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Vote for a future script! (by xoxo) + some words
🕑 Added 2023-06-12 19:00:05 +0000 UTCHowdy.
I had this weird burst of positive feeling this morning that I can't ascribe to anything in particular so I just wanted to share some hopefully uplifting words in the form of a personal anecdote/petty gossip.
Last week I had a really unpleasant reminder of a certain someone I had crossed paths with in streaming (no, I will not blab who it is and give them more attention). Essentially when he was on a mutual friend's stream, he felt the need to say that he didn't like my streams because I was "anxiety-inducing" upon only knowing me for a full minute of stopping by my stream. It was honestly a little upsetting to hear it so plainly and live on someone's stream as if I was just supposed to accept that, not only because he was a fairly big streamer but also because it's something I hear quite often in my content creation career.
I am not everyone's cup of tea. I am aware of this.
From the beginning I have never wanted to appeal to the lowest common denominator of people. I've always known that my personality would be at odds with a lot of other content creators: I'm very opinionated with my values (most notably: if you're not in support of gay and trans rights then fuck off), and I enforce boundaries like crazy because I think encouraging parasocial behavior in an online community is inherently toxic. But I've also never liked the phrase "if you're not upsetting people then you're doing something wrong" that's so often bandied about by some people I follow on Twitter because I never set out to ruffle any feathers either -- I was literally just being myself.
Obviously, it still gets to me. I wouldn't be writing this whole thing if it didn't. But every single day when I get these negative thoughts and feelings, I remember that there are indeed people that I've met in my life who actually see me for who I am behind my Internet personality.
And that's mostly what I want to impart to you guys: it took me my ENTIRE life to get to the point I'm at now. It took years of painful self-discovery and emotional torture, and honestly because of my mental illness issues it's still a struggle from time to time. But I know I'm getting better, and I'm realizing my worth isn't based on the judgments of shallow people who don't take the time to actually get to know me.
I hope you're all hanging in there and treating yourselves kindly.
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ANYWAY. Time for poll.
THIS WEEK WE HAVE ONCE AGAIN XOXO, whose previous scripts include:
Werewolf in Heat Wants Your Body
Breaking in the New Servant
Using Mommy's Body as She Sleeps
Read through the options below and vote on which one you'd like for them to write next. Whichever one has the most votes will be turned into an actual audio two weeks from now.
Again, higher tiers get more weighted votes. I export the overall data and tabulate the final result individually by cross-checking tiers and stuff since Patreon doesn't have a function for granting more votes based on tiers. And so the final results according to the poll as it appears might not reflect the one I end up performing.
Also, you can submit any ideas and scenarios you'd like for me to perform on this doc!
<3
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Script 1
A guard gets bored and takes advantage of his captive.
[M4A] [Guard/Prisoner] [Sadistic Speaker] [Interrogation] [Torture] [Noncon]
Script 2
Youโve been in a rut that you canโt seem to get out of. Nothing has been helping and it feels like youโve tried everything. So youโre therapist decides to take a more hands on approach.
[M4A] [Therapist/Patient] [Power Dynamic] [Noncon] bc of [Manipulation]
Script 3
Cuddly time with your partner turns spicy after lots of talk about how happy he is to make a family with you
[M4F] [Pregnant Listener] [New Family] [Baby Daddy Speaker] [Romantic] [Fingering]
Comments
Enrico Zenitani
what
Daedric Prince of Comfort
what
Mae
MY KEYBOARD IS BROKEN, I CBA EDITING ETC. ILY, YOU NICE CUP OF TEA, KEEP UP BEING YOU
Mae
MAKE SURE TREAT SELF KIND TOO
