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Taking a break
🕑 Added 2021-12-08 04:13:07 +0000 UTCAs some of you might know, my energy levels can swing quite a bit.
Lately they have been swinging a bit more than usual and there's been more days where i feel stressed out and tired So i've finally come to the decision to take a little break(more than before)
But before i go deeper into that I want to touch on how this might affect you guys:
- I'm pausing commissions
- There will still be prints,
(+ Ruto mentioned that she wants to try putting up print-polls for you guys)
- This month there will only be 1 collection at the end of it.
Since there most likely will be less work done in general.
So, as u might know, i've tried to take several breaks, and they have helped, but usually just for a short while. So during this current one, i realized a couple things i need to work on, and why this might be hitting me now.
It started some 1-2 weeks ago, when i realised I was closer to the goal i've set as previously mentioned in an earlier post, and i think that enabled me to lower my shoulders a bit more then i have in a long while, but then things started boiling up that i've been able to push away previously when i was working hard on getting to where I am now.
So yeah, I've been thinking and i figured it might be good to give myself some breathing room to work on these bad habits i have that stresses myself up, and how i deal with art things. Don't get me wrong, i love art, I just have a bad tendency to put expectations on myself, my arts performance, or making expectations for commissioners etc. which causes unnecessary tension and stress.
One of those things is for instance that i want to focus more on developing how i go into art, and different ways of doing things, and if i spend to much time on that i start to feel stressed because I want to do commissions for you and blabla ><
and again, don't get me wrong, i want to make art for you guys to, but i just want to get better at how i handle that, so that I can make a better experience for both parties ^^
Sorry if this post is a bit inconsistent and weird, but my mind is a little hazy.
I hope you all understand and that it dosn't negatively impact anyone.<3
I also understand if you want to cancel or pause your patronage during this period due to less activity
Again, thank you all for getting me this far, now it's my turn to take care of myself a little bit ^^, <3 haha
