ShyDroidVA
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I Need Your Input: The Manor Part 3 NSFW
🕑 Added 2024-01-22 09:08:11 +0000 UTCSo I've spent the better part of 4 days trying to make this thing work. I've got it written, recorded, all the sound effects sorted and primed to go. And yet I don't know whether or not I should finish it.
This is mostly due to me not being entirely sure if I like it, if other people will like it or if it should exist at all. I will place the tags that occur in the story below to give a bit of context. And I will say that there is a M4F and M4M version, so it effects most folks.
TAGS: All Consensual, Consent Talk, Safe Word, Controlled Pleasure, Servitude, Male On Male, Threesome, BDSM, Bondage, Sadism, Masochism, Domination, Dildo's, Vibrators, Objectification, Hardcore Degradation, Fake But Still Real Cucking, Virginity Stealing, Chastity, Cum Eating, Aftercare and Confession.
Now these are just the tags for content that appears in both M4M and M4F versions, but there are still more for each individual part.
My main concern is that the more extreme nature of this audio is maybe too much for people. I am someone who listens to and enjoys very extreme audios some times. This was my first time playing into that side of my interest.
The degrading is extreme, the nature of using and abusing Puppy as a piece of meat rather than a living being is extreme. It's natural for the world they've created for themselves, but it isn't for the listener. And I don't know how many people would like or even listen to it.
I considered it bad enough that I would put a written and audible warning at the beginning of the audio to ensure people are aware of what they're going into. I started my trip through this area of content through a very very unhealthy connection to cuckolding and degrading play, one that was near self abuse with how it played out. I am in a healthier position with my interests and can view them from a more stable and healthy place.
I do not want to expose people to it if they're not sure, I know first hand what it can do to people and how damaging and even traumatising it can be.
It may seem very melodramatic and over the top to some, but keep in mind that while some people may only listen to audio porn as a way bust a nut. Others fully immerse themselves, and it can leave an impression on them they may not expect.
SO there is two (2) maybe three (3) options.
1 - I can just finish it and be done with it, maybe everyone loves it, maybe no one does. But it's finished and it exists.
2 - I trash it. It goes into the bin and I move on to other projects. This just means I can actually move on mentally, and start pumping more content out. Lots in the pipeline, but this behemoth has it blocked up.
3 - I make an alternative ending to this. I had one written but frankly its just a lighter version of this, with a decent amount of elements carrying over. It would take some amount of time to get done though.
It may seem a bit unfair to be putting it on you lovely folks, but frankly I've been stuck on this thing for so long that I can't make the decision anymore. And I'd rather have a lot of transparency towards you about my situation regarding this type of content, and I hope you can understand and respect my decision on it.
Comments
ShyDroidVA
I completely understand that and know what you mean. But there is still a responsibility on the creator to have good communication about topics like this, whether it was never going to be canned or if it did get trashed. I'm never even too worried about trashing projects honestly, I have half as many trashed scripts and recordings as I do published ones. Just comes with the territory of being a creative haha
Cloifaunt
I think it’s our own responsibility to measure wether or not we can handle something; seems unfair for you to break your back with hard work only to trash it to hold our hands. Like any audio that may have dubious themes we can click off for our own sakes if we need to! : )
ShyDroidVA
Would recommend it, I didn't quite make it to Masters scenes but I know how hard it gets
Castiel
Honestly I'm now just more curious about it, though definitely going to be very conscious when I listen to it and take breaks since I tend to forget to do that with more intense audios
