BazilRacoondog
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Recent life troubles report
🕑 Added 2021-12-31 13:09:07 +0000 UTCI need to apologize for being inactive for these days. I actually had some serious reasons for this, mainly health related. I decided to visit my close friends who live in a countryside to spend Christmas holidays with them. I planned to stay for about 5 days with them and what's the most important I wanted it only for good of my art progress. Usually, I get very productive there , when I'm not distracted by socials, video games, jerk offs and such. You know, I drew 10 pencil works in 10 days which I shared here in August when I was helping my friends with that art festival. And so I wanted to catch up and fulfill my month norm of artworks for December in these 5 days but it was one big and horrible mistake. Summer is good but this time I dealt with winter and it appeared to be much worse working conditions than if I just stayed home. My friends warned me that it's not really warm in their house, so I got prepared with some warm clothes but I didn't expected their village house will have such terrible thermal isolation and weak heating that I will suffer from cold even while wearing two pairs of sweaters, two pairs of pants and two pairs of wool socks 24 hours a day without changing. So, I threw away three days of my life wasting my energy on surviving but not a productive art time and decided to ride back home instead of staying for 2 more days. And you know what? Of course I got sick. It's not cold, I don't have runny nose, cough or fever but I got otitis. Now I will be deaf in the right ear for some time but it's not the main problem, ears are not eyes or hands and wouldn't affect my productivity if it weren't also such symptoms as inflammation and pain. Last nights I can't sleep normally, the pain naturally increases at night, I have feverish nightmares, sweat a lot, wake up several times at night and of course it made me feel weak and exhausted. Winters are very rough here in recent years and it influences the productivity the worst way in general.
So, I'm terribly sorry for making only 6 works this month, I very much wanted to stay productive and there's a lot of ideas which torture my mind and beg me to draw them but we all have such troublesome periods caused by health problems in our lives sometimes. I bought some ear drops, hope to recover as soon as possible and continue living a normal productive life.
Btw, it's a bit late but merry Christmas to everyone, have a nice holidays and happy New Year!
Comments
Bazil Racoondog
Thank you! It's really sweet to have understanding people like you around. Some of my friends try to calm me saying that many Patreon creators don't do more than 3-5 pics per month but still I just can't stop feeling concerned with always increasing and decreasing level of subscribers here. It makes me think that I lack something which lefts people disappointed and I so I push on myself trying to fix it.
Dad Bandicoot
*hugs* get well soon 💚
ls6y06cl6a0n
Don't worry, you've been producing awesome content all year long: you deserve a pause! Take care and don't put too much pressure on yourself. 💖
Chipper
Oh no!!! I hope that those drops can help you feel better. Sending good vibes your way, and wishing you well. <3 *hugs*
Sergey Werty
Никогда не поздно. С Новым годом!
