TizianaNeko
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I'm sorry.
🕑 Added 2019-05-15 19:02:12 +0000 UTCHey guys.
I don't really know where to start. As you already know from my last post, I'm currently not feeling very well. It's getting worse and worse and I can't keep up with anything at this point. I decided it's best to take a break from everything, even though it's so hard for me because all of you, all of this... it's so important to me and I don't want to lose it. But my mental health takes away my joy and passion and creativity, something that I need for making good videos.
And it's not only that, there are many things in my life that are suffering from it as well and I now know that I have to seek for professional help to get trough this, I can't do it on my own. There were a lot of things in my past that are still affecting my mental health today, like bullying and stuff like that. I don't want to be all whiny and negative, but I want to be honest with you guys since you deserve to know the truth.
For this month, there won't be an extra video here on Patreon and I won't be making voice messages for the Dragon tier. It won't effect this month's postcards and the Giveaway though. I don't know how often I'm going to be uploading on my channel in the near future, because I want to concentrate on my mental health. If you want me to refund your pledge for this month, please tell me so I can give you your money back. I completely understand if you don't want to pay for something you didn't get.
The next two weeks I'm going to be spending time with family and friends, and after that I need figure out how I want to continue with everything and how I'm going to handle this situation.
What makes everything even more complicated is my financial situation. I planned to be self-employed with YouTube, Patreon and other projects like the Visual Novel Game. So far, Patreon is my only source of income. That's why I'll let it online. Maybe I can find other rewards for you, as long as I'm not able to make videos.
But as I said, I completely understand if you don't want to be a Patron anymore, I wouldn't be mad at all. You already did more than enough, I'm still such a small channel but there are people like you who supported me from the beginning and I'm very grateful.
Thank you so much for the time and I hope that in the future everything will be better. This is not a goodbye. The next video will come, I just don't know when exactly.Also, I'm still reachable here on Patreon, on Instagram and on Twitter.
Love,
Neko
Comments
Chad M Hufman
We are behind you 100% Neko! I'm having my own mental health problems at the moment as well so I get some of what you are going through. I will always be your Patreon. I just wish I could help you out more... I'll continue to give you all the support and love I can :3 Hope you get the help you need and feel better. <3
Tiziana Neko
Thank you so much for understanding. You are so kind. Thanks ✨
TroyMcMillan1988
Please don’t feel bad, it’s perfectly acceptable to take some time to adjust your mental health and get to a better place. I’ve had to do and I’m sure many of your Patrons have too. We’ll be here for you!
