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fool's errand
🕑 Added 2024-03-30 03:01:25 +0000 UTCA cute guy messaged me on instagram
I had never interacted with him before
The url equivalent of being approached at a bar
He’s an artist
Makes music
Seems cool and fun
I messaged back
Because that’s what I’m supposed to do now
Be "open to the possibilities"
Within a few back and forths
He said he wanted to get to know me
If I have the space for that
I was glad he used that language
It allowed me to be truthful
About the fact that I really don't have the space
I only gave him a two sentence response
It still felt too honest
But what I didn’t say
Was that someone wanting to get to know me
Feels invasive
Feels impractical
Feels empty
Feels like a fool’s errand
Because it feels like
No one will ever know me
Like you do
Comments
Rico Suave
even if you tried to tell him everything about you in detail it’s impossible we all forget things so don’t worry
Jasmine
thank you <3
DeJay
That was beautiful
Jasmine
🫀
Skylor Beck
🫰🏻😔
