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This Week At KosoruCG 2/9-2/15
🕑 Added 2023-02-09 22:07:49 +0000 UTCHello GG
It's time for our weekly report again
Man it's been a busy week last week
I am preparing to move
Remember when I mentioned that my grandfather passed away?
I'm going home tomorrow and attending his funeral
I feel like I haven't seen these relatives for a long time
I hope there won't be too much drama
Christian funerals are not usually used in my country
they will cry exaggeratedly
Then you need to kneel down several times with the dead person
I can't understand why we can't all get together
then talk about the deeds of the deceased
then we all remember him
that's all....I think it's best
there's nothing we can do for the dead
we can only treat him better while he is alive right?
too many tears too many wailing
that's not what the dead need
I hope all the dead rest in peace
at the same time, I also hope that all living people can live a good life
speaking of living people
I mentioned my ex-boss on Mtmt3
I'm moving out this month
Although I have resigned, sometimes I will help him when he encounters a large number of orders
and eat his pork chops as payment, of course
after I leave he's on his own and his wife's brother
It's just the two of them in his restaurant
and there will be part-timers to help at night
I met him again today, he was eating curry rice with his eyes closed
when I talked to him, he only opened his eyes about 0.5 cm when talking to me
He said he couldn't sleep at night no way to sleep well
I asked him how long he slept in the last week
he told me "maybe 30 hours?"
I told him "man you're killing yourself"
I just asked him "does your wife know about this?"
he told me"yeah...she knows" so I asked him "what did she say"
then he told me "she didn't say anything"
I think so...what else can you say?
Tell him not to try so hard? tell him to relax ? or take a vacation?
no that's useless
He told me his head hurts
I know the reason is because he didn't sleep
but I can't sleep for him
all I can do is give him a box of painkillers
Maybe you reading this weekly paper or someone you know
am also facing the same difficulties in life as my ex-boss
I've had tough times in life too
tell you a story
I work as a chef for a big company
They have a lot of inventory to count and I'm in charge
then one night I got into a taxi at 5am and was going home
When I got into the taxi, the driver told me:"Good morning sir, where do you want to go?"
I just realized, "oh, it's morning..."
I sat in the car and looked out the window at the street that was still a little dark
Then I thought:
"Does work hard will definitely pay off??"
"Can we really gain light by constantly walking in the dark?"
"Is there always a dawn after the most darkest time?
"I continue to walk on this road Can I really get what I want at the end of this road?"
"emmm....what exactly do I want....?"
I came home with these questions and by the time I got out of the shower it was about 7:00 in the morning
I'm going to wake up in three hours and go to work...
again...
I sleep with these questions and go to work three hours later
pretend to be in good spirits and greet everyone
because I'm a manager
I can't show my tiredness that affects the team
the end of the story is
I don't think I can accept these workplace lies
these fake colleagues or these corporate systems
I want to get things done I don't want to be superficial to fool anyone
but that environment doesn't encourage us to do that
so I left
came to this restaurant now
my friend aka my ex-boss
he decided to open a restaurant
I told him I'm missing a job right now, do you have any openings?
He told me:"yeah man...but all I can afford is a lousy salary I can't even ask you"
I told him it's okay
anyway, you just mentioned to me that you have an empty basement.
I can moved in
then I save time in traffic
you can pay me less
So I lived downstairs in his restaurant
and work for him
because we don't have enough manpower
so we have a lot of work
but no weird company rules
or a bunch of fake colleagues
he respects me too and is a nice guy
I have a good time working
and now I'm leaving here again
start a new life away from the city
that's my story
What about yours?
I can't tell you it's better to stay or leave
i have no answer
But I can tell you can't stop thinking
You have to keep thinking "what do you want"
how do you get it
if you're sure you know how to get it
do it then don't let anything get in your way
I think the biggest goal of a person's life is not just to live
the end of all is death
So what makes your life meaningful?
what can make you happy and get you motivated?
find it
when you think you can't take it anymore
you want to give up
these things will save you
and make you stand up again then go get what you want
if you're sure you're on this path
Just don't give up, keep going, you will definitely get what you want
I am very sure
hope you can get what you want
be who you want to be
You can take this as my prayer
I really hope so
...oh and I haven't even started talking about what I'm going to do next week?
I'm sorry if you've been paying attention to that Ryza for a long time
because she has nothing to do with what I'm going to talk about today LOL
I'm just testing out my new character
There are no plans for her yet
uh...yes I think partner 8 will come out this week
In terms of planning, I probably need to do the 9 or 10 episode
this is going to be my longest series so far
I'll use some other series of videos in it as well
Mtmt4 will be seen in about a few hours
but i don't guarantee
Because I often have too many things I want to put in when I make a video
The result is longer and longer LOL (like Take out 4)
And then I will update this week with a short video about a little zombie girl
I feel like I lack a lot of loli while making Mtmt
So I'll test my new skin on a little girl
that's all
I'll let you know if there's any news
Thank you for watching this week's weekly report
we will meet again soon
