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Little life and future update
🕑 Added 2021-04-07 19:27:59 +0000 UTCFirst and foremost: thank you again so much for all the support so far, even if i might seem moody and grumpy from time to time and hard to talk to, i truly appreciate it a ton.
Like, people liking my art is one thing, but wanting to financially support me and help me towards my dream means so much.
So, you might have noticed that i've been a bit more absent recently, and I want to inform you who don't know why that is, and ill try to make it short.
My social worker has been contacting me a lot recently, and it stresses me out a lot, because it reminds me that I might just have 7 more months of financial support for my problems.
some 2 year ago i was diagnosed with depression and anxiety, and i get drained in waves for no "apparent" reason, it can come and go out of nowhere. So thats a part of it.
I also get triggered a lot with time pressures or "musts", which is basicly the language the social-worker-company presses on people like me. It also triggers me when i tell myself i should do commissions, or think about mby just having X amount of months to make this freelancer thing work.
So u might see the picture: when i get stressed, i also get drained = less work = stresses me that i don't get to work towards my goal which sort of has a time-pressure connected to it. Evil circle.
I have to stress tho: I'm not sharing this to get pitty, it's not a life/death situation, i just wanted to inform u so that u are aware of why i might be superactive sometimes, then suddenly dissapear. Cause when im drained, i don't even have energy to do simple things like making posts like this.
I do however have a lot of semi plans for the future, and im currently trying to figure out a new format for me to do commissions in, as the previous one dosn't work so well for me rn.
My print'friend also said that she might be soon free enough to set up my own printshop, so that u guys don't need to go trough me by DM to buy prints etc.
I also want to do some more community stuff with u guys, but i need help with those things etc.
But one thing at the time :D
