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Let me drown
🕑 Added 2022-07-18 19:57:42 +0000 UTCI decided to treat this Parteon account as my diary. I wanted to get here a bit more personal than what you can usually see on my ig. Well... It's been an awful week.
As some of you might know - my Mom is dying. I saw her today and it will probably be sooner than later. She's really weak and that should be hard alone but no...
This weekend I heard the most hurtful words that someone might ever said. Her new husband hates me. He is trying to blame me for everything and I heard a lot of insults thrown at me yesterday but the worst one was that I don't care about her. It broke my heart because she's everything to me. Beside her and my grandma - I don't have anyone. I cried all day yeasterday. She's too weak to do anything about it and I don't blame her.
I don't know what to do. I am a mess and I can't imagine her dying. I am lost and sometimes I want to drown...
I am really sorry for this chaotic post. I just needed to vent.
Comments
Helaz
That's an horrible situation, and I know it quite well. Some people can't stand other people's bonds, and hurt them, because they need to feel that they are the Only Ones. But, even if you're deeply hurt, bonds never die. You can reconnect with the dead people you loved deeply, and express your feelings in a secret space where no one can enter. Through a psychic, or maybe by yourself. The love you felt is forever.
