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Only Temporary - Chapter 20 (Finale)
🕑 Added 2025-06-29 10:00:03 +0000 UTCONLY TEMPORARY
Chapter 20: Shared Illusion
I wanted to hate her, but I simply could not.
Jennifer spent Saturday afternoon at the house, well, at her house, getting some of her stuff back.
They were also supposed to talk about the divorce with Joshua.
It was awkward.
I went into town most of the day to leave them alone, but I met Jen when she arrived - earlier than planned - and we had a chat outside.
Joshua introduced me as his “good friend from college”.
I was not surprised; In fact, I had insisted that it be so.
I knew they were technically separated when we started fooling around, but I still felt guilty.
Maybe Joshua would have tried harder to save his marriage without me blowing his cock?
I could barely look the woman in the face, there was no need to tell her that her future ex-husband was fucking me at least once a day.
Although, I think Jennifer knew something was going on between Josh and I.
She probably had that married woman's sixth sense about her husband's whereabouts.
Still, she was charming.
She was as nice as she was pretty, smiling and acting friendly despite the situation.
It was rather unsettling.
“I'm glad Josh has someone to lean on during this difficult time.” She told me before I left.
“Yes... I can imagine that the situation is tough for everyone. I'm sorry about the divorce.”
“It is what it is. Sometimes, you can fix the car and sometimes it's just better to get rid of it.”
Strange metaphor, but I got the point.
“Anyway, I wanted to thank you for letting me use the guest room. That’s been so helpful.”
I did not mention that lately, I had been sleeping in her marital bed instead.
“Please. I felt better knowing that Joshua was not down here, feeling depressed all by himself. When is your mission with YVBM over?”
“I'm almost done, actually. My contract ends next week.”
This was the other reason of the sick feeling in the pit of my stomach.
"Oh. And where are you going next?"
That was also a very good question.
“I… I’m not sure yet… I… I’m expecting some answers from potential clients back in Tennessee.” I lied through my teeth.
“I see. Well, I wish you good luck.”
She seemed sincere as she said that.
Her smile was beautiful.
“Thanks. I guess you have a lot of things to talk about with Josh, I… I’ll leave you to it.”
I could not wait to get the hell away from this.
The nicer she was with me, the more uncomfortable I got.
Frankly, it would have been easier if Jennifer had been a bitch.
I spent the entire day feeling like a piece of shit and reconsidering everything.
I could look at the issue under every possible angle, I was a home wrecker and that was the sad truth.
Besides, it was likely that I was just a bump in their idyllic marriage… They did look damn good together!
Joshua and I had never talked about the future and I had literally nowhere to be starting from the next Wednesday.
I was used to move from one place to the other but this felt different.
I have to admit, I had started letting go of my walls, and even, to imagine something more serious with my housemate.
But walking aimlessly in the mall to enjoy the air-conditioning, I thought this may have been a huge mistake from the start.
I was kind of expecting to see Joshua and Jennifer back together when I returned home hours later.
Each morning, I thought that Josh would wake up from this fantasy we were living and go back to his “normal” life.
By 6 p.m., Jennifer was already gone though.
The house did look emptier. She had taken a few boxes with her.
Joshua appeared to be shaken up but he was waiting for me in the kitchen.
“You wanna talk about it?” I asked.
“There’s no much to say… Jen will move in Salt Lake for good and I’ll stay here.”
“Oh. You’re gonna keep the house then?”
He nodded.
“Yes. We… We’ve already come to a financial settlement. I know too well how lawyers and legal fees can mess up a divorce, we’re smart enough to figure this shit on our own. No need to fight over this. She’ll be closer to her family there and I have my job here.”
“That’s very mature of the both of you.”
He sighed.
“We failed our marriage, we’re gonna try to ace our divorce.”
“I think that’s the right and most healthy way to go about it.”
“Hey, Just. What are you doing standing so far away from me? Come here. Gimme a hug. I need it.”
He opened his arms.
I walked towards him and gave him a warm embrace. I smelt his silk hair too.
I just loved his scent.
For once, he was not naked. Considering Jennifer’s visit, we had to renounce to our nudist lifestyle for a day.
Generally, we were both nude 24/7 when at home. This time around, he wore a tight tee-shirt.
“Look, Josh… Maybe you want to take some time to… I don’t know, to think about what we’re doing? I’d get that.”
“Why would I need that? Do you want to take a break from me?”
“No, I don’t, but… I understand how much of the change this must be for you. I also know today couldn’t be easy.”
He grabbed my face and locked his green eyes into mine.
“Justin, I know you’ve been worried about that, but Jennifer and I decided to split before you moved here. This was a long time coming. Now, I… I’m aware that things are turning into something different between us but I don’t really see why I shouldn’t allow myself to live this? To give this a real shot?”
It was the first time we were discussing our relationship this openly.
I mean, it was not solving everything but it was a start.
“That’s great. You should listen to yourself, I’m just…”
“What, babe?”
“Josh, I’m starting to get really attached and I don’t want to wake up one day and realize this has just been an illusion.”
Joshua smiled and he took my hand tenderly.
“I’m getting really attached too so if this is an illusion, we’re sharing the same one.”
He could not have said it better. Damn it, the lawyer was good with his words!
We kissed as the sick feeling in the pit of my stomach disappeared.
I was afraid to lose him that day, but instead, it was another milestone for us.
*
After such a stressful day and since Joshua had to carry heavy boxes around, I offered him a massage in the bathtub after dinner.
It was our favorite place in the house to relax.
I went in first and I did things right, lighting candles around and adding scent oils in the bath.
For some reason, I wanted to be a little romantic.
After all, if we were really going to “give our relationship a shot”, why not going all the way?
I dove in the hot water, waiting for my man in the foam.
He walked in a few minutes later.
Joshua had a thoughtful expression that lightened up as soon as he saw me.
“Wow. The setting looks nice, thanks babe.”
“You like it?”
“Who wouldn’t?”
He peeled off his tee-shirt.
“Just dive in, I know you need it.”
“That’s damn right.”
He stripped down in the buff and I watched him like a piece of art.
Even after nearly a couple of months sharing a home, I was not getting tired of the sight of his nude body.
If anything, I was more and more attracted to him.
When he revealed his fat flaccid cock, I was in awe.
He got in the bath.
At first, he stood between my legs, his soft dick gloriously towering above my face.
I was already stiffed and my cock was halfway out of the water.
“Lie down on me, babe. I have to rub those big muscles.”
He chuckled.
“Don’t be impatient.”
“Are you good, Josh?”
“I am… Truth is, I just don’t want to hurt you with my big ass.”
He was carefully trying to lie down over me without completely smacking me down.
“Come on, don’t flatter yourself. I can handle that juicy ass!”
I slapped it for good measure.
“Well, if you say so!”
Purposely, he positioned his crack right against my erect dick.
It was too easy for him to drive me wild.
The water was warm and inviting, and the candles in the bathroom cast a soft, flickering glow.
My hands slid over Joshua's chest, feeling the hairy, hard muscles beneath my palms.
As I massaged him, I did no longer think about my doubts or the future.
I was in the moment.
“I’m sore around my neck.” He guided me.
“Let me rub the area… Here?”
“Yes… Hmmm… Right here.”
“I’ll work on those tensions… You’re gonna feel much better afterwards.”
“I have no doubt.”
I was hard, my cock firmly pressed against his ass, rubbing against his hairy crack as he leaned into my touch.
He let out a low, satisfied moan, his athletic fury body relaxing into mine.
“Justin… I… I know we’re on the right path.” He spoke.
My hands lingered over his upper torso, dabbled with his hard nipples.
“I think we are too, Josh.”
“You don’t have to be scared anymore. If you let me, I can tell Jen about us. I can tell the boys at the gym, the guys at work, the whole world!”
I kissed his neck.
“We have time for this, don’t worry…”
“Will you leave me time though? Will you stay with me?”
My heart skipped a beat.
“Joshua, I… I want to, I really do, but…”
He turned his face towards me.
“No but. I mean, if you’re unsure about your feelings, that’s one thing. But if you’re not willing to commit because you’re worried about my own wishes, well, you shouldn’t. I… I love you.”
He dropped the L. bomb on me.
For the second time.
That could not be a mistake.
Despite the hot water surrounding me, I had chills.
“Babe… I…”
“I’m not afraid to say it. I’m in love with you Justin.”
I kissed him and it felt so right.
I suppose this answered all of my questions.
We could together, for real.
“I trust you, Josh. And I… I love you too. I love you so much and I’ve been loving you for so long.”
The kiss became more passionate. His tongue twirling with mine. I do not think that I had ever felt this close to anyone before in my entire life.
Fuck… That was what it felt when it was happening just like in the movies?
It was not an illusion, not wishful thinking, it was real.
But if you thought this was good, wait for the next part.
With the biggest smile on his cheeky face, Joshua told me the next best words he could have told after “I love you”.
He licked my earlobe and whispered sensually.
“Justin, I want you to fuck me.”
His words sent a jolt of desire through my bones… And through one seven-inch bone in particular!
I knew he could feel my cock, hard and insistent, against his most sensitive area, so close to his virgin asshole already.
“If this is what you want, babe, I’m very happy to give it to you.”
This was uncharted territory for him, and I did not want to rush my brand-new boyfriend.
But he wanted this.
Joshua’s body was responding to my touch.
I let my hand trail down his stomach, wrapping around his cock through the water. I could feel his cock growing harder against my fingers.
His pulse was racing. Just like mine.
I stroked him slowly, my thumb rubbing over the tip, feeling the slickness of the water and the heat of his arousal.
I nipped at his ear, my other hand gripping his hip, holding him steady.
“Justin… Yes, keep going… I’m ready…”
Slowly, I slid a finger inside him, feeling his tight heat envelop me. He tensed for a moment, then relaxed into it, his breath hitching.
I rubbed my thumb against his prostate, feeling him shudder.
“I’ve missed going in there.” I muttered, fingering his insides.
“I’ve missed that too… Hmmm… I love it. I love you.”
This was music to my ears.
I pushed my finger deeper, feeling the resistance of his body giving way to the soft penetration.
The water sloshed gently around us; the candles closest to us flickering in the breeze from our warm breaths.
Joshue’s eyes were shut, mouth parted, as he lost himself in the sensation.
I could feel his heartbeat through his entire body, his cock hard and leaking against my hand.
I was still stroking him with one hand while slowly opening him up with the other.
“You're so tight, baby…”
I was semi concerned about his ability to take me deep.
As usual, those concerns were probably misplaced. If I could take his monster cock, he could take my dick up his ass!
I mean, the guy had already stretched his hole with a butt plug.
I added another finger in, stretching him slowly, watching his face for any sign of discomfort.
There was none.
“More.” He mumbled in a daze.
I did a few back and forth, I felt his extremities, I was getting hornier by the second.
I kissed his left shoulder and buried two fingers deep.
“Like that?”
“Yeah… Ah… That’s right.”
“I love it and I love you too Josh.”
He smiled.
We were so good together.
I withdrew my fingers slowly, and he whimpered in protest. But I wanted him to feel another part of me.
I positioned myself in the perfect angle, the head of my cock pressing gently against his taint.
“Ah… You… You’re there…”
He tensed for a moment, but I soothed him with soft words and gentle caresses.
“Relax, Josh… I've got you. It’s only you and I now. I’ll slow down or stop at any point you might need to.”
“Don’t slow down… Don’t stop… Just fuck me, baby.”
He took a deep breath and slowly let it out, his body relaxing as I thrust my hip upward and pushed gently inside.
His breath hitched as I breached him, the tight heat of his hole enveloping me completely.
He was so hot and so narrow; I had to grit my teeth to keep from coming right then.
“God…. Oh…”
His body was trembling. I slid my hands up his chest, gripping his shoulders as I began to move under the water.
Slowly, I pushed into him further, feeling his body stretch and adapt to my size.
“I keep going?”
“Please… Don’t you dare to fucking stop!”
I chuckled.
He let out a low, guttural moan, his body shaking while going through his very first sodomy.
I think the realization of what was happening hit the both of us at the same time.
I popped his cherry.
I was actually doing that!
“I’m in, Joshua. I’m fucking your hairy juicy ass! Good Lord, I’m fucking Joshua Dawson’s butt!”
I believe my nineteen years-old self took possession of my body for a brief moment.
We made it, nerdy Justin, we’re fucking the star quarterback!
“Yes… Fuck… You’re taking my anal virginity… I have a cock in my butt! Hmmm…”
“Does it feel good?”
“I HAVE A DAMN COCK IN MY ASSHOLE!” He screamed.
That worried me a little.
“You like it?”
“YES! It’s so, so good.”
I shifted my hips, drawing back slightly before pushing deeper, wanting to savor every moment of this.
His body was taut, every muscle tense as he adjusted to the sensation.
I fucked him harder and he moaned louder. Every additional inch I was pounding, it was ten times hotter.
I wanted to be gentle, to make sure he was enjoying this as much as I was.
The water was splashing out of the tub as my hips thrust became wider.
“Ah… Fuck… That’s crazy… I… I… Fuck… I…” He stammered, completely losing his voice.
I slowed down my pace.
“Do you want me stop? Is that too much?”
“No, it’s just… It’s just way too good… What have I been waiting for so long?! Fuck me deeper, Justin. Please.”
I think I hit his prostate.
I smiled against his skin, my hips moving more deliberately.
“You feel so good, Josh.” I murmured, grabbing and playing with his sensitive nipples.
I wanted him to feel it, to know how much he affected me, how much I wanted him.
I leaned down, pressing a soft kiss to his smooth neck, feeling the stubble of his jaw against my lips.
“Fuck, Justin.” He groaned, his body trembling with need.
The feel of his skin against mine, the taste of him, the sound of his voice was intoxicating. I wanted more, needed more. I moved my hips faster, deeper, wanting to consume him.
He pushed back against me, meeting my thrusts, his strong body slick with water.
The sound of our bodies slapping together filled the small bathroom, echoing off the tiles.
Joshua's hands were braced against the side of the tub.
I could feel his body tightening around me, his muscles tensing even more as he took me deeper.
He fapped against my balls.
“Harder… Harder… Harder!” He barked, his voice raw with pleasure and pain.
I obliged, gripping his hips tighter, my nails digging into his skin. I slammed into him, more water sloshing over the sides of the tub with each thrust.
I reached around, wrapping my hand around his girthy cock, stroking him in time with my thrusts.
His body gripped me like a vice, and I knew he was close.
“Oh fuck… I… I’m going so deep.” I muttered, in shock.
Although, I was not doing much anymore.
Joshua was the one jumping up and down my cock, emptying the damn tub as he impaled himself onto me.
“Gimme more… Gimme more… Yes, yes, yes…”
“You were made to be fucked, dude. Damn! I’ve never seen such a… Hmmm… Natural bottom!”
“Shut up and keep ploughing my ass, babe!”
I obliged.
The friction was sending waves of pleasure straight to my balls but I held back, wanting him to come first.
“Look at you… Taking my cock so freaking good!”
“Yes… Yes, I do…”
I stroked his hard dick, leaking on my fingers.
“Cum for me, Josh. Cum while you’re riding my dick!”
The response was immediate, proof that he had been holding off for some time.
Joshua cried out, his voice raw and desperate, his body shuddering with the force of his release.
He came, his body convulsing, his cock pulsing in my hand, filling it with hot, sticky cum.
There was so much of it!
I gripped him tightly, not slowing my movements, wanting to ride out every wave of pleasure with him.
He came undone.
It was the most beautiful thing I had ever experienced.
As his orgasm subsided, he slumped forward, his body spent.
But before I could pull out, he turned around, grasping my face and pulling me into a passionate kiss.
We had made a complete mess of the bathroom but neither of us cared.
His lips were soft and insistent, his tongue exploring my mouth. It was a kiss filled with urgency and need, a kiss that left no doubt as to how he felt.
I kissed him back, my hands tangling in his hair, my body still hard and aching for him.
He pulled back but only to fully turn around and sit back down on my cock while he was facing me.
“I’ll milk that cum out of you, babe. I owe you that much.”
I slid deeper into him as he sat on my dick, feeling him open up, take me in completely.
He leaned down and we made out as I kept pounding his hole.
I slid in the large bathtub, we laughed about it, my dripping boner was firmly lodged deep in his asshole.
Believe it or not, after a few more back and forth and although he had just nutted, Joshua was growing hard against my chest all over again.
That ass fucking was getting him even hornier than he usual was, and that was saying a lot!
“Cum in my ass.” He begged me.
At this point, I could not have waited anymore even if I had wanted to.
“I’ll breed you, baby. I’ll make you mine.”
He kissed me, full mouth, as I emptied myself in his virgin hole.
We both felt spasms going through our bodies as I poured ropes and ropes of fresh cum inside his ass.
We did not break the kiss.
We had turned into one single body of bones, flesh, and pleasure.
He pulled away from my dick as I stared at him.
My cock was throbbing and twitching in every direction after the intense orgasm.
“What now?” I asked.
He sported the most wicked expression.
“Turn around, I want to fuck your hole, doggystyle.”
“Huh?”
“Right here, right now! Come on!”
He stroked his huge cock, his eyes never leaving mine, cum was still sliding on his shaft already back at full mast!
“Dude, really?!”
“Come on, Justin. I need to render the favor. I need to breed you! I’m so fucking horny!”
I kissed him before going on my hands and knees.
The water had turned cold… Good, we needed some freshness.
“Do you want me like this?” I asked.
“Fuck yes!” He spanked my ass. Hard.
That would leave a purple print, I thought.
“Fuck me, Josh. Do it now!”
“Spread those cheeks for me, babe.”
I did as he asked, giving him a clear view of my pink hole.
He ran a hand over my ass, excited.
“You look so fucking hot like that, your peachy wet ass ready to get destroyed!”
“You gonna fuck me or what?” I teased him, looking back at him over my shoulder.
“Damn right, I am!”
He spit on my hole, using his fingers to spread it around.
The sensation of his warm, wet saliva on my ass made me shiver with anticipation.
He positioned himself behind me, the head of his (coated with cum) cock already pressing against my entrance.
This time, it would be rough and it would be raw.
I was eager though.
Joshua remained mindful of my comfort and he did push himself slowly at first, allowing me to adjust to his enormous size.
I let out a high-pitched moan, the sound mingling with the dripping water and the soft echo of our breathing.
“Show me what you’ve got, baby.” I challenged him.
I pushed back against him, taking him deeper.
He spanked my ass again.
He could mark me with his prints, I wanted to be marked with his seeds.
“I knew it! I knew you’d be begging for this, slut!”
He slid deeper into me, filling me completely. I could feel every inch of him, hot and hard and… perfect.
Joshua's hands gripped my hips, fingers digging into my skin as he began to move, his thrusts slow and deep at first, then picking up speed and force.
That was a damn wild ride and a hard dicking!
I breathed in and breathed out, tried to relax to take both his thickness and length, the water from the tub splashing beneath us, soaking into the bath mat.
Imitating him a few minutes earlier, I pleaded.
“Gimme more of your fat cock, Josh. I want to feel you deep inside of me!”
“Your ass feels so good.” Another slap. “I can't believe how good you feel.”
“I’m yours, baby. All yours.”
He leaned over my back and licked me.
“You’re gonna make me cum again!”
“Just Fuck me harder!” I begged.
I pushed back against him, my body tingling with pleasure from the intensity of his thrusts.
He grunted, his grip tightening on my legs, and he began to slam into me with more force.
“You like that, don't you? You like my big cock fucking your tight little ass.”
The scent of our sweat and sex filled the air.
“Yes, yes, yes!” I cried out, my body on fire with pleasure.
He was ramming my prostate.
“I… I’m so close!”
"Yes, Joshua, breed me!”
“Ahh… Yes…”
“Fill my ass with your cum!”
As I shouted my encouragement, Joshua let out a guttural roar. I felt his lust piercing through me.
“I’ll paint your guts fucking white!”
I loved it when he was dirty.
I could be too.
“Wreck my hole baby! Fill me up with your nut!”
“Ah… I… I’m cuuuuuuuumming!”
With a final, powerful thrust, he let go.
His cock pulsed as he unleashed more of his creamy loads deep inside me.
I felt the hot, sticky spurts of his cum filling me, coating my insides with his essence.
The sensation was overwhelming, and I cried out again, my body shaking with the force of his release.
Joshua collapsed on top of me, his body slick with sweat. He wrapped his arms around me, pulling me close, our bodies still joined together.
We kissed and I felt complete.
*
Ironically, we had to take a shower after our bath.
I admired Joshua as I soaped his sculptural body. I felt secure as he delicately soaped mine.
We went to sleep in the king-size bed which had become ours.
My move to Denver was meant to be only temporary, I ended up spending the rest of my life there.
[THE END]
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And another story comes to an end.
As always, feel free to share your thoughts about the ending and the story as the whole in the comments.
I will be sad to say goodbye to Joshua and Justin but I know that I am leaving them in a good place.
Avid Readers will have access to the downloadable E-book version of Only Temporary next week!
After that, I will release another short story. Stay tuned!
Comments
memo2dt
And you said, you don't write traditional stories with happy endings. Well this story gave me a great Happy Ending!
James
Loved this ending, Thomas! I knew Josh would lose his v-card!
