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Blog Post - Sorry for my absence, I'm painting again.
🕑 Added 2025-09-19 06:33:37 +0000 UTCTl/dr: Had daily migraines from allergies and then eventually realized I was too depressed to finish painting. I'm being proactive in staying healthy now, so I'm going to try and get daily paintings out.
Hey everyone,
I am incredibly sorry for being inactive for a bit. I don't remember when I last mentioned what was going on, so I'll do a summary.
First! I could not finish any artwork at all. Everything looked ugly and I didn't know why. After that, allergy season started and I suffered from daily migraines for about a week. I found a antihistamine that works for me, so that problem is fixed.
Afterwards, I still couldn't finish any artwork. I usually have migraines to blame when I hit a wall, but I eventually realized that real life stuff was making me depressed. I don't want to detail what's going on, but the only way I can prevent myself from being further depressed is to fight it head on.
SO! I am now exercising, relaxing, and making an active effort to keep painting. I've started daily sketches again (posting on discord for now) and I will try and get daily paintings done.
I will be uploading a Gouden Leeuw pai during the day, a lewd meme tomorrow, and will attempt daily artworks after that. To avoid burn out, these artworks might vary between portraits, lewds, and memes. If I feel like an artwork requires more than a day, I'll give it more time and upload a different idea for the day.
Will I have succeed?! I have no idea, but I might as well try! My longest streak ever has been around 30 days (sadly before patreon), so that is my current goal.
Anyway, sorry again for my absence, and thank you all for your support. You've all been here during my ups and my downs, and I hope to make up for it and show my appreciation with these daily artworks!
