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Update on this week
🕑 Added 2020-10-18 14:40:59 +0000 UTCHey all. Just throwing an update for this week because I'm going to take a break for this week YT wise. But stuff will come for Patreon still. I'm having a limited week since a lot of things have been on my mind recently and I had a breakdown with my group in a much needed therapy session. I won't talk too much of what we discussed but I've had a constant issue with who I am and tbh, I've hated who I am. Feeling like a burden, like I ruin people's lives and whilst it will take a long time to reach this goal, I need to respect myself. So I am going to have a week of semi-chill and focus on myself. There's still videos to come for Patreon as well as polls for October Movie month for the last two weeks of October (which will include some spoooky suggestions).
I will also continue with Umbrella Academy, Lucifer but it's one episode this week and maybe OUAT and that will be it. Sorry if this is situation you guys aren't too pleased by, I just feel like this will be worth it mentally for me if I am taking this big step. After this week, things are back to normal. I'm okay, just want to give myself some time so no pressure on myself :) I'll bring Buffy tonight, just I was emotionally exhausted after our therapy session yesterday.
Comments
Sharon Owen
Huh, I got an email saying Umbrella Academy is up, but it's not there. Having some issues Liam?
Glorie Bluestein
Please take care of yourself. Easier said than done I know. I just also told my larp community I was taking a break staff side their next event (we do digital till plague over) to play for the first time in 5 years. I kept saying I would and they kept needing help so I didnt. Then I was in hospital a few days for my sugars. And def didnt help my anxiety and depression. You need your you time or you forget what it is that makes you enjoy things because you stress to much over projects you enjoy that become more work than fun otherwise.
Bixgirl1
❤❤❤❤
Laura Navarro Díaz
Take care of yourself 💜💜💜
Dawn Norton
I know it can be hard, it is for me, but you need to do what is best for you. And please know you are loved and appreciated.
Phoenix Dawn
Hey Liam, please do take care of yourself first. I am happy to wait. Your health comes first. Lots of love and hugs.
Bailey
Do whats best for you, We will all be here patiently waiting for you ❤️❤️❤️❤️
UTU49
Hey Liam. I sometimes wonder if all reactors should take one full week off EVERY MONTH, to counter act how demanding some of the viewers are. As for as your personal struggles -- I have similar struggles, and we have to look after our selves. I treat myself far worse than anyone else in my life. Your statement is not only healthy for the sake of your own health, but it can serve as a reminder to all of us, that the mental well-being of everyone in our lives is one of the only things that truly matters. And when giving priority to the mental well-being of the people in our lives, we should always include ourselves.
Claudiabethy
Liam all we care about is that your happy. If you need to take time to mentally breath that is completely ok.. We completely understand. You are worth so much. And many blessings to you for having such a beautiful group of friends that help you through this. Not a lot of us can say that. So many hugs to you Liam. No worries on the delay of things. We appreciate all that you do. Get some much needed rest. We are behind you 110% Many hugs to you
Jayna
Thanks for letting us know, but please don't stress or feel pressure to upload anything. Just take care of yourself first. While we enjoy your reactions, we also understand you and life comes first, and we can wait. No problem. I hope you feel better and things improve for you!
Free Your Geek
Your mental and physical health takes precedence over everything else. Take all the time that you need. We all take joy from watching you react and we all support you.
Soren Andersen
No worries Liam, know that you bring a lot of joy to a lot of people.
Christine Jury
I remember you talking about this on Twitter once, and it really is an ongoing battle. You're strong and beautiful though, and with some time I'm sure you'll see that, just like the rest of us do. ❤ you Liam, get some rest.
Clara Gros-Louis
Take care of yourself <3
Meredith
Your mental health is more important than uploading. I’m so sorry you’re having such a rough time right now.
CeNedra
You don’t ruin anyone’s life!! You make mine worth living when things are bad for me 😞 or when I need to stop overthinking my rl stuff I see an upload from you and all is right in the world again! I’m not the only one that values and appreciates your importance in our life and the happiness you bring us so please Liam, take all the time you need, we’ll be waiting for you 😘
Miss Timi Fantastico
Definitely take the time you need. I go through phases where I’m so hard on myself. This is an exceptionally weird time. Take the time and I’m proud of you for recognizing this and giving yourself some grace.
Tia
Thanks for keeping us updated, I am very happy that you are putting your mental health first. I hope everything is resolved and you feel much better soon.
Matt Varley
Mental health always comes first my dude! You take care of you and we will be here whenever you're ready to come back <3
Abbie Sharp
Hi Liam, been a viewer for a while on youtube and a little while on patreon. Take the time you need. Don't know you personally, but have seen how you react to things, you've expressed thoughts, you don't seem like a bad person. But I don't think that's something you can believe from someone else. But whatever is going on, you do deserve to look after yourself and if you think you're making progress do it. We can wait, you're more important than your content.
Sherlyn
We love you and want you to love yourself. Hope therapy helps you do that!
Julian Gunther
Do what you need to do, no worries :)
