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🕑 Added 2020-10-15 16:54:06 +0000 UTCFinished it yesterday! Right now editing the video but feeling so low energy... π
About the doctor situation, if you're interested, nothing really changed or got known yet, I'm going to to an ultrasound test next Monday and then I will know something. But I'm not so nervous and anxious anymore, like a few days ago, so I can work! Honestly, I just have a big doctor and pain phobia, because, well, living in my country is pretty easy to get a phobia like that. A lot of our doctors are rude, your life can be easily judged by them, they can scold you like "why you got sick??", like I got sick because I wanted to, they can make fun of you, your life and life decisions. They barely care about their patients, a lot of them have this "f*ck off" attitude. That's why going to a doctor takes so much time and mental resources for me, I literally won't go until I feel a severe pain or feel like dying. I know that it's bad but yet... it's so hard for me.
But hopefully the doctor I came to was super kind, nice and careful I literally just cried because of that π honestly I was more afraid of the first visit, but hopefully I did that step, I overcame myself and really glad I did that! I really hope they will help me!
Comments
ashiyaart
ohhh right!! that's why I stopped going to free doctors and go only to paid ones, because it's easier to find one who treats you like a human this way. thank you! and welcome and thank you so much for supporting me!ππ
ashiyaart
sometimes I feel like everyone is okay with heath care and doctors and I'm the weird one but it seems like it's not like thatπ thank you!!β€
ashiyaart
thank you!! π I hope next Monday it will go well too!!
Garnet
I'm the same with doctors, I avoid going at all costs until I'm really sick because doctors are almost the same in my country while others are kind,, but you never know which one you'll get. I hope you feel better soon!
yukicchii
Oh.. i feel you. Being scared of going to doctor:( but glad that you meet the good one there. I hope everything goes well on you and got right treatmentβ€οΈπͺπ»
Ciraceru
Oh dear, I'm glad that the doctor appointment went well!
ashiyaart
she is!ππ I feel really blessed going to her!
Eiya
Iβm glad it was okay and your doctor seems like a nice person. βΊοΈ
ashiyaart
thank you so much!!πππ
Rachel Shadoan
I am so glad the doctor was kind to you!! Doctors can be soooo terrible, especially to women. I hope you get some answers and peace and healing soon!
