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October Update + I Guess I'm Back!!
🕑 Added 2024-11-01 21:32:08 +0000 UTCHey everyone!
Thank you so much again for being so patient with me though this recovery period. Things have been crazy and I'll add a little bit at the end for people who want to really know what's going on but TLDR, voice hurt, won't recover fully but I am making the most of it and now FINALLY back to making some audios again.
This month I brought you a couple of tastes of what is to come including something a little sexy, something a little kinky and some more hypnosis for hypnosis's sake.
My plan going forward is to make what I feel works for me. I used to script heavily for a time because of my ADHD brainfog but lately I've been freestyling a lot again and some of you like that more, raw, unfiltered style. I've also changed up how I record with a new studio/office and it's really helped me explore hypnokink content again.
So what's going to be the plan for hypnovember?
I am not doing hypnovember officially. Right now, this is not something I can commit to as it is a HUGE undertaking. However for the season, I would like to create a lot of fun things and I am open to suggestions for future work both here and in the discord (which I highly recommend you join, it's the best place to get more regular updates and engage in my content.)
The plan is also to start fansly streams soon, I have been working on how to go about this for some time, plus videos which I am still waiting for inspiration to strike for. Again thank you all for supporting my work, I really appreciate all of it over the years and it's because of you I can keep making this, especially now I don't monetize my videos on YouTube at all.
Keep it trancey and get hyped for Secret 3.0...
This is the part of the post for people who want to hear the medical stuff, stop reading now if it makes you uncomfy...
So, I have seen a lot of comments asking me to heal up and hope I get better soon but basically I can't heal fully from what I have. Due to complications with my thyroid surgery I have vocal muscle damage (which might be able to be fixed) and a dent in my vocal chords (which is permenant, we can help it somewhat but never fully heal it). So this means I have very little vocal stamina, a lot of off days with my voice and to combat this I recently had my own plasma injected into my vocal chords. This has been a pretty horrible ordeal but I'm optimistic that in future I can continue to do this but with some caveats. I will never be able to work at the pace I used to, but that's okay. Whispering is damaging and so is soft speaking. So in order to protect my voice I am taking all the precautions I can to keep this going. I am not retiring, I am not even going on another extended hiatus, yet. But if I do have to have a lot of time off this is why.
Unfortunately none of this could be helped, my voice would have been at risk either way and this is noone's fault. The medical team have been so lovely and really are doing the most to help me be my best with my voice again. So please do not panic or feel bad for me, this is what it is and I'm making the most of it. I'm also gearing up for more sugery but if and when that happens I'll let you all know. Again, I'm only mentioning this as I know a lot of people have been curious what exactly has happened and this is the easiest way to make it known. I'm fine, I'll be fine, and y'all can't get rid of me that easily.
Thank you!
Comments
Deviant
Only found your page a few days ago, so I can't say I missed you lol. One of my best mates who is/was a singer struggles with throat problems and had to switch careers, so I really feel that one. Hope the doters can help you.
Mickey
As a speech therapist Botox might be something to consider but I’m sure ur team has explored all ur options and is going to get you feeling healthy and happy with a new normal :) thanks for the update !
ScrumptiousNightmare
Jazzed to see more secret-y goodness being put out into the world. But whatever you have to do to take care of yourself is okay with me. Sometimes life deals us a tricky hand, and we're all just out here trying to make the best of it.
