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81. Broken Dreams
🕑 Added 2020-09-26 17:31:35 +0000 UTCKiertie was beautiful. There was no denying it. And she used her beauty like a knife; to stab into the heart of Woldec, Ghitha’s beloved brother.
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“Is this the same woman?” I asked. “She looks different here. Colder. More cruel.”
Yuki sat on my shoulder, a pink Tinkerbell. In the waking world, they’d snuck into Ghitha’s house and infiltrated his dream. It was a set of skills in which they were becoming increasingly facile. For Borba, we’d merged so that I could spectate. Now, the two of us sat to the side as we watched Ghitha’s memories play out before us.
“He didn’t like Kiertie, and it influenced his perception of her.”
“I know that people see what they want,” I said, “but this really drives the point home. She’s practically a Disney villain.”
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Woldec’s wife had died two years ago of a fever. The last of the Family’s elders followed a year later to old age. It was only the two brothers left then. And Akbash, but Woldec’s son was still at the cusp of full adulthood. He didn’t have power or influence.
No, the two brothers were finally free to chart their own path.
They’d always been close. Woldec had taught Ghitha the ways of the hunter even after the Family elders pushed him into the Trader’s Lodge. None of them had recognized Ghitha’s Talents. None of them appreciated Woldec’s insight and burgeoning leadership skills.
Nor had the Hunter’s Lodge. One after the other, the lodge masters refused to acknowledge Woldec’s greatness. They were jealous of his Talents and conspired to weaken the Family just enough to keep them down but useful.
Ghitha had plans for the Family’s return to greatness, and with this re-found influence, he’d become the Village Head and install Woldec as the Hunter’s Lodge’s Master. All those who disrespected them would be banished. The Reeve and World Speaker would naturally understand the brothers’ superior judgement, and the village would prosper under their joint leadership. That was, until Kiertie came along.
Her beauty beguiled Woldec. She displaced Ghitha within the Family and brought her own plan: a map with the location of a room full of eilesheile. It’d be a quicker path to wealth and power but dangerous. Too dangerous. Kiertie came from a Family of diviners, though, and she convinced Woldec of her plan’s success; leaving Ghitha to make it so.
He’d always been the one to meticulously plan his brother’s hunts, and he spared no expense this time. Ghitha purchased new spears and axes, commissioned Candle Stones for the whole team, and arranged for the biggest expense of all--their insurance--Grunthen.
Gruthen was an ass, his Family newly-Talented. He strutted around the village and had the gall to see himself as Woldec’s equal. As if being Lightning-Touched was the same as being Earth-Touched.
Ghitha’s Family had built the village’s pyramid and walls. Meanwhile, Grunthen’s Family were nothing more than jumped up rabble; moderately useful during the Darkest Days, but that was all.
Speaking of rabble, Woldec would also need someone to watch the baggage and secure a path for retreat, just in case.
Borba wasn’t worth the hairs inside Woldec’s nose, but he was smitten with Kiertie and therefore cheap to hire. All Ghitha had to do was have her ask, and the hunter practically leapt to volunteer for the expedition. Watching Borba’s antics, it was the first time Ghitha smiled in months. Not that it lasted. Every day of planning was another day closer to the expedition’s departure.
And when that day finally came, Ghitha couldn’t contain his anxiety. Woldec had gone on many dangerous hunts before, but the King of the Forest was king for a reason. The Hunter’s Lodge had tried to kill him three times in the past, and each time was a miserable failure.
Ghitha’s attempts to reassure himself also failed. Grunthen and Borba, the two hunters he’d planned to die in Woldec’s stead in case anything happened--they just weren’t reliable. No one except Woldec was reliable in Ghitha’s eyes.
Even-Tempered almost all his life, Ghitha didn’t know how to handle the discomfort--the shortness of breath, the nausea, and the stink of fear. Not for his own life, but for his brother’s. The whole day, thoughts of Woldec’s death tortured him.
Finally, he couldn’t help himself. Under cover of approaching night, Ghitha left the village and entered the darkening woods. Every trick his brother taught him, every secret of the Hunter’s Lodge, helped guide him onward, unseen and unheard.
Ghithja found the baggage abandoned, and panic flashed through him. For a moment, he believed his fears realized. But there were no signs of struggle or retreat. Borba was likely squatting behind a tree somewhere. Yes, that was surely it. Just in case, though, Ghitha searched the area.
Was that Grunthen’s voice?
Ghitha followed the sound to the nearby sugar maker’s compound, where the gate was open and Grunthen was saying something impossible, something inconceivable about...about...about...
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The dream jarred and jittered, the world threatening to come apart at the seams.
“Ghitha’s tossing and turning in his bed,” Yuki said. “We’re trying to calm his qi, but it rages like a storm, even more than Borba’s had.”
“I’m not surprised. We’re watching one of the worst moments of his life.”
“There’s a thorn piercing through his memories,” Yuki said. “The dream won’t go past it.”
“Can we skip over?”
“Like moving a stuck record needle? We’ll try…”
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Ghitha’s hands clenched, blood dripping from the seams, but here was no outlet for his rage. Grunthen was already dead. Borba had served a use after all. He’d stabbed the coward in the back before running into the forest.
There was no one else left in the Family now. Ghitha was alone, with no one to bring him hides and meat and bones to trade. He was a stump, Family without the Family’s Talent, but what good was a stump without the rest of the body? None.
The Family would finally fall, and it was Ghitha who’d be blamed.
So lost was he in his rage and despair that he almost didn’t see the sugar maker come out of his house. The old man moved slowly and carefully to check Grunthen’s body, but it’d do no good. Borba wasn’t so useless that he didn’t know where to stab.
Well, Ghitha knew too. He followed as the sugar maker ran into the woods. No doubt the man had heard everything and planned to tell everyone in the village about Woldec’s shame; of how he died miserably.
The knife went into the sugar maker’s back easier than Ghitha expected. So smoothly, so calmly. The old man gasped, but Ghitha shoved him down and kept out of his sight. That’s what a hunter would do. That’s what Woldec taught him to do.
Out in the forest, the animals would take care of the body. Grunthen, though, was a problem. Ghitha’s stuttering mind started to work again. Woldec had always depended on him to plan the hunts, and this would be no different. Only this time, he’d be protecting his brother’s reputation.
When Ghitha arrived back at the compound, though, he found it on fire and Borba watching the flames. The hunter was turning out to be less and less useless.
Ghitha eased back into the night’s shadows and thought.
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I dumped a bucket of water over my head. The sun wasn’t quite up, and darkness covered the small plaza with the well. The water was shivering cold, but I needed to rinse away the residue left after experiencing Ghitha’s dreams.
His qi is unwell, Yuki said, bitter and unstable. Much of his attention is focused on keeping his thoughts in order.
I put down the bucket and grabbed my clothes. But he has a Talent for being Even-Tempered.
His insides are very different from his outsides, Yuki said.The Talent is all that is holding him together.
Mmm…he’s a broken man. It probably started early too. His family life growing up was tough.
Should we feel pity? Yuki asked.
Yes, no, maybe? He didn’t have anyone to save him like Helen saved me. But then again, I can’t imagine that people like Inleio didn’t try to help.
He stuck to his Family’s pride, Yuki said. Everything else was considered a weakness.
I suppose it doesn’t matter. He killed Bindesei. Grunthen, at least, was involved in the expedition. Bindesei was an innocent bystander.
We should tell him, Yuki said. Bindesei will want to know the identity of his murderer.
Yes, and he’ll want us to bring Ghitha to justice. Borba too, since they’re both involved. I shuddered from the cold, goosebumps rising all along my arms. But! This isn’t the place to think about that. Let’s get somewhere warm first.
I ran to Bihei’s longhouse. People were starting to take care of their early morning chores, so I Camouflaged in order to not stand out. That didn’t help me on my arrival though. When I dropped the spell, the widow and the kids made a fuss at my sopping hair and damp clothes.
“Why are you always like this?” Bihei asked. “Are you a fish that you must come to the door wet every time?
The kids each grabbed a hand and pulled me in to sit by the fire and wrapped me in blankets.
“Was there a monster in the well?” Aluali asked.
“Or did someone fall in and need rescue?” Billisha asked.
“No, no. Nothing like that,” I said. “It was just a nightmare, and I didn’t like the way I felt after. The cold water helped wash it away.”
“Oh, Eight. I’m sorry,” Bihei said, her face falling. “I made a joke, but you were actually hurting.”
“No, no. It was just a little dream. You don’t have to feel bad.”
Bihei shook her head, as if to deny my words. Her eyes firmed, and she seemed to come to a decision. She took a stiff step forward and wrapped her arms around me. “We all have nightmares about the things that happened to us. You’re not alone, Eight. You don’t have to face them by yourself. You have us too.”
Aluali and Billisha glommed on, and I was suddenly surrounded by a warm circle of arms and soft whispers.
“I’m here too. You can count on me.”
“We’ll always watch out for you, Zasha.”
“We get nightmares too.”
“But Zasha makes them better. Let us make them better for you too.”
I couldn’t tell who was saying what in the press of bodies, but it didn’t matter. Slowly, in the face of their warmth, the tension I’d been carrying eased.
My thoughts had weighed on me. Being stuck in an eight-year old body didn’t exactly lend itself to revealing the identities of Bindesei and Grunthen’s murderers. Not to mention the source of my information. I couldn’t just blab to the village that my best friend was a hyper-intelligent lichen, the shade of fuschia, inhabiting my dantian.
But I wasn’t alone, was I? Not even counting Yuki and Ikfael, Billisha and Aluali, and even Bihei--there were Inleio and Mumu, Haol and Tegen, and all the other hunters who I’d become friends with.
There was a saying in Diaksh: a lodge is like another Family. Time to put it to the test.
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The plan was to keep things simple. Telling the whole truth wouldn’t be safe for Yuki, but I’d come as close to it as I could. I had good relationships with Inleio and the hunters on my team, and I didn’t want to do anything stupid to jeopardize them.
On the way to the lodge, I couldn’t help building out scenarios for the different ways the conversation could go. The best case was that the hunters believed me--not because I was incredibly convincing--but because they had their own investigation going. It was possible that my share of the story was the last bit of evidence they needed to confirm Borba and Ghitha’s guilt. Unlikely, but it was possible.
In the worst case, they somehow find out about Yuki, and I’m forced to flee the village. Also unlikely. Also possible.
Although, I didn’t know for certain that they’d panic over Yuki. Ikfael had certainly been alarmed when she first met them, but that didn’t mean others would be.
Ollie/Eight must focus.
Thank you. I’m just nervous is all.
We know, but it will be well. The lodge--
--needs me. That’s right. And they know I’m reliable. When I found chliapp lion tracks near the village, I was proven right. I have a history of being clever and right. I just have to--
--focus, Yuki said.
Right. I gave myself a double slap on the cheeks and jogged the rest of the way. Inleio was unlocking the front doors when the lodge came into sight.
He turned at the sound of my footsteps. “Well, if it isn’t our most diligent apprentice. I’m surprised you’re still in the village. Are you here to train?” He paused to examine my face. “No, that’s not it. Is there something wrong, Eight?”
“Yes, there’s something I need to talk to you about.”
“Any immediate danger?” Inlieo asked, his eyes sharpening.
“No, but it’s serious.”
“Then come inside. I will get the tea started.” Inleio led the way, but instead of going to his desk, he opened the trap door down to the ritual room under the lodge. “There’ll be no privacy once the hunters start to arrive. We’ll talk down below.”
