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This Week At KosoruCG 6/04-6/10
🕑 Added 2023-06-04 20:26:31 +0000 UTCcool....I really like using Momo as the cover
emm...actually I should use Lala but I haven't finished remaking Lala yet...
maybe I should go and finish this remake
Hello GG welcome to weekly report!
a lot happened last week
very very busy
and went to see an old friend I will tell this story later
I have a hunch that this weekly report will be long
I suggest you find a drink first
let's start with the important stuff
(lest I forget what I'm talking about again)
uh...i started using google services
so you don't have to spend so much time waiting for the download
everyone's time is precious
another thing is
I found out my twitter is not used by anyone
maybe also because I don't use twitter very much
most of the time I just use it to look at some... other people's works
anyway, I made a folder with google
It contains some old videos
https://drive.google.com/drive/u/1/folders/1bFIidA5bMPsqEcN-i_WN3E4XgKeFCU0b
You can use this link
I know that many links on my FANBOX have expired
Thank you MEGA:)
if I have time, I will change the old link of FANBOX
but that's not the first thing I'm dealing with right now
uh...possibly sorry for new followers
If I have time I will update that link I promise
then let's talk about requests
I remember I mentioned this a little bit in the last weekly report
at the time I was busy making...Request...
Some people may wonder why its title is Request
didn't use my usual style to title the story
because the main story development is not planned by me
the requester proposes what he would like to see
and I try to make all of these things appear in the video as far as reasonably possible
So I think I'm no't going to make a title for any request
it's not i don't like this video
i won't make any videos i don't like
It's just that it will be different from the story I designed
so the naming will be different
oh and if you're anyone who wants to order videos
I expect to schedule all requests until July or later
I really want to make the video I planned before
I think the last request was a video of me checking out my work
how much i learned
so like i said
The total production time for that video was more than 80 hours
no matter the cost
I just want to see something really cool
okay what am i going to do now
Of course, make those videos that are planned to be done
Because when I make any series
The reason it didn't have a sequel is because
"I don't think there's any way a sequel to this video could be better than the previous one"
now i think i'm ready
so they will be completed
if you ask me which one will come out first
I think it will be Rat 2 because it has done most of it
The next one will probably be lucky day 4
or stalker 7
and I want to put partner 8 in my schedule
but i guess that one will be in july
anyway
Let's put the rest of the stuff behind
then do some sequels:)
i think i'm ready:)
after Yoruichi's video
okay all the important things have been said
(at least at this moment I don't think of anything else)
Let me tell you about what happened before I started doing Request last week
at the time I accepted the request but hadn't started production yet
I went to the restaurant for dinner with my middle school classmates
We haven't seen each other since we graduated from school.
We went our separate ways
But we usually send messages every one or two years
every time i tell him
oh you're still alive
because he's drinking a lot and always getting drunk
I think he might drown in vomit one day
he told me it every time I talk to me I'm doing something different
do baking, be a Chinese food chef, be a restaurant supervisor
do that do that
and now is a guy doing Hentai video
I've been drawing anime girls with and without since middle school
maybe nude maybe half naked
and he told me then I was wasting my talent he blamed my behavior
he thinks I should go make movies or be a screenwriter and do great stuff
instead of drawing hentai comics
now that I think about it, it seems like it was decided in middle school
I mentioned in my message that I'm making a bunch of hentai videos right now
I asked him what he thinks about this
i thought he would accuse me
but he told me he didn't care
and he said he knew I was testing his reaction
so he repeated it again
he doesn't care
he told me he changed
no longer using his morality and justice to accuse anyone of his choices like he did ten years ago
everyone should choose a way of life
I made an appointment with him in front of the station
even if I haven't seen him in ten years
he can recognize me from far away too
he said I don't look changed at all
even though i think i've changed a lot
When we were at the restaurant I asked him what he was doing
he told me it was the same as when I was in middle school
he still wants to be a screenwriter
and he's on the road
he knows exactly how he can achieve this goal
he has been skipping classes since middle school
three years add up to 1095 days
he only has about 60 days in attendance
and as far as i know he didn't go to high school
he just watches movies at home every day
at that time, both teachers and other students felt that he would be a waste in the future.
including me
my country takes what is written in school books as a big deal
we judge the value of a young man by his grades in school
every day for the 60 days he was around I was at school discussing what movies he watched
I doubt he's seen every movie on earth
I got a job two days after I graduated high school
I thought these things would make me grow
Become a more reliable and useful person
when i worked for four years
when i was 22
i know he hasn't done any work yet
he just stays home and does what he wants
his family allowed him to do it too
i am proud of myself
did not become him
I consider myself a responsible adult
then two years later
it's 2022
close right?
he told me about the war on the other side of the world
About the U.S. Army About the World
then i know nothing
He asked me why I became so ignorant
i just answer
everyone will change
I spend most of my time at my job
Getting off work is the only thing I care about every day
when i said this to him
I don't doubt that this thing is wrong
because i'm used to it
I think people are supposed to do that
the environment changed me
when he told me what happened in the world
I can't stop complaining to him about my life
Suddenly he told me:
"i think you've become an idiot"
"and i don't really want to talk to you right now"
a real friend, right?
Only your real friends will tell you you're wrong
even that may lose friendship
that's when i started thinking
i thought i was a successful person
a responsible person
Because I entered the workplace very early
"What have I got after six years?"
i didn't save money
I don't know where my salary went over the past six years
i didn't get rich
didn't become a better person
I actually think I'm ignorant and negative
i don't know what should i do
then don't know why
i started to envy him
he already knew that he was going to be a screenwriter in the future
so he might actually watched all movies in the world
to study these things he likes
I thought that after graduating from junior high school, I kept moving forward
he stays put
I was wrong
I found out that I was the one who stopped where I was
I go in and out of school every day like me in middle school
but don't know who I am
I was so depressed that night last year
i feel like i have nothing
but I think something changed in my heart from that day on
but i didn't know what it was then
I'm starting to feel like what I've been chasing is wrong
not what i want
we were in the restaurant that night talking about what we've done in ten years
how did we get here
I talk to him about how I make the video
I told him I keep trying new plugins or different ways to make videos
I want every video to have a new breakthrough
sometimes I use some weird ways to present
I show my other friends my videos
some of them will tell me:
"why are you doing this here?"
"I don't think this part is necessary at all"
"have you seen how other people do animation?"
It makes me think if I'm wrong
When I was researching animations from other creators, I noticed that sometimes
everybody don't do that
but i don't know why
Is it because it's bad?
Or is it time-consuming and inefficient?
Or because...?
I told him I would be worried if the content I made was wrong
because no one ever did before like this
I think there are many people better than me
am I supposed to learn from them?
he heard me say that
he across the table
left hand holding the wine glass and the right hand is pointing at me
he told me:
"You....my friend...
That's why there are new things in the world
If everyone did things the same way before
do what others did before
using previous recipes and methods that have been found...
there will be nothing new in the world"
"You shouldn't do it anyone's way
there shouldn't be any recipe
following the recipe is Coca-Cola doing thing"
he gave me a lot of confidence
because he looks so sure
before i knew it he'd had thirteen maybe fourteen glasses of red wine
i only have two drinks
because i don't like the feeling of being drunk
even if he says he pays for the meal
It's approaching restaurant closing time
only the two of us here
I can see the waiter starting to put the surrounding chairs on the table
start cleaning
I told him we should go
he told me they don't rest until 10
It's only 9:30. what's the hurry?
I can tell he's a little bit drunk
he walked over to the soda machine to get some coke
but the drink machine has been turned off
the waiter told him the drink machine is not open now
as a former restaurant supervisor, I know
it's absolutely against the rules
You shouldn't cancel any guest's rights before the real closing time
But there probably is no one in charge
and I have no intention of protesting this matter
The looks from the waiters around me make me uncomfortable
Wait for him to come back to his seat with an empty drink glass
I told him at about 30% volume:
"we should go"
he said to me excitedly with a volume of about 300%:
"I love the job I choose and you love the job you choose
so why don't they like the jobs they choose?"
Then immediately told me in a normal voice that he was going to pee
I think maybe the whole restaurant is watching us
but i don't care
because i'm stuck in thinking:
"Does everyone really choose their job?
Was it my choice to do baking when I started?
Or is it just because there is a bakery nearby?
Did I really make a choice?"
Do people really know what choice is?
Do people know what they want?"
at school your teachers and your parents will tell you:
"you have to be a good student
grades are the only thing you have to strive for"
but when people leave school and home
who's going to tell them what they're supposed to be
what else should you target?
the other day a friend told me
he's poor and he needs money or he can't do anything
he needs more money to do what he wants to do
he wants to find a job with longer hours
get more money so he can buy more of what he wants
He is telling me:
"dude i need money
I need more money or I can't do anything
I need more money or there is no way I can get out"
So I asked him:
"so what do you want to do"
he told me he needed a job that paid more
maybe it will be harder but he will have more money
to do what he wants
So I asked him again:
"then if you have money
what do you want"
he told me it would save him from working
I told him:
"I don't think what you need right now is more money
not more work either
Instead you need to stop
think about what you really want"
I don't know if he understands what I mean
I don't think it sounds reasonable to work more just to stay away from work
But until last year I was doing the same thing
I told him what you need now is not money
what you need is to stop
and think about what you want
I used to play games with my friends after work every day
that's the only thing I want to do every day
recently my friends often want to play games with me
but I always tell them I don't have time
they know I spend maybe 16 hours a day making videos
they tell me I'm getting more tired than before
I said no
It's not money that makes me do this
it's because i want to
after my friends told me I was an idiot
I was thinking about it that night
what do i want
don't need to worry about money and don't need to work is the purpose of life?
i mentioned the officer i met in the army
38 years old about to retire
he doesn't need to work anymore
but all I see on his face is regret
as my friend said
I love my work
I'm doing this stuff doing my favorite videos
I'm willing to spend all my time making it better and more proficient
I don't think it's easy to know who you are
I thought as long as I found a job to increase my income
getting a better position is proof that I'm moving on
thought I'd get what I wanted if I just kept going
I thought I was more successful than my friend
turns out it was six years later that I was the one who stayed where I was
strange to say
If I were to go back and ask myself back then:
"Do you know what you're doing?"
I'm sure he will answer me "he knows exactly what he's doing"
when i think about these things
I came to my senses and realized that it's been 20 minutes
and he hasn't come back
just when I was wondering if he fell into the toilet, he came back
he thanked the waiter before we left
but i didn't say anything
because I'm still thinking about these things
I often say that I wish everyone to be who they want to be.
But now that I think about it, it may not be easy to know who you are
Maybe I should add before this sentence
"I hope everyone can find themselves"
here is my story
how about yours
I don't think everyone has the same goal
it is a custom made
a thing only for you
one only for you
you need to find what you love
then let these things help you
when you think you can't take it anymore
you want to give up
these things will save you
let you move on
Hope everyone can be who they want to be
before I knew it, I had been writing this weekly report for three hours
I honestly don't think it has anything to do with my videomaking
but i want to do
so i'll still do it
i think i'll keep making videos forever
Started making videos on November 15 last year
It's been half a year now
Watching the video I made the day before yesterday
what i'm thinking is:
"wow don't know what my video will look like in half a year"
emm...maybe I will do something special on November 15th this year
commemorate the first anniversary
but I think those things should be put on the back burner
Too many videos to do
and too little time
to be honest, I wrote so much that I doubt that anyone will read all these things
But I started off with the important things first
so i think it should be ok
oh...one more thing
I'm still figuring out how to try and make any votes
Considering that FANBOX does not have this function
that really suck（´・ω・｀）
i can't accept every request
and....in fact custom videos are expensive
but I also want people to have a way to see their favorite characters appear
I'm still figuring this out
If you have any good ideas, you can also suggest me
i always read
that's all
thank you for watching the weekly
although I doubt anyone can actually read this all
Let's keep making hentai videos tomorrow too!!
Comments
KosoruCG
wow... how did i never know there was such a thing thanks man I'll check out these similar pages later:)
You could use an online poll maker and leave the link in a post.
KosoruCG
glad to help:)
搞事的simo
受益匪浅！ I used to have a friend like yours maybe different in some coceptions but still refreshed me (●'◡'●)
