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Update 23rd Aug - Your thoughts?
🕑 Added 2025-08-23 11:14:21 +0000 UTCHey All
Thank, as always, for being part of this. It wouldn't happen without you!
So.... I've got stuff to work on, but I find myself either burntout out on stories or just not inspired or having writers block or something...... I dunno
Series like Bird2Nerd or Twist or InstaStar or Soul Bond and even stories like Crossdressing Club and Sora - I'm finding less and less interesting (or really motivated) to work on.
(do we even want to see these continued? I have no idea)
I'm really happy with the reception to FemiNova - but even that I'm struggling with.
I think what I'm worrying about at the moment is that all my stories (to me at least) all feel exactly the same or maybe my ADD brain just needs novelty to break from the norm?
I almost feel like I don't want to complete Sora's Story because I'll miss working on it when it's finished (And yes, I could continue it, but I'd end up dropping it once I become bored of it)
I don't really know where I'm going with this update - I think I'm just writing down my thoughts and sharing them. I guess what I'm saying is that I feel a little lost in my own work at the moment. I don't know what direction or stories to focus on.
I have it in the back of my mind that any story I continue is going to get less and less interest over time. I've been feeling that pinch for the last few years now I guess.
It makes me reluctant to try and tell long stories - pushing me into one offs (which some have been good - but not what i used to enjoy about making this content)
Anyways - What DO YOU want to see continued?
Let me know in the comments.
Ps - I'm hopefully starting a part time job soon. Nothing special - but it's a chance for me to get out of my house and away from my desk for a bit. Honestly, since leaving my 9-5 to do this full time, the loneliness been very difficult to deal with.
(For those who haven't been with me for a long time - I used to do this around my 9-5. What was nice about that - even thought I didn't produce as much - it gave me time away. It gave me time to think about my stories, develop them in mind as i did my day job. I kinda miss that now as I'm working pretty much all day and not giving my mind any time to rest)
And yes - I know not resting is likely the issue - but content creation (platforms) demand MORE all the time
One of the most awkward things about working from home is the guilt. I don't feel like I can do anything else while I'm at home but work. Honestly, If I havent posted in a few days for you guys (Because you are investing your money in me) I feel so much guilt!
But that's because I'm so honoured that you've put your trust me in to deliver something you want to see!
Sorry - I'll stop going on.
Thanks for reading
Comments
Bo Ea
If I had to choose between Sora and Crossdressing Club, I personally would prefer the Crossdressing Club - but it is not that important for me, I would prefer you just go in the direction that motivates you the most.
GenderPlay Books
Yeah exactly that!
Bo Ea
I know exactly how you feel. I also develop stories, essays, etc. in my head while performing other tasks, and start writing the piece when it is developed enough. Trying to write full time would just result in me starring at the screen waiting for something to pop up.
