AlekErectSociety
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Small vent, with image.
🕑 Added 2021-03-15 11:05:28 +0000 UTCGood morning to all, dear supporters.
-Work In progress:
- Writing: 100%
- Translation: 90%
- Audio: 40%
- Characters: 100%
- Drawings: 43/49
- Animations: 23/24
- Programming: 90%
Don't read if you have better things to do:
Between the constant prohibitions to leave the house (due to covid) and a latter demanding job, I feel I have lost track of time.
It has now been 3 years since I founded the Erect Society, and I am really proud of all the improvements in drawings, animations, storytelling, and programming.
I had never had to handle such a large amount of work, but most of all I had no idea that I could have managed it all by myself, so yes, I'm proud of myself.
However, in my head, there has always been a continuous tennis match between my good and yours.
For the first time, in fact, I was confronted with several customers that I did not expect in the least, and public relations management has always been my Achilles heel.
Here is a little theater between me and my inner voice:
Alek: Well, this month I organized all my work.
-5 designs for the first week
-An animation for the second
-Another animation for the third.
-Another animation for the fourth week.
Every day for half a day I will do my best to complete this roadmap!
In the afternoon I dedicate myself to training, in the evening I relax with a little meditation and in moments of boredom
I'll read comics.
Besides, on Saturdays and Sundays, I will dedicate myself to friends, and my girlfriend.
Inner Voice: Mmmh, I'm sure your customers would be happier if you worked harder.
A true samurai never stops in front of duty.
Where do you think you are? In a Spa ?! Why should you only work for half a day?!
Some people work ALL DAY!!
Tsk! Why on earth should you consider Saturday and Sunday as holidays? You are no longer in middle school!
You should feel guilty resting when customers are paying for a monthly subscription.
End.
Who wins most often in your opinion?
Obviously the inner voice.
The inner voices know all our weaknesses and know how to convince us to do what they want.
And my weaknesses par excellence are pride and a sense of duty.
What are my customers responsible for?
NOTHING!
You have always been patient and respectful, and I am grateful to you for that.
This inner voice has always been with me since I started "Sex and Fantasy".
But as history teaches us, the patience of the oppressed often reaches a limit.
And today, with swollen balls I want to shout a gigantic FUCK YOU to my inner voice, which with his work was about to make me hate this job.
Sure, thanks to her, you'll soon have the chance to play a chapter with a great deal of content, but my physical and mental health has been severely tested.
I am working hard to find a compromise between my well-being and my manic sense of duty.
And with the publication of this last chapter, I will impose less stressful rhythms on me, but at the same time, I will give you less content but on a bi / quarterly basis.
I always thank you for your support, and it will never be enough.
Many greetings and see you soon.
