BazilRacoondog
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Life status update and new drawings
🕑 Added 2022-06-21 18:14:46 +0000 UTCHi friends. I think it's really the time already to make an update to tell you what's going on with me and if there's any reason to continue supporting me or not. Well, to start with, I'm not dead at least. Still kicking. But this is the most fucked up June in my life. Currently I still stuck on a countryside at my friends house, with no hot water, being separated from my PC and scanner, the food is very humble here, internet is slow, everyday I spend a lot of time helping my friends with their daily chores including endless garden stuff under the summer heat in return for letting me stay with them for so long, including weeding, killing bugs, gathering the straw and so on. All that stuff wouldn't be so awful if it wasn't the fact that I'm homeless and that place is my last hope and last resort and I don't know how long can it take which gives me that never ending feeling of concern and constant waiting which don't let me to focus on my regular business. We expected that it will take LESS than 1 week but it's 3 weeks already. It took much more time for my bf's friend to bring his money from Poland than we expected, now there's another problem, tax service is pending his documents to give him a permission to use this money which also should take some time, for now they promise to deal with it this week. So I always wait wait and wait for that date which always get delayed more and more. I spent 17 days without shower, hungry, dirty, desperate, busy messing around in grass and soil I barely can think of art. After all, drawing porny stuff is an emotionally positive and hedonistic thing which needs positive hedonistic mood. My current state is very far from it. But still, I'm trying my best to keep up with my duties at least somehow. I feel very depressed from falling out from fandom's life so hard, from breaking my usual artwork schedule so bad, from missing so much stuff like fucked up Fathers Day for which I have finally found a fitting idea I wanted to draw so badly, I also wanted to further ride that Mr Wolf hype wave while it was still trending with more than just one art but I miss it all. I missed almost one whole month of summer which I waited so much in that fucking country with its 9 months of winter. I expected it to be a blissful period of a good art progress, the time of commission break where I can fully focus on my personal ideas and be happy but no. I don't know what to expect. For now it's planned that my moving can be done this week but that's what I was saying to myself during the first week, the second week and now the third. There's no guarantee that the luck will smile to me this time. So, it's fully on your demand what to do, to unsubscribe from me for now, lower your pledge or keep up paying the way you always did just to support me in my uneasy situation. Btw, I'm happy to see that I still have 33 patrons. All these days I was afraid to open my Patreon and see a horrible decrease of supporters but it's not so bad. Thank you. Some people still left me but it's absolutely expected and understandable during such an unproductive period.
The drawings I did are Foxy pinup for Duncan, belly art with Volk and Vityai I showed before as a sketch and three scenes I drew very long time ago, around 1 year or something, decided to return to something old and simple which needs no ref pictures. I remember the times when I was super horny for the extreme snout swelling idea, thought it'd be good to bring these feelings back. I will try to keep up, draw more and continue providing you with more updates until everything get back to normal, my depression is less bad than it was the first week when I did zero art so these 5 works are certainly not the last in June.
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Bazil Racoondog
Thank you friend for staying with me and being such a devoted follower, such words are very encouraging for me!
Meek(scrunkles)
I don't know about the other patrons but I'm not going anywhere, support is support Hoping things change for you soon, please keep us posted though
