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Life troubles update
🕑 Added 2022-02-16 23:04:47 +0000 UTCSo, as I already mentioned it in my Twitter I got a goddamn perfect Valentine's gift from my landlord who informed me that day that he needs to evict me as his family faced some terrible life troubles, they need a lot of money and there's no other way to get em but to sell the apartment I'm currently renting :( Just perfect. It's a long story to tell why I'm still not in Moscow with my bf while I was going to move many months ago, there were a lot of unexpected problems going on but there was a certain progress, we just needed a bit more time and everything should have been alright around April but no, my fate just couldn't wait for 1 more month and decided to give me a great kick at the very end.
My first plan on where to wait out that month was to move to my countryside friend who told me once that if my life will get terrible he is always ready to help. But today I payed a visit to my another friend, told her my story and she also suggested me a shelter and said she is only glad to help me and I will never be a bother to her. So, I had a choice, to live on a countryside with a couple of artists of my age who're my very close friends but have no bathroom, wash myself in a basin and have the nearest civilization in a 40 minutes walk distance or live with a 37 year old woman and her 14 year son in a nice three room apartment with all city comforts, bathroom, stores nearby and so on. She is also fully aware of my furry porn job and absolutely okay about it, just need to not let her son see me working. After some thinking I chose the second. But still I need to move most of my unnecessary things to my friend's village the next week as it was our plan from a very beginning.
The date of my move and how long I will stay in such conditions fully depends from how fast my bf will deal with his own troubles and gathers enough money to rent an apartment for us as he is also living currently with his mom in a small two room apartment and there's no way to take me in right now, to be exact, he needs about 300 USD to make it happen. So, I need to work to help on making it happen faster.
In the end, what does that mean for you? As I said, I can't stop doing art and need to go on no matter what, I just have nothing to do in my life in general but to make art. But as you can see I have a lot of stuff to bother me right now and not the simplest month in my life awaits me. Don't want to say I'm going to leave you without content in February and March but I absolutely don't know what it's gonna be like to draw in such conditions I've never been in before. So, I just can't promise anything for certain and be 100% sure about my nearest future and how much artworks can be done that way. That's my warning. Thank you all for understanding.
