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This Week At KosoruCG 2/16-2/22
🕑 Added 2023-02-17 07:13:21 +0000 UTCOkay here's the thing
I'm working on a new wallpape for wallpaper engine
I think it's time for me to update my wallpaper
it should be a 20 second animation
i want a cute loli so i chose kokkoro
then start remaking the character
because I did her a long time ago
then I wondered if I forgot something...?
and I just "fuck I forgot to the weekly report!!"
so I just took a picture for the cover of my weekly newspaper
but I haven't finished the scene yet
You'll be notified when I'm done
so let's start the content of the weekly report !
I disappeared for about three days last week to attend my grandfather's funeral
I hope you guy are not too boring
it was in a very rural place and i didn't wear my sunglasses i almost went blind i think
man...those blinding sunshine oh my god...
there I heard details about my grandfather's leave
about a month and a half ago he got COVID-19 so his in to the ICU
but everyone is busy and no one can take care of him
finally my father decided to quit his job
take care of my grandfather all the time
i think he is a hero...
I don't know how many people would be willing to make such a big decision
People care about those rents, his pension, his next meal.
there are so many things that keep people at his job
there's nothing wrong with that, life is hard
I heard from other people that he pulls two chairs together at night
sleeping next to my grandfather every night
and my father is 55 years old
he feeds him and bathes him every day
no one was hired to do this
my father accompanied my grandfather for a month and a half
one night after dinner
my dad helped him out of the shower
he watched my grandfather fall asleep then he left to get something to eat
when he came back, he found that my grandfather had left peacefully on the bed.
he showed me pictures of my grandfather when he died
looks like she's really asleep
no pain no regrets
ended his 88 years of life
my father had no regrets or pain
he is proud of him
thank him for everything he has done for this family
thank him for being an upright and honest man during these 88 years
he told me when my grandfather had just been admitted to the emergency room
he asked about me
am I still working as a chef?
is everything going well?
I was quite surprised when I heard this
because I didn't talk to my grandfather very often
we've spoken very seldom
I thought he didn't care much about me
but I found out later that it was only because
he never put the word love on his lips
he actually cares about all of us
when my mother visited him
as soon as my mother left he asked my father
is she wearing a coat ? the hospital is cold
because grandfather's eyes can't see
so he needs to ask my father
he cares about all of us
When I heard my grandfather walked his last journey with my father
I am happy for him
he didn't die alone in a nursing home
or leave under the care of servants
my father is really a hero
but he told me not to talk about it
because people will compare
but apparently I didn't do what he said LOL
Sometimes people don't need to be so sentimental about dying
people are always going to die
death is the end of all people
when i looked at my grandfather's picture at the funeral
I'm thinking:
"oh one day i'll be the one hanging on it...will anyone remember me?"
that...my friend...That's the only thing you need to care about in your life
many descendants and many neighbors came to grandfather's funeral
because he is nice to everyone
everyone remembers him as a great guy
that's good
No one is fighting for his house or his property
because he is not rich
I've seen brothers and sisters fighting over dead people's $300,000 or so
take each other to court
then it turned out that no one went to the funeral of the deceased
because these guys are busy going to court
Does human achievement really matter?
I don't think anyone was born for a purpose
or achieve something
So who defines success?
I think my grandmother and grandfather were very successful people
They are not rich they are farmers
but they are nice to all including animals
there are always good impressions when people think of this person
this is the life i want
so i'm so proud of my grandfather
he did it
be a good guy until the last moment
when my grandmother was dying of a stroke
I saw my grandfather kneeling beside her bed
hold her hand
Tell her firmly: "We will be husband and wife again in the next life"
he sounds so sure
so when i said goodbye to him at the funeral
I told him "well...you can go to grandma now and propose to her again"
that's all
I didn't feel sad and I am proud of him
so this is his story
about an 88-year-old farmer
an honest man
I may not live that long
because I stay up late and eat a bunch of junk food
but i think it's ok
as long as I have no regrets and be an upright person until the last moment
Oh that's what I did when I disappeared for three days
Then let's talk about what to do next. After all, this is a weekly report.
What we're doing now is the sequel to Dead end
I personally like this series too
Zombies are good they don't complain
and I'll mention a little bit what's in the future plans
all the works I mentioned will be completed by me
so you don't have to worry
I really do
Currently with me is Lili from Danmachi very close
I might use it to test some more...painful animations
because I think it's fun to bully Lili
then Miku Nakano's video is expected after this
but it can be earlier than Lili
I expected her to be brutally choked and raped in the toilet
that scene should be pretty exciting
followed by the video of Momo and Nana
the timeline should pick up after the Trouble series
I still like their sisters
after all, I used them for the cover
and they're my earliest characters
I would love to remake them now
that's probably all March...
but time flies too fast
Maybe you'll see them not long after you read this weekly
time flies so fast
I met my cousin at the funeral
he was 11 when i last saw him...totally a kid
and now i see him he's 18
I looked at him and thought
"Oh that's how I was not long ago!"
but later found "no I'm 25 years old"
seven years go by so fast...
so I guess a month should be pretty fast too
I will continue to update these progress
let everyone not be so boring
ok that's all
thank you for watching the weekly!
Comments
KosoruCG
yep! that Kokkoro the one everyone calls コッコロママ that Kokkoro
TheCyberVoid
Kokoro from princess connect?
