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Chapter 65: Denied [Slight NSFW]
🕑 Added 2024-06-16 17:13:54 +0000 UTCThank you for waiting! I decided to separate the chapter to chapter 65 and 66 because.. the last part, somehow become 60+panel itself😭I will upload the wip of first part of 66 after this chap 65!
Warning: Somehow it escalated goofy-ly from last chapter?! What am I thinking while making this? Even I don't know... Just read hahahaha
Thank you for waiting!
This comes extra slow that even I got fed up drawing it. Stuck on same chapter for month OTL
The next part is mostly done, I will upload the WIP after this இ௰இ
As you can see from WIP, which you have read 2 weeks ago, yolka is being super silly 😭😭
But I love drawing him this way, he become uncool and uncooler, even though his initial design is (secretly) a cool and gentle BOSS, now he is just a love-headed green tea bitch (affectionate) of a man who like to pretend being weak and pitiful to get his lover's love and attention😭😭
The lamp-don.. I initially want to draw another kabedon, a wall slam, but andra's working area is small and hard to draw, so I just why not draw it like this? Eh, it was silly but not bad. I like how he is being threatened by financial damage just like us peasant do normally😂
and the pay raise?!!! It was author's corporate slave wet dream!!!!! Give me 20% raise!! I wanted only $15 raise for next year, but it was rejected because my manager said she think it is not possible. Maybe because of my mediocre performance...
anyhow, it was a very effective attack on andra😂😂 i mean, you get it right? People say money can't buy everything, but sometimes it's just the problem of "not enough money". Annoying boss? But the salary is worth the pain in the ass? Fuck the boss! For andra, he's fucking yolka for real!//no
Meanwhile yolka is sad because andra is still mad about him and didn't let him bite his neck. Of course it's justifiable that andra is still mad, yolka's word deserving a beating after all. But he realizes that andra is, more or less, didn't believe him.
Andra didn't believe his words, didn't believe his love, or at least, andra believes yolka's love for him has an expiry date. Yolka realized this and become super sad because his heart is 100% with andra. I told you before yolka's love starts differently than andra. His love from andra came from safe space, he thought of him as his sanctuary, and later he believes their meeting and union is a fate, he really believe andra is sent to be his other half in this life. He is frustrated because it turns out his sincerety is being doubted, his love denied, his words ignored.
Andra always said "my boyfriend" while yolka said "my mate". Andra think they still can break up.
My assistant said their fight is "wtf are they fighting about??? where's the problem?"
the problem is that they love each other stupidly😂
I really like the last scene dialogue, "there's no if, you are needed in the equation of my happiness". Like yoooo👏👏 x+y=happiness, with Y being yolka, find X✨✨
okay, I will upload next wip after this. The comments and message will be replied after I finish my chapter! I am an anxious goblin, sorry for not replying fast enough😭😭wait for meee, i'll catch uppppp
PDF will be sent tomorrow or after CH66 is done. Part 1 is already done 90%, part 2 and 3 only need background and finishing, maybe around 70%.
Look forwarddddd~~~
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Nataly Torralvo
Creo que lo que más amo de haber obtenido la membresía es poder leer tus comentarios Author 🥹 Poder entener desde la cabeza del creador de donde vienen las inseguridades de los personajes da tantas perspectivas a uno como lector. Si bien es muy diferentes la cultura alfa-omega de los betas, es importante que lleguen a un punto medio de entendimiento. Entender que para Yolka, Andra es su destino, y que para Andra, Yolka es un pareja con fecha de espiración me llena de una melancolía y tristeza porque no están sintonizados. Siento que Yolka por su condición de Alfa y su problema por 10 años sufriedo con sus feromonas, el "destino", "la pareja destinada", morder el cuello de tu pareja, son simbólico culturalmente hablando y hasta su tabla de salvación que lo conducen a la felicidad y todas esas posibilidades se las dio Andra. Lo que Andra como hombre promedio que tiene mucho con su contra por que lo que le han dicho y por lo que se ha dado cuenta es que... nada de eso importa porque son precisamente esas cosas lo que hace que sea perfecto para Yolka: ser un beta, tener anosmia por su condición, no desprender hormonas, ser hombre (asumiendo que la fuerza de un hombre beta promedio es sustancialmente mayor que una mujer beta promedio), ser pobre y por ende buscar trabajo, todo lo que lo ha obligado a ser quien es es la razón por la cual es perfecto para Yolka. En algún punto pensé "Y si Andra fuera mujer?" Tal vez no tendría una constitución fuerte como la de un hombre (importantepara mantener en la raya al alfa fuera de control con rut en modo salvaje), tal vez sus "privilegios" femeninos le ayuden encontrar otro tipo de trabajo, tal vez pueda subir de un 4? a un 7 u 8 con maquillaje y poder tener más candidatos, hasta el ser atractiva ya la llevaría a tener pareja lo que la hace no disponible a Yolka (tal vez). No sé, puedo encontrar tantos peros a los What if de Andra (si fuera omega, si fuera mujer, si fuera atractivo, si tuviera dinero) para que las cosas con Yolka fueran "mejor" que siento que todo eso jugaría en su contra. Amo a Andra tal y como es, y Yolka también, siento que su inseguridad en una relación con fecha de expedición lo forzan a mantener una baja expectativa para no salir lastimado, al igual que Yolka solo tiene miedo 😭🥹
PinkyLee
Why is my pregnant ass crying at the end of this chapter 😭
Kait Kimishi
I think I'm late. Bad patron it logged me out so I didn't notice that you posted. They are back together. Sooo cute
Yumelinga
I could feel Yolka’s dispair and Andra saying that he is not that import to Yolka’s life. Without him Yolks would have never got better. Being with Andra brings him love and stability a very intense way to release all those hormones that just hurt him.
MichiTheThird
I love now Yolka used all of his assets to try to sway Andra! LMAO! He sure kept him smushed against the chest he adores so much.
SUMAJA
HEI IS!!! Even his own cousin told him he's too dramatic, so a drama queen alpha is a correct statement🤣🤣🤣
SUMAJA
Yes!!! This is right!! he rather be left behind but stay with him as long as he can instead of not at all😭😭 it's wholesome in its own way, but this is hurting yolka when he know itஇ௰இ they are really dumbly in love with each other. but don't worry, they will be happy!
SUMAJA
Because I'm all in for the ✨✨drama✨✨😂😂 i want them to be emotional and sincere but still fuck insolently in bed😂😂 Yesss thank you! They will be happy and I hope you are happy too >w</
SUMAJA
It's just so sad because he thought he done enough and that his commitment to him is unshakeable🥲🥲but it isn't. Exactly like you said!! One is desperate to keep the other from leaving even if it was by trapping him; but the other think he is just a convenience and 'trying it out', will happily let them go if that's what it take to make the other happy 😭😭 yolka will now try to understand how andra's brain works and do as he see fit. This is what people say everyone can love, but you must learn someone's love language because if you don't love them the way they 'understand', they won't😂
SUMAJA
It's so freaking hot isn't it????? I love it too!!!!! God damnnnnn and that hand is big too, we'll just bend over and let them do anything🤣🤣
SUMAJA
The ✨DRAMA✨ indeed🤣🤣 I don't like drawing cheating drama or family drama, so all they have is just self-conflict all the way😂they'll learn how to deal with it!
SUMAJA
Right🥺i liked the equation line too!! he really be like x+y=💕 with y being him and x is andra, no question asked😂 true!! He is sad because all this time he thought he had show it enough, but it didn't get through andra's wall of anxiety 🥲or they are just not on the same wavelength like you said, this is true. Andra keep thinking like a beta would, romance->in relationship (non-permanent)->marriage (permanent) and he is just in dating stage now, not that serious, while yolka is BARK BARK MY MATE IS FOR LIFE, YOU SAID YES YOU CAN'T RUN AWAY NOW, LIVING I'LL BE YOUR MAN, DYING I'LL BE YOUR GHOOOSSSTT🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 oh you know great. This is already a plot point that I've planned for future chapter. Money talks indeed, he know how to take down his beta fast😂
SUMAJA
él puede!!!😂😂😂 el cuello de andra es tan pequeño, solo un pequeño apretón y se irá //no a yolka le gusta lo delicado y frágil que es el cuello de andra, realmente pervertido.
SUMAJA
His hand is so big, appropriate ✨yaoi✨hand✨
Militza
In this chapter Yolka look’s more Drama Queen, than an alfa. 😂
Xuan Truc Ha Le
Not me getting hit in the gut by the feels 😭 I just wanna give Andra a big hug...the way he'd rather be with Yolka and risk being left behind than not falling in love at all is just admirable. And Yolka kinda ate with his equation line ngl, he better reassure Andra this time!! Please be happy y'all are my comfort couple 🥺
Ember
You are so right!! And when/if they complete the marriage ceremony without Yolka getting stolen by his “fated mate” (like Andra’s cousin) his greatest fear will be assuaged
justatrainwreck
I swear only you have that power to make me cry after a flirty nsfw chap and I love you for that! Yolka is frank af but super sincere, what a great man! 💛 they should be happy always and I hope you are doing well too 🫶🏼
catdog
Dude.....I feel so sad for Yolka. He is BEGGING for Andra to understand how much he loves him, how much he means to him. When he realizes he just can not get his point across, it crushes him 🥲 Don't get me wrong, I understand Andra's point completely and get why he feels the way he does. It's just incredibly tragic. They love each other sooooo much that one is trying to make sure the other one never leaves....while the other is ready to let go if it means his love might be happier. GAHHHHHH! This is so well written. I know the motivation behind this "argument" is so they can angry fck LMAOOOO but still.....tragic as hell 😖
Buff Yoda
The neck grab?!? I wouldve simply died. Had someone do that to me once, trust when I say they had COMPLETE control over me. Such a power move Yolka 🤭
2Latte
Eeeee the ✨️✨️DRAMA✨️✨️ Thank you author for drawing such wonderful drama~ I am sad that the boys are fighting but I know that they'll work it out with the power of love 🩷
Eva_Blue
Yolka’s equation line at the end is so romantic 🥺 he really loves Andra and wants to show it deeply but they are not talking or thinking on the same wavelength! I keep thinking Andra thinks in beta terms so what they really need is a wedding!! Yolka sees Andra as his mate which seems like in Alpha terms is above/more permanent then marriage but for Andra that would be a real show of commitment that he would understand (✨financial commitment✨). If money talks then Yolka needs to pull out a ring with no prenup! Andra won’t refuse 😂
Maria Paz Andrade
Guauuuu, puede cubrir casi todo su cuello con una sola mano!!!
Bothaina
Oh myyyyyy god i stopped breathing for a second 😭😭😭 OMG the hand 🤯🤯🤯
