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Becoming Fifi: Chronicle of Change - 16
🕑 Added 2023-07-17 17:25:01 +0000 UTCMarch 20th
Dear Journal,
If I thought I knew the definition of exhaustion before, how wrong I was. Working a full day at Annisa's bridal boutique, on these heels that could double as torture devices, has taken the concept of fatigue to an entirely new level. My feet are protesting in agony, a symphony of pain that's only slightly dulled by the soothing bath Annisa had prepared for me when we returned home.
The boutique is quite the sight to behold, a sort of wedding planning meets bridal store. Mannequins draped in luxurious wedding gowns stand proudly in the large shop front, and a spacious storeroom sits at the back, housing an assortment of veils, shoes, and accessories. The air is filled with an intoxicating blend of perfume and anticipation, and every customer that walks in carries the dreamy look of a bride-to-be. It's the epitome of femininity and matrimonial bliss, and yet, I felt like a fraud amidst all the tulle and lace.
My day was spent trotting along behind Annisa in the Biancas that are swiftly becoming my personal nemesis. Learning the ropes, she called it. A day of torture, is how I'd describe it. It involved assisting customers, fetching items from the storeroom, and keeping a close eye on the front of the store. All the while, I was acutely aware of the strange sensations that my outfit invoked.
Today's illustration, Journal, is an interesting one. There I am, perched on an oversized chair, part of the boutique's rental props. My short, pleated pink skirt back in position after riding up to reveal a glimpse of my panties while climbing onto the enormous seat. The blouse I wore was almost see-through, exposing the bra beneath it. Wrapped around my waist was a large pink belt, a slightly different shade than the skirt. My makeup, I must admit, came out rather natural - that is, if one considers a full face of makeup natural for a twenty-one-year-old man. And the wig, as ever, was glued in place, adding an uncomfortable layer of heat to an already hot day.
(See image 16)
In that moment, I felt like a doll, a caricature of a woman, rather than the man I was. I allowed myself a few precious moments to sit and reflect, to escape the demanding tasks, and let the cool air of a fan provide some temporary relief. However, the reprieve was short-lived. No sooner had I settled down than Annisa came looking for me, pulling me back onto my protesting feet.
Alongside the physical rigours of the boutique work, Annisa also expected me to teach her French phrases and words amidst the hustle and bustle of the shop floor. How I managed to do so while tottering around on these Biancas, my feet and calf muscles screaming in protest, is a mystery even to me.
Annisa's enthusiasm for learning French is commendable. She peppered me with questions throughout the day, seeking translations for wedding-related phrases and general conversational tidbits. Each time I found myself inventing a plausible translation, the art of deceit becoming second nature to me.
And it doesn't end there. Tomorrow brings with it another day at the boutique, another marathon in these towering heels. Even now, as I sit massaging my throbbing feet, the Biancas leer at me from where I'd kicked them off by the door. They seem to be mocking me, reminding me of the ordeal that awaits with the dawn.
Sleep seems to be a luxury I can ill afford tonight. My phone sits beside me, ready to guide me through a crash course in French. I'll spend the long hours of the night cramming phrases and practising pronunciations, all to keep up the charade. If only this level of dedication were directed at something truly productive.
Journal, I often find myself reflecting on the sheer absurdity of my situation. Never did I imagine my life taking such a peculiar turn, teetering on the edge of reality and a farcical play. But, I continue, driven by some vague hope that things will soon change. As much as I am struggling, I find solace in these pages, the inked words a testament to my endurance.
I shall end this entry here, Journal, as a mountain of French lessons beckons me. Wish me luck. I suspect I'll need it.
A demain,
David
Comments
ds1000
Thanks, I enjoyed making this one even if it did take a lot longer than I wanted.
Nicegent42
You already know I love your work, but that image speaks to me. Wonderfully done!
