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Photo dump & Update ๐
🕑 Added 2022-04-25 17:48:52 +0000 UTCHi guys ๐ I hope you are all doing well!
I've been away from streaming for a week, I needed some time to figure things out. I'm still not back to "normal" but I'm doing a bit better and I'm really trying to get out of this bad phase.
I was getting more upset with myself because I saw a week go by and me not feeling any better, so I started feeling stupid for not being able to "get over it". But I've been trying to remember what I tell others when they are struggling, and I'm trying to use that kindness towards myself too.
I had a few good moments during the week, even if the overall wasn't too positive.
I wanted to thank you all so much for being here and support me, you have no idea how much I appreciate it โค๏ธ
Here are some photos taken throughout the week on the moments where I felt okay ๐
This month's exclusive video is not filmed yet, I have been a bit behind with videos, but I will do my best to create something that I'm proud to post! If you have any ideas please feel free to let me know, I love to include your ideas on my videos!
Hope you have a good week โค๏ธ xx
Ps. I'm aware that there's a subreddit about me that sexualises the hell out of my pictures and comments were made about my Patreon, including someone saying that they would share my Patreon content there. It's sickening to see people sexualising pictures that are not intended to be sexual what so ever, only because my body looks a certain way in certain clothes. The comments I've seen were disgusting, not to mention some posts that qualify as sexual harassment. So, if anyone here is apart of that, I recommend you to leave, I don't want your "support". If I see any username here that can be connected to posts on reddit, I will block that person and no refunds will be issued. I'm a very tolerant person, but I will never tolerate sexual harassment.
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Yeah unfortunately Reddit doesn't really have rules. Both accounts that were posting these things about me were suspended, but I'm sure that won't stop them. I only use Reddit to share my ASMR videos cause it helps a lot, but apart from that, Reddit is awful. Thank you ๐ฅ
I've never understood reddit, never seen anything good come from that site, just another place for anonymous people with the mental age of a 12 year old to post stupid stuff that's largely unmoderated. Sorry you're having to deal with it miss Glad you're starting to feel better and getting back to normal, but remember it doesnt happen over night. You're doing great
Thank you! I hope so too ๐ Apparently one of the moderators of that subreddit is currently suspended, but I'm not sure that'll stop him. The one making the worst posts is still there though, I reported all of his posts. Not sure if something will change :/
Sometimes we forget that we have to be kind to ourselves and show that same love that we have for others. Taking small improvements helps in the bigger picture, hope this phase gradually fades away for you! <3 I really hope there is some way that these reddits can get taken down and their accounts be banned cos I am so confused as to how they are being allowed online. Reddit needs to take action on this :/
