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🕑 Added 2022-09-02 11:34:24 +0000 UTCHi everyone. Wanna tell you what's up with me nowadays. I've been putting off seeing a specialist for a long time and now I've got a whole list of issues to sort out. A potential breakup, drawing burnout, loss of interest in everyday life and just depression and anxiety in general. Unfortunately I'm the one who's art reflects their mental state, and I've been down this pit in 6 months already. So I finally wanna get out. Maybe I would need to break up with my bf during this process of mental rehab, or maybe I wouldn't. The life goes on and I potentially want a family. TLDR I'm depressed and gonna go to a therapist.
I hope to improve my life and my creativity, otherwise without help I will stop drawing completely. All you need to do to help me is don't pass judgement on me for going to therapist and don't call me "sick". I once heard an opinion on therapy from an acquaintance, his words were "People who need therapy are sick. It's weird that people can kill themselves just because of being sad and I don't understand it since I'm normal and not like them" It hurt to hear and I've put off seeking help after that, thought I were flawed needing it.
