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Spring Cleaning in Winter
🕑 Added 2025-01-31 07:42:17 +0000 UTCIt's been a long year this month. Lol
Later on, I'm going to stream, like most days that I can! I'm so excited, though! Any time I work on my studio physically or digitally, I get so fired up. I'm so beyond wildest dreams happy with my life as a musician - it's still blowing my 80's kid mind that I'm allowed to have my own TV channel!
January has been a lot of connecting back to who I am and what I'm doing. It's been another process of letting go and making space.
In my imagination, I can see what this small studio space will flourish into over time, and I'm reeedicuuuulously hyped for it. Right now, I had to ask myself what I needed in this space without spending any money instantly, as it wasn't quite working, and audio issues were beginning to occur. Anyway, it took some hours, but we moved it around, and I actually did most of it by myself, only recruiting Dragon for the heaviest moves! I tidied my wires, made all the equipment have risers for a standing work position, and for air flow around my streaming laptop. I still have some more to do, but I feel so happy about making some decisions and moving forward! I put on some 'thinking music', and there was so much incense smoke Dragon could hardly breathe when he opened the door to come in, lol!
It's just that 4 years ago, there was no way I could've done this and remembered where to plug each wire in, etc!!
My studio is a mix of secondhand, new and borrowed, and I love in it every iteration, and grow and expand with it.
Setting up Throne has blown my love off the scale! I have felt so loved over my birthday weekend π and am acknowledging it's sometimes hard for me to receive love. I'm growing more comfortable with that and asking for help and love! Not just to do with Throne, but in all my life.
Gotta keep pushing myself out of comfort zones. Also, trust in myself and my abilities, and follow enthusiasm always.
Thank you so much for being by my side. It really means the world to me π₯°
Comments
Joe Lalor
Receive love when it comes to you, you deserve every bit of it. Let the joy you give others come back to you. Be well.
Emily T
Yay π
