JLullaby
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Helen Tomago
🕑 Added 2018-07-25 12:05:32 +0000 UTC All characters presented in this image are fictional, 18 years and older, and the acts depicted in this image are consensual to the individuals involved.Hello everyone! Ashamed to say the time this took but if you read my previous mentions of this, its pretty much the same yodel from me: simpler image somehow equals to more difficulty due to focusing on 1 aspect with immense attention. I had to readjust the eyes, lips, hair, back muscles, color for the suit over and over and sometimes I would come back in a complete loop or incredibly indecisive on the tiniest change. Its frustrating to take a break from looking at it to reset your eyes and see whats wrong with it, I just want to know the problems now. Hopefully I fixed it up enough. A lot trivial changes to something thats pretty unexciting but it was a nice feeling at the same time because it felt like I was going under the microscope of problems I may have been unaware about such as do I really know how to draw/render this or that? and then you realize you know nothing of it at all or severely out of touch with what it is.
Its quite interesting to think about because Ive contemplated as much as I could on this when I was pondering larger/longer images Ive created with so much noise going on and those I didnt feel as stressed. I asked myself did I rely on noise around it to cover up mistakes or was I just willfully blind and had wishful thinking. Its an interesting process doing something like this but its definitely reassuring that there is a long way to go. In the end, I hope you do all like!
