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Andy is Trying - Chapter 23
🕑 Added 2025-05-01 10:00:06 +0000 UTCANDY IS TRYING
Chapter 23: Andy is on Top
“It’s been itching more than ever… I think I’m ready.”
Darius said, his eyes fixed on the forbidden area where his finger was now circling.
“You’ve never made it super clear to me before… Like, that you really wanted it.” I confessed, swallowing hard.
Darius turned around and looked at me, he was exuding desire.
“Well, I’ve never made it clear to anyone before, but yeah, I wanna try it… As long as it’s with you.”
He leaned in to kiss me.
I returned the kiss, pushing him gently back onto the bed.
My heart was pounding in my ears, a mixture of excitement and trepidation.
I was desperate to please him, to make him feel good, but I was also nervous of doing anything wrong.
Suddenly, I felt invested with a big responsibility. You only lose your anal virginity once.
"Alright, baby, let's take this slow, yeah?" I murmured, running my hand up his massive thigh.
He nodded, biting his lower lip.
"Yeah, take your time. I want to feel every inch of you."
I smirked, my cock twitching at his words.
I reached for the lube on the bedside table, - we had used it on my hole hours before -, squirting a generous amount onto my fingers.
I rubbed them together to warm everything up, my eyes never leaving Darius's intense gaze.
I began by tracing lazy circles around his hole, teasing him, making him squirm beneath me.
“I love your ass, babe.”
“This is very much reciprocal.”
We smiled.
I tapped my fingers against his pucker. His hairy hole was already reacting.
“It seems hungry…”
"Fuck, Andy, just... just do it already!" Darius groaned, his hips bucking slightly.
I liked his impatience.
I chuckled and slid one finger inside him, just the tip.
We had already been there before. I was just playing with him.
"Patience, baby. I’ll take care of you.”
Darius let out a low moan, his body tensing slightly as he adjusted to the intrusion.
I held still, letting him get used to the sensation. His breath was coming in short gasps.
"More." He whispered.
I obliged, slowly pushing my finger deeper in.
His body relaxed, and I began to move my finger in and out, a gentle fuck, stretching him slowly.
I could feel the muscles clenching around my finger, and it made my cock ache with need.
I added another finger, the middle one, and Darius let out a guttural sound, his hips moving with my rhythm.
I could feel the slight resistance, but also the pleasure he was getting from it.
“Fuck, Andy, that feels so good. You’re so fucking good.” He praised.
“Thanks, baby. This is also very much reciprocal.” I replied with a grin.
I curved my fingers, searching for that spot inside him that would make him see stars. When I found it, he yelled out, his body bucking wildly.
Jackpot!
“Right there, fuck, right there!” He exclaimed, his hands gripping the sheets.
I had had the same reaction when he had topped me for the first time.
“I think you’ve been itching for more than a few days…”
“Don’t stop, baby, please… Don’t stop.”
I chuckled and once again, complied with the instructions, finger-fucking him with a steady rhythm, hitting that spot inside him that had him writhing and cursing.
“I have no intention to stop.”
“Goddamn, Andy, you’re gonna make me come like this.” He panted, his body tensing even more.
I pulled my fingers out, and he let out a groan of protest.
“Not yet, baby… I want to feel that hot ass come around my cock.”
He looked at me, his eyes filled with lust and… I believed, trust.
I hoped that he did really trust me.
A ray of sunshine was falling on his face. Darius was stunning.
“Fuck me, Andy… I want to feel you inside me.”
I took a deep breath, trying to calm my racing heart.
I positioned myself between his legs, coating my cock with my saliva. I spat on my fingers too and slicked up his hole before pressing the tip of my cock against it.
“You’re ready, baby?” I asked, looking into his eyes.
He nodded, a small smile playing on his lips.
My boyfriend was so hot…
“Yeah, I’m ready. Do it, Andy. Fuck me!”
… And so naughty too.
His huge black cock, hard and leaking, was smashed against his abs.
I pushed in slowly, watching his face for any sign of discomfort.
His breath hitched, and he clenched his jaw, but he did not ask me to stop. I kept going, inch by inch, until I felt his muscles resist, felt the head of my cock press against his barrier.
It made me feel all fuzzy inside.
I had thought about it many times before, I had lived it on the other end, but I had never responsible for breaking that barrier myself, with anyone.
“Fuck, babe, you’re thick.” He grunted, his fingers digging into my hips.
“You’re one to talk, babe!”
He laughed and I felt his asshole contracting around my hard dick.
“Aaah… I’ve just never… Gosh…”
His muscles slowly relaxed, and I barely dared to breathe as I pressed forward, breaching that final hurdle.
Darius hissed, his eyes squeezing shut, but he did not push me away.
No, he wanted to welcome me inside.
“I’m going deeper, Dar.”
“Fuck, that’s kinda tickles or… I don’t know, burns?” He commented after a few back-and-forth.
His hands were clawing at my back.
The sensations were pretty insane for me as well.
“I know, baby, I know.” I soothed, holding still, giving him time to adjust. “Just breathe through it. It’ll pass, I promise. In a second, it’ll feel so good.”
I hoped that I was right.
It had always worked this way for me.
“Okay… You can… You can move… You can go deeper… You can fuck me.”
I nodded and began to withdraw slightly, only to push back in. Harder.
“Ahhh… That’s niiiiiice….” I moaned.
“Holy shit, Andy!” Darius groaned.
I couldn’t help the smirk that spread across my face.
“You like that, huh?”
He nodded, his eyes locked onto mine.
“I fucking love it, babe.” He seemed surprised. “You’re stretching me open and I freaking like it!”
“You like being fucked, Mister Jackson?” You like the feel of my ginger-flavored cock inside your tight ass?” I asked, my voice thick with lust.
Darius moaned, his hips moving in sync with mine.
“Fuck yes, Mister White! I love it. I love feeling you inside me, filling me up. You can go so fucking deep, so fucking hard.”
I grunted, picking up the pace, my hips slapping against his ass.
“You feeling me slam into you?”
“Yes, fuck yes!”
His body tensed as I hit that spot inside him again. And again. And again.
I could feel it, his asshole had swallowed my boner and I was meeting his prostate.
“That’s the… Hmmm… Darius, I’m… I’m in.”
“Fuck, Andy, keep going, right there. Just like that!”
I grinned, fucking him harder, my hips pounding against his ass, the sound filling the studio apartment.
“Baby, your cock… Wow!” I said looking down, amazed.
The monster was moving, throbbing, as I fucked him, his XXL dick had never been as impressive than in this position, as I was buried inside him.
“You’re so fucking deep, Andy. And so, so, fucking thick.”
I felt my own pleasure build with each thrust.
“And you’re so fucking tight, Darius. You’re squeezing my cock so good.”
He moaned, his back arching as he met my thrusts.
“Fuck, Andy. I can feel every fucking inch of you. It’s so good…”
“Is it?”
I was going balls deep.
“Aaah… Aaah… Yeeeees.”
The orgasm. Here we were!
I beamed with pride and with lust.
I leaned back, gripping his hips tighter as I drilled him, the sound of our skin slapping together was the best.
“I’m using your ass… Babe… Hmmm… I’ve never done that with anyone…”
Darius’s eyes rolled back, and he let out a strangled moan.
"Fuck, Andy, you're gonna make me nut.... Right here, right fucking now."
I hoped so!
And indeed, his eleven-inch cock was seemingly about to explode.
The sight of him completely lost in pleasure, the sounds of our bodies smashed together, the scent of raw and sweaty sex filling the air—it all pushed me closer to the edge.
I was close, so fucking close, but I wanted to make him come first.
I wanted to feel his ass clench around my cock as he spilled himself all over his shredded stomach.
I reached down, grabbed and wanked his huge cock, stroking him in time with my thrusts.
His breathing hitched, his hips stuttering as he responded to the added stimulation.
"Fuck, Andy… God…" He panted, his head thrashing from side to side. "That feels so… Hmmm… Stroke it, baby. Jerk that cock while you fuck my ass."
I did exactly as he asked, my hand moving in tight, fast strokes, matching the rhythm of my hips.
We truly had found the best way to relax and start the day!
His cock was hard as steel in my hand, the velvety skin slick with precum.
I could feel the veins pulsing beneath my fingers, could hear the wet sound of my fist sliding up and down his shaft.
The combination of the sight, the sound, and the smells - it was all too much. I was losing control, my own pleasure building to a fever pitch.
“Ahhh… Fuck… Darius.” I panted, my hips moving faster, driving my cock deeper into his ass with each thrust.
His large muscles coiled like a spring ready to snap.
“I’m… I’m about to… Aaah…”
I could feel it, the tension coiling in my belly, the pleasure building to an almost unbearable level.
I wanted to jizz, needed to, but I needed Darius to go first.
I wanted to feel his body clench around mine as he sprayed his seed.
“Cum for me. Let me feel that hot, wet load spill out of you. Come all over your stomach, baby. Show me how good this feels!"
Darius let out a guttural groan.
"Fuck, Andy, right there. Don't stop. Don't you fucking dare stop." He pleaded, his voice thick with desperation.
Finally, I could feel the heat building in his body, the muscles in his ass clenching around my throbbing cock as he neared the edge.
I wanted to push him over, wanted to feel him come undone beneath me.
I leaned down, my lips by his ear, and I growled.
"It’s time baby, gimme your milk.”
That was all it took.
With a feral scream, Darius came hard, his cock pulsing in my hand as ropes of hot, white loads were sprayed onto his stomach.
His ass became ever tighter around my cock, milking me, and I couldn't hold back any longer.
"Fuck, Darius, that's iiiiiit!”
My orgasm rip through me like a freight train. I came hard, my cock pulsing as I filled his ass with my hot seed.
We both collapsed onto the bed, our bodies slick with sweat and cum.
I had just fucked a guy for the very first time.
I pulled out of Darius slowly, a soft hiss escaping his lips as my cock slid free. I rolled onto my back.
"Fuck, Andy." He whispered, his breath hot on my neck. "That was... that was incredible."
I laughed.
"Yeah, it really was."
We laid there for a while, just basking in the afterglow, our naked bodies still tingling with pleasure.
But as we cooled down, the stickiness between us became uncomfortable.
Not that I wanted to move, but I had to pee.
I squeezed Darius’s ass playfully.
“Babe, I gotta get up. It’s starting to feel like a glue factory down here.”
Darius grinned, moving off me.
“Don’t leave for too long.”
I padded off to the toilet, and I knew he took the moment to admire my butt.
I peed and my phone rang at the same time.
It was still quite early.
“Who is it?” I asked Darius who had my phone near the bed.
“Cody.”
“Okay.”
I returned to the bed, and I called my roommate right back while I was still snuggling with Darius, the sun passing through the window warming our bodies.
I thought he was calling just to tell me something about the apartment, like, if we needed to make errands or something like that.
As soon as I heard Cody, I knew that it would not be that kind of calls though.
His voice was very different.
He was not crying but I could tell he might be about to.
“What’s going on, Cody?”
Darius kissed my shoulder.
“I’m shocked, man… What the fuck is wrong with Laurie?”
I straightened up. I was instantly worried.
I got up from the bed again and made a sign to show Darius that something serious was happening.
“What do you mean? I’m at Darius’ place, I…”
“Bro, she just… I think she just broke up with me.”
“What?”
“I… I don’t understand! Fuck!”
I remembered how amazing Cody had been when I was freaking out after I had been caught by Rebecca or when Darius had found out about the affair.
“Okay, calm down, Cody. I need to be at the venue for Rebecca’s rally in a few hours but I’ll come by the apartment before that. We’ll talk.”
“You don’t have to do this, but what the hell?! I hadn’t seen it coming… What’s going on with her?”
He was visibly disoriented.
“I’m just coming in, all right.”
I hung up and hurried to find my clothes.
“What’s the matter?” Darius asked. “Is this bad?”
“Laurie just broke up with Cody.”
“Oh…”
“I… I should just go check on him. I’ll see Laurie later today anyway.”
“What happened? Do you know?”
“Not really, well, I knew that… Never mind.” I slid myself in my briefs. “I should just leave now. I’m sorry, babe.”
Darius stood up from the bed, his gigantic flaccid and cummy cock flopping, to kiss me on the cheek.
“Hey, relax, Andy. Just go see your friend. You’ll tell me how it went, okay?”
I smiled at him.
“It was great this morning, just like the past couple of weeks. I’m glad we’re back to being us.” I spoke.
We kissed again, on the lips this time.
“Me too.”
I dressed quickly and I rushed in the public transportation.
I hesitated texting Laurie or calling her but I thought this might be inappropriate. Cody was the one who had reached for me, I simply needed to be there for him.
When I got into the apartment, he was very tense, pacing around the living room.
“I’m here, Cody. Tell me, what’s happened exactly?”
“I don’t freaking know. Apparently, I’m a fool. I thought things were going great, Laurie spent the night here but… She was distant yesterday, and this morning, I woke up early to work on my classes… Like, she’s doing that to me when I’m taking my exams next week! What the hell? She wants me to fail?!”
He was clearly all over the place and unable to gather his thoughts.
“She broke up with you?”
“I’m not even sure, she just told me she needed to take a break to reassess things. Reassess. That’s the word she used as if I’m a damn project she’s been working on!”
I hugged him.
“I’m sorry, Cody. I feel for you.”
“I’m just…. Clueless.”
“I think that she’s been digging her new position at work and she didn’t feel like you were that happy for her.”
Cody cut our embrace and he took a step back.
“What do you mean?”
“I’m not sure, I’m just guessing.”
“Really?”
“Cody, you’ve been super stressed lately, you weren’t so fun and…”
His reaction shocked me.
He grabbed a glass of water on the kitchen’s counter and he smashed it against the wall.
“I wasn’t fun?! So, I can just be ditched!”
He was shaking.
I had never seen my roommate like this. He was very affected and I felt like, as often, I couldn’t find the right words.
“No… Of course, not. You shouldn’t be ditched… And I’m sure Laurie didn’t want to hurt you.”
“So, you’re on her side?”
“What? Why are you saying that? I’m on no one’s side.”
“Well, that’s the fucking problem!”
He was scary, ready to punch the wall next.
“Cody, that’s not fair!”
“Really? Cause when I had to choose a side between a friend I’ve had for years, and you, I chose you! I’ve always defended you when it comes to Darius.”
Everything was, once again, slipping away from my control.
Somehow, I had dome something wrong.
“I… I know. I…” I tried not to get overwhelmed myself. “Cody, you’re pissed right now, and I get it, but… I came here, I want to be here for you.”
He looked at me angrily.
“She told you that I was too stressed, not happy with me anymore? She thought I was not supportive enough of her new position at work?”
“We barely talked about it. I swear. Precisely, I didn’t want to mingle in your relationship. It put me in an awkward position.”
Cody clapped.
“Well, there’s no relationship anymore, so it’s all good! You don’t have to worry anymore. I’m sorry, Andy, for being a cause of concern for you, but now, you can chill.”
That hurt me deeply.
I hated the fact that he was disappointing in me. Also, I did not think I deserved that.
“Cody, come on, let’s just sit down and let’s have a talk.”
He was trying so hard not to cry.
“I’d rather not.”
“We cannot fight like this. That’s not us. And I know you need a friend right now.”
“Andy, I… I think it’s better if we don’t talk because I don’t want to say some things to you that might be hurtful.”
Too late for that, I thought.
“Okay.”
He clenched his fists.
“Can you… Can you leave?”
I wanted to say something else but I came up empty.
I was shaken up.
The morning had started so well and now, out of nowhere, I was having the biggest fight with my best friend.
For some reason, I was responsible for his break-up with Laurie.
I was so confused and, frankly, sad.
But I understood that Cody was going through something. I had to give him space. Even if his reaction towards me was not fair.
I took a few things for the rally and I left.
Before I walked out the door, I said one last thing.
“Once you feel ready and you want to talk, I’m here. I want you to rely on me… Just call me, anytime, Cody.”
He did not say anything back.
*
I did not know how I was supposed to act when I saw Laurie at the outdoor venue where Rebecca was about to have her first big rally.
It was happening in a beautiful park on the outskirts of the city.
Laurie seemed relatively okay but I think she was just better at hiding her emotions, especially when we were in a work context.
She was wearing a beautiful floral blue dress and holding a “Crown for Governor” sign.
The sun was up and it could have been a very beautiful day. The nightmare was only beginning though.
I awkwardly greeted Laurie. She looked so pretty.
“Hey, how is it going?”
“He told you…” She said immediately.
“Yeah… He’s not doing so well.”
She sighed.
“Damn. I… I don’t want to hurt him. I just wanted to talk but things got… out of hand.”
“I didn’t know you were considering breaking up. You’ve been doing so well for months.”
“I didn’t know it either…”
“So what?”
“Frankly, he was impossible yesterday evening. It was our one moment together this week and instead of enjoying it, he was resenting me for not being available sooner and he also went on and on about his degree. Which I totally get but he’s like obsessed with passing his exams.”
“He loves you though.” I interrupted her.
“I know but… I thought about it all night, I barely slept, and in the morning, when I tried to tell him that I wanted to take a small break, he immediately got mad. We couldn’t talk.”
“Yes, he was angry with me too…”
“Why?”
“Because he thought that I should, I suppose, be more clearly on his side.”
Laurie looked away.
She was also battling not to cry.
“I’m sorry, Andy.”
“That’s all right. I… I’ll eventually talk with him; I just hope you two find a way to… I don’t know, be happy, with or without each other.”
“I don’t even want to break up, really, I just… I just need some time.”
We had to cut our conversation short because the rally was about to start.
Rebecca would speak for about an hour and it would be broadcast live on a local news station and on YouTube.
Thompson was chatting with Adrian Park in a corner. He seemed annoyed.
The campaign staff understandably had a difficult relationship with the Daily Philly News reporters, but we could not stop them from attending public events.
Anyway, Laurie and I went to our assigned spots right behind the stage where David was waiting.
He looked completely jaded to be there.
He would not say a word, but just like a nice-looking plant, he would stand behind his wife for the entire duration of her speech.
Before the cameras started rolling and before he had to go on stage, he chatted with Rebecca.
They were so professional.
I could not detect any hint of a personal, much less an intimate relationship between them.
Sometimes I thought about the way he was torturing himself, staying in a life he was obviously not happy in.
David turned around just before they went on stage, he glanced at me.
He had not seen me there, and he smiled when he recognized me.
It was very brief, just a split second, but I knew. I knew that what we had lived had been real.
Sure, it had also been wrong and nerve-wracking, the consequences of our affair had been the worst to deal with, but at that point, I believed David when he said that I had been special to him.
I was not just another one of his boys…
"And please welcome to the stage the next Governor of Pennsylvania, Rebecca Crown!"
Bradley was the one making the announcement.
I had been right about the size of the crowd. My data had not lied.
There were almost a thousand people there. The event was already a success.
Of course, I did not know at the time that the images from the recording would be seen all around the world.
It happened less than five minutes after Rebecca began speaking.
Laurie was making sure that we stayed on schedule, and I was checking social media in real time to see if there was any reaction.
I jumped when I heard the loud thunder, but I was not scared at first. I foolishly thought of something smashing to the ground in the park.
I understood what was happening with the second bang and when the people started screaming.
It was the kind of screams you only hear in such circumstances. When your life is in danger.
Laurie's terrified face said it all.
My first reaction was to jump onto her and force her to get down. I lied on top of her and there was a third bang.
It seemed to hit closer.
I felt like everything was going in slow motion.
I dared a look towards the stage but my glasses fell and my vision became blurry.
I saw blood on the floor. The third shot had hit someone.
The screams intensified. I looked on my right, Bradley was covering his face.
I looked up, Rebecca was hiding behind her podium, shaking.
There was a man lying on the floor. The blood dripping towards me came from his body. He was still moving.
There was a fourth bang. Another shot. But it was amongst the people in the crowd.
Who was the shooter? What was happening?
I tried to remember, what was the plan in terms of securing the perimeter? There were supposed to be policemen around.
“Andy… I… I don’t want to die.” Laurie was crying.
“We’re not going to die. I promise.”
“Who’s… Who’s on the floor?”
I looked again. They were people falling on the ground further in the park. They were trying to flee. It was pure chaos.
On the stage, the man kept bleeding and no one was taking care of him.
Rebecca was looking at him, in a complete state of shock.
David Crown had been shot.
Comments
Devin
Well this was a shocker. Not Cody because it has been headed this way. I just hope Cody isn’t the shooter. I also hope Andy gets his glasses and gets to David. I still always thought they were meant to be together. Not sure why, just a gut feeling. I hope you don’t have plans of killing him off.
Tom Phillips
Lots of shockers and not sure how this one will end in just a chapter. I was hoping to hear more about Cody and have some more naked roughhousing. I’m not team Darius, but Andy does seem happy. Was also thinking he and the reporter might have a roll in the hay. I hope the next chapter is a long one and that it doesn’t end abruptly. Also hoping David is ok and ends up happy as well. And what about the son. Seems like enough for a book 2???? 😂
