holivi
patreon
2022
🕑 Added 2022-12-19 16:39:05 +0000 UTCI recently visited a gynecologist, I came out with bad news. Now I will save money not for a new phone, but for an operation or something like that. Now I'm waiting for the results of tests on the severity of my situation. And that's what I want to say.... this year is the most controversial for me. many Ukrainian artists no longer want to communicate with Russians like me. I never voted for Putin and was glad to go to Georgia. But I had to leave my home, friends, Moscow and essentially start life anew, while being a disenfranchised person in another country, albeit friendly to the Russians. This year, my relationship with a bf cracked at the seams and I needed the help of a psychotherapist. I've accumulated a lot of art debt, can't work productively enough. Soon my birthday and the words that "everything will be fine" sound like a mockery to me. As if magic exists and all my problems will be solved in an instant, just because "a miracle happens." It all sounds and looks like a mockery. 2022 is a terrible year and I don't see a light at the end of the tunnel I don't want to hear the words "hope for the best". I have less and less strength to try to do something further
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Dj_Ponyhard
Of course life sucks sometimes, but your patreons are here for you, Russian or not, we still love you!
Ember
I know it’s difficult to see while you’re in the thick of it, but you will overcome these challenges and we’ll be here to support you in the ways that we can. There is hope. We’ll hold onto the hope for you so that it is not lost. 💜
