, silent, fleeting glance that, brief as it was, inevitably revealed the deep sympathy the two felt for each other.
I, on the other hand, was in no mood to laugh. My face, which had already been red before, seemed to glow now. When Viola's mother finally asked me if I had stopped peeing, all I could manage was a nod. It was as if my vocal chords had lost the ability to speak at that moment due to embarrassment. "I guess we'll start over, then," Viola's mother said in a motherly voice, throwing the wet diaper away. "I'm afraid this was the last mermaid-themed diaper you had. But the others are just as cute, even if they don't go so well with your nice outfit," she tried to cheer me up, as if I was the one who cared that my diaper matched the rest of my outfit. She began to clean and cream me again, and in the end she put on a brightly colored diaper with lots of cute little bears on it, before closing the buttons of my onesie with the unmistakable loud click that goes with it.
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I hope the new chapter answers your questions ;)
Guilend
I was wondering if she had eventually started to pleasure herself once everyone was asleep. Though I guess she probably doesn't due to the baby monitor. I don't know how her mother would react, would she just be mad because her hand was inside her wet diaper and not sanitary or because she shouldn't be doing that as long as she still goes potty in her pants. I'm going to assume that she either not human and doesn't poop or she's taken to the potty and she makes it every time. I'm also concerned that something might be terribly wrong with her since she went from a few night accidents to not being able to hold it all. I wonder if the new woman noticed how excited she was getting during her diaper change. I bet she'll be asking the teacher a lot of questions later in private.
