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Medical Issues
🕑 Added 2021-09-29 21:03:47 +0000 UTCHey everyone
I want to apologize for not being super active here this month. On saturday I had to get taken to the ER. I was experiencing the most excruciating pain of my life. The week leading up I was feeling what I thought was just an achy back. After some xrays and a ct scan they found a god damn kidney stone in me. When they compare the pain of a kidney stone to one of the worst things you can experience, they're not kidding. I've been in a car accident when I was a teen that blew open my kneecap but this 2mm kidney stone has been worse than that. They had to dope me up until I couldn't talk just so I could feel some relief because morphine didn't do shit.
It's been almost a week and I don't think it has passed yet. They gave a me a buncha pills and oxy to help with the pain, nausea, and other stuff. I really try to stay off the oxy until it becomes unbearable because I know how addictive they can be. They also only gave me a few so I'm trying to only use them in the evening so I can sleep. I'm tired all day and dizzy, so it's been hard to focus on things even my normal job.
Coincidentally I also started seeing a counselor/therapist this week completely unrelated. This is something I probably should have done forever ago, it was a lot to unload years of issues but I'm hopeful. I've only ever heard good thing about it. So it's been a lot going on for me personally. I'm usually just ignoring my medical issues because the health system here in the US sucks but this is something I couldn't just wait out.
I don't like to open up about my personal life online, but I think so much has been going on that I need to let you all know.
Thanks for stinking around ^^
Comments
Machinta
Keep up your strength and your hope i promise anyone looking to get art from you isn't going to not commission you. Especially with your work being so dam awesome take your time recover and heal
Kobalt
Get well soon!
Drakons Sephir
awww courage and good recovery to you I hope you'll be better
Alex Roche
Hope you pass it soon, can't imagine how you must feel. And I hope the therapy helps too! ^_^
Robert Pendell
Take care of yourself and get better soon. We will be waiting for you.
